You are on a journey....yes ,everyone is on a journey. At the top of a hill (some thing or some task was completed), an “issue” of yours begins to chase you (bother you). The “issue” doesn’t have to be fear of death...it can be fears of anything, painful memories, unresolved fights and etc.....It is something that is unresolved in your life...something you haven’t made peace with in some manner. It can also be a crappy person who causes you difficulty in some way.
Instead of fighting or addressing the scary issue (black horse) you hid from it. This means you are refusing to deal with this scary issue. You don ‘t want to think about this “issue” or fix it for some reason.
When you thought you had identified what the issue (horse) was, you escaped again in your car instead of addressing the “issue” or fighting it.
You went to satisfy needs (what kind of need is a corn burrito? hell if I know but it is probably a physical need) THEN you dealt
passively with the "issue".
You acquired religious knowledge (#3 and an apple) and then gave it to the "issue". This made the issue becomes less intense (slow)or happier and it licks you (a friendly lick? or a taste before biting you?) Why did you awaken at this point? Was it because the “issue” was going to bite a chunk out of you? Or did you completely stop your "issue" by giving it some "religious knowledge"? You touched the 3 apple before it was received by the issue....so did you acquire something related to religious knowledge in some way (go to church or something like this) and this action pleased or stopped your raging "issue"?
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You’ve got some unresolved problem in your life. After completing something, this unresolved problem came up again in your subconscious or in reality. You are avoiding dealing with this “issue”. You would rather meet other physical needs (sleep? sex?) instead of dealing with this “issue”. You did take some action to temporarily stop the “issue” from bothering you.......you acquired "religious knowledge" and then gave this religious knowledge to the “issue” which it slowly accepted or calmed it. In my worthless opinion, I think the “issue” might not have been licking you in a nice manner. Identify what this issue is before you find out how painful it can bite. Take some positive action to resolve this issue.
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