I woke up mad this morning

[sgp]

I had an upsetting dream last night. Sorry its so long, but I remember a lot and want to jot it down before I forget. It started off with my family going to the movies. We bought the tickets, popcorn and were sitting watching the previews. We were moving seats a few times, which annoyed me, I just wanted them to sit down and watch the movie. Then my mom decides that there is enough time to go home for something she forgot before the movie started. So we leave. Instead of going home, we head to a restaurant. I started getting anxious about getting back to the movie, which no one else cared about going. So by the time I get to the table (something held me up, not sure what) my mom ordered me chili in a breadbowl (which is one of my favorite things) and I didn't want it. everyone is shocked, and I just said I wasn't in the mood. so after a long time, they finally took our orders, which we were upset about. then, we sit there for even longer, and still no food. So the rest of my family leaves (I'm supposed to ride with my mom) And my mom said she's going to go to the bathroom before she leaves. She never comes back. After sitting for a while I figure it out, and get really pissed off. I call her and start yelling, "how could you leave me! Im still here! you didn't notice! come get me!" that kinda stuff. So she says shes on her way and to wait outside. So I'm so pissed that i have tears in my eyes, so I wipe them away as I'm storming out of the restaurant (we never paid since we didnt get food) this girl sees me wiping my eyes and asks if I'm ok, and I just say yeah and start pacing outside. i forgot my hat inside, so i go in and its gone. i ask about it and the waiter tried to play it off like its his hat, so when I prove its mine he gets all upset and tries to fight me, but I just say no leave me alone and he goes back to work. So after a while my mom finally gets there and I see her, and she's pumping gas into a gas can. Some weird guy (big guy too) is walking around looking at us, and I didn't like it, I thought he was going to start something, so when he got close I hit him before he could hit me, which only made him smile an evil little smile, so i start running, and he chases me. I circle back to my mom and hop in next to her on the drivers side, kinda hanging off holding the door as closed as I can get it, and she takes off. I then start yelling again about being left, and why we left the movies, thats a waste of $20 a person, blah blah blah. Then I woke up, mad at my mom. sorry again its so long, but if anyone had ideas of what something might have meant, any help would be appreciated

[DrunkenArse]

if you don't mind me asking, what is your age? How is your relationship with your mom in general?

[sgp]

I'm 22, and we get along fine. I actually the biggest mommas boy of us (me & 2 brothers)

[DrunkenArse]

That was my guess: when you ran back to your mom after the dude looked like he was going to get threatening. It seems to me that's the theme of the dream. Does it make sense in that light?

[sgp]

maybe, I figured i ran there because that was my getaway car.

[VerucaPink]

I also noticed another theme is that you are upset she left you, also that your family leaves and you get things taken away from you (your hat). You don't get your food. Do you have some anxiety about your family leaving you? or seperation anxiety in general (you said you are a mama's boy) Maybe there is something else going on in your life, your not getting things or you feel things are not coming to you that should be?

[sgp]

hmm.... well, I've been unemployed for a while and can't find a job?