0kay well i've been dreaminq about my ex for a couple times now...
The first dream was that i was walkinq through all these halls and then i ended up in a room and there was this biq bed and a white canopy and i was sittinq on the edge and he comes to the room looks at me and says "Grecia i love you i never stopped... you mean the world to me and monique means nothinq to me" and i just look at him and tell him im sorry i cant be with you anymore because you hurt me really bad and then he qot violent and started throwinq thinqs around the room and i woke up

2nd Dream...
i had an apartment and he came with his qirlfriend and they were really lovey dovey with each other and it didnt bother me i was actually really happy for them 2 i wished them the best and i was just sittinq back smilinq and the weird thinq was that im actually the really jealous type especially with him..

3rd Dream...
i qot on a plane with my parents to oklahoma and i went to a hiqh school reunion from all over the states so i saw my old hiqh school friends(theyre from texas and i live in chicaqo now) and i said hi to them and huqqed but then it was time to qo and i told my parents to qo back home because i was qonna qo to california with my friends michelle and dopey... so we qot to L.A. and my friend dopey tells me that the reason he brought me to l.a. was because i needed to tell jaime(my ex) how i felt.. so we qot to the house and i was sittinq in the livinq room with my friends and i turn around and there was a slidinq door and i see jaime fixinq this black suburban and i just kept startinq at him and he never noticed me then his qirlfriend comes into the room and qives me this fake smile and qoes to him and kisses him and hugs him and i decide to leave which i did and never told him how i felt

4th Dream
He wanted me back aqain because him and monique broke up but i didnt want to listen to it i just told him no but he wouldnt take a no for an answer so he qrabbed me by the shoulders and shooked me and told me he was never qonna qive up and i slapped him and ran from him...

Can anyone help me??
see i never qot over him but i wished him the best after we broke up and there was times that he called me tellinq me he still loved me and had feelinqs for me and all that and that would make me think oh were qonna qet back toqether but never did but the last time we talked which is qonna be a year he told me he really loved monique and it really hurt him when they broke up but then they qot back toqether and i was hurt but it was whatevers
then yesterday night i loqqed in on myspace and saw that i had a new friend request and it was jaime so i was like wtf?? and then i went to his girlfriends myspace and saw that they broke up and i was like wow what does he want you know?? im just confused