Cigars and Scorched earth

[whoeverwearevox]

I'm sitting on a grassy knoll. I'm wearing my favorite clothes and they have holes and tears in them. I also have a large cigar in my hand. The cigar reminded me of a victory cigar a movie character had at the end of a movie. I look out to the land below me and it's all scorched and destroyed. It seems as if there was a large battle or war that took place. There were remains of buildings and some things were still on fire. It looked almost apocolyptic (not saying that it's some sort of apocolyptic premonition or anything, just describing what it looked like. I took a drag on the cigar and i blew it out into the air. I was thinking of how peacefull everything was. How at peace and proud and happy i felt. Someone put their hand on my shoulder. I looked at them and it was my dad, only in the shape he was when he was a Marine. He had a face that showed no emotion whatsoever. I offered him the cigar and he refused with a shake of his head. I looked back out to the land before me and i smiled and took another drag on my cigar. After this, the dream fades and i dont remember anything after that. This dream has been recurring for the past three nights. I'm wondering why it's recurring and what it may mean. I'm only worried about what's happening inside my own head, i'm not wondering if any "spirit guide" is telling me something. What are your thoughts? Vox

[Mickeys_Elbow]

I read your post this morning and I've been thinking about it all day... for some reason it's stuck with me. From the way you describe it (with the victory cigar, the smile on your face as you view it all, your favorite clothes) you seem happy about the destruction. Like you intended for it to happen this way. Your dad's refusal of the cigar seems to show he either doesn't approve of what you have done, or he doesn't approve of smoking (though I doubt it's the latter). Have you done anything recently that could be seen as destructive by your father? It also seems that it would be something you think is absolutely bitchin... good enough to celebrate and dwell on it with good feelings. I don't think it necessarily has to be your father either, he could just represent an authoritative figure (and him being in shape makes him seem more powerful). Were all of the dreams exactly the same? Even slight differences between one or the next could potentially be very important.

[whoeverwearevox]

All the dreams were the same but with more detail after each one. I could see more detail in distruction, the sky (which was a more brilliant blue with darker clouds as each dream went on), and my close seemed a little more tattered and dirty as each dream passed. Everything else was the exact same in each dream. one thing i noticed more of when the dreams went on that may help in some way... I saw more of the distruction- There seemed to be peices of buildings that used to be skyscrappers, or some large construction, laying around. There were chunks of cars demolished and charred. Vox

[justme]

i dont all of my many dreams are all diffenert and unuasal