bombed city

[nolan]

well... first time i post here so excuse me if somethings not right spelled or translated Now: i've been having this weird dream over and over again for almost 2 weeks.(that doesnt happen very much) And it goes like this: I'm walking trough a city that looks like bombed, all broken buildings and nobody to see around. I'm walking trough the streets with a long brown coat on, it looks a bit like the one from Hellboy, and it looks like i know where i'm going. After a while i meet up with a group of around 40 men, fully armed with guns. Then i pull my 2 pistols and a big fight is going on in a few seconds, jumping from cover to cover i manage to kill them all. I reload my guns and put em back on my belt. I start to run, and after a while i stop and take some sort of gps/celphone thing that looks a bit futuristic... After some time i put it back in my pocket and change my course a bit. Some time later i climb up a building because the ways are blocked. When i reach the top of the building, that seems to be an hotel or something like, i sprint to the other side and stop just before the border. I look down on a small street, a girls from around my age stands down there in army clothes, but she seems in troube. The same men i met on the way to the market are now attacking her. She trows her gun madly away because she had no ammo anymore or something. then weird armored vehicles arive, with the intention to take the girl. The men are trying to capture her, but she's an exelent fighter and kicks some of. But she gets in trouble and flees down the streets. I follow her and after a while she gets blocked in. She can't escape and the men ceep coming closer. She doesnt know what to do and looks arround confused. Till here the dream was pretty quit. Then i jump into the unexpecting crowd from the top af a roof. And start to shoot them all, trying to protect the girl. I pass the girl 2 handguns to and we fight back to back to kill a endless horde of men, that seem to want us both alive. They don't shoot at the girl, but they do at me... Bullets fly aroud our ears and the screaming of men we've put down is almost not to hear above the fireing guns. With full concentration on protecting the girl, we are pinned down in the street. But then everything goes faster, helicopters show up with special gass grenades to put us down. They would have succeeded if i hadn't put a bullet in their fuel tank. After killing what must be atleast 200 men, they stop coming and we stand there, back to back, with smoking guns in our hands. We put the guns away and she looks at me, with her beautiful green eyes, and gives me a kiss... We walk away hand in hand, like we love eachother, and then the girl gets a paralizing shot in her back and falls down on the street. I'm getting realy mad now, pulling my guns yelling in rage. I turn around and start to shoot at the men, but the bullets won't penetrate their thick armor. And these men weren't the same as the previous ones, they looked more professional geared and trained. They try to shoot a paralizing at me to.(srr if spelled wrong) It misses, and i look at the girl i love. i see she can't move, but she can see me, and talk a bit. I go back into fight, I pull 2 even bigger handguns then i had before. I shoot a the armored guys, and this time the bullets penetrate, when 1 of their guys is down, the others follow... After i've shot all of them i hang the girl around my neck and try to carry her further. Then she screams to me: Jesse, At ur back! (My Real name is Jesse btw). But before i can turn around, i feel a bullet going trough my back and comming out at the front. I fall onto my knees, the girl falls on the ground next to me. Still paralized she looks at me, also unable to move. And with anger on her face, the armored guys pick her up and take her... then all turns black and i wake up covered in sweat... My roommate sayd to me i screamed a name when i woke up... This was my dream, but it didnt happen all at once, but i wrote each piece down at morning, and this morning there was something new. this: I lay in a white room, in a bed, with blood bandages round my arm,leg and chest. The girls sits on the bed and smiles to me, having tears of happiness in her eyes of happiness. (i think it was bacause i was still alive or something) She yells a doctor and then they start investigating me. She tells me something while the doctors are busy, but i could only hear the last few words she said: ''... So now u know what we are doing here, please don't leave me.... Because I love u'' then i pass out or something, because i don't remeber anything after it. To the ones that have been reading this: This is my real dream, All is written here exactly like i remember it. The weird thing i have is that after one of the dreams My arm was bleeding, but at the end it seemed i hitted something sharp while sleeping. But after the dream i could actualy feel where i was hit for a few moments... Oh yea, now i see i need to put something from my real life with the post what can help u explain the dream... well, the only thing i can think of, is that I just moved far away from my old living place and I ended up in a town, where i don't know anyone. I don't like people so much and try to just do my job to get me some money for the rent i need to pay with my roommate (Its a girl btw and i'm a boy, but we rnt actualy in love or something, however she's very worried about those dreams i had lately). I try to avoid social contact and because I don't trust anyone, exept my roommate a little bit because i know her so long. The dream felt like it was real, i even think i felt the sun for a moment , can someone maybe give and explenation for such a big dream like that? There could come more, because my dream is coming in little bits at a time... is that normal by the way?

[nolan]

please interpret, i keep bumping this till its done ^^

[Nathuu]

You probably long to share some sort of intimate relationship with a person. My interpretation is, you wish to take care, or protect someone and you wish for that person to also take care of you back. How would you describe the girl from your dream? Is there someone from your old city you particulary miss? How would you describe your roommate ?

[nolan]

You probably long to share some sort of intimate relationship with a person. My interpretation is, you wish to take care, or protect someone and you wish for that person to also take care of you back. How would you describe the girl from your dream? Is there someone from your old city you particulary miss? How would you describe your roommate ? the girl from my dream has blond, half long hair. and is about 1,65 meters high and has green eyes I don't miss anyone in my old city My roommate is 1,70 m high, long brown hair, and blue eyes I'm (in my dream) 1,82 meters high (same irl) have long brown hair, and i haven't shaven in 3-4 days, green eyes