this is how the dream goes i was playing my favorite video game and while i was playing i was telling people off i know on ventrilo "ventrilo is voice chat program" people i know through playing this game i said to crazy at least I'm not a janitor cleaning piss and shit all day and then i said to surge at least I'm not a closet homosexual. All of a sudden i get bad news from someone he or she tells me my wife died she was my wife in the dream. so i go outside very angry im walking near a car and someone on the other side of the car ask me what happened i said my wife died after 30 year relationship after that i punched out the car window and the dream ended