Why would this be disturbing?

[Amoeba]

I dreamed I was with my boyfriend and I was enjoying my time with him. Then he told me "I have to go at 3.30/4" and he said it's time I went home. I said something and he was like "can I have a kiss first? " and it wasn't much of a kiss just a peck. At that moment though I became aware I was dreaming and fully aware he was not my real boyfriend but a figment of my imagination. At that moment I just tried to wake myself up. In the dream I had been lying on his bed for some reason and just as I tried to wake up he jumped on to it. I was confused as to why I was still feeling his presence even though he wasn't really even in the room. As I was waking up I could feel the bed moving and squeaking as if he was still climbing into it, and afterwards there was this overwhelming sense of emptiness and loneliness, but I don't know why. I'll still see him another time, so it doesn't make sense. Why would this dream have been disturbing me all day? I can't shake it off my mind. I still feel close to tears and it's been over 14 hours since this happened.

[BigFan]

I dreamed I was with my boyfriend and I was enjoying my time with him. Then he told me "I have to go at 3.30/4" and he said it's time I went home. I said something and he was like "can I have a kiss first? " and it wasn't much of a kiss just a peck. At that moment though I became aware I was dreaming and fully aware he was not my real boyfriend but a figment of my imagination. At that moment I just tried to wake myself up. In the dream I had been lying on his bed for some reason and just as I tried to wake up he jumped on to it. I was confused as to why I was still feeling his presence even though he wasn't really even in the room. As I was waking up I could feel the bed moving and squeaking as if he was still climbing into it, and afterwards there was this overwhelming sense of emptiness and loneliness, but I don't know why. I'll still see him another time, so it doesn't make sense. Why would this dream have been disturbing me all day? I can't shake it off my mind. I still feel close to tears and it's been over 14 hours since this happened. If you have a strong relationship with your bf, it would explain why you felt this feeling of emptiness and loneliness. In terms of the bed, that was likely you moving in it in RL. I wouldn't think much of this dream if I were you

[Amoeba]

Neither would I think much of it, if I could actually get it to stop bothering me. But I can't. I've been distracting myself all day and every time I'm between distractions it just keeps flooding back. It's at the point where I've exhausted all options.