It's been awhile since I've had a dream or dreams that have had a strange impact/effect on me. Or that I just can't get off my mind. I had two a couple nights which have been bugging me since the moment I woke up from them.

I don't know what would be considered relevant additional info other than I've been extremely stressed out with school (finishing up my final year of college). I suppose I should also note that I'm a fairly quiet person. I don't normally yell or scream. I like to keep my composer rather than have loud outburst. Also I'm not sick in real life.


Dream #1

I was sick and in the hospital. Apparently it was terminal because I wasn't expected to live for very long. I wasn't old or anything, I was just me (I'm 24 if that matters). I didn't feel sick or anything. I felt normal and healthy but I knew I was dying. Everyone was being over protective of me and my well-being. It was smothering me. They wouldn't let me do anything. They wouldn't allow any visitors other than direct family and anyone who came into contact with me needed to wear medical masks. I had a room to myself at the hospital. It was such a lonely place my room. Kind of dreary and depressing.

I had tried to sneak out a few times just to go see my friends. My attempts were always foiled by the nurses/doctors/parents. "It's for your own good" they'd say. I was getting so fed up with them. I didn't care that going outside could make me sicker or shorten my life. I was going to die any ways right? Why not let me see my friends? I got so upset in my dream. I was yelling and screaming at them to just let me go!

Even still thinking about this particular dream makes me feel upset and uneasy. The anger, frustration, sadness....I still feel it.

Dream #2

This one I can't recall all the details. I was in my neighbourhood with a friend. Can't remember whom. It was dusk. I walked them to the bus stop but they just missed it(the bus). They were frustrated but I told them it wouldn't be long until another bus would come. Then there was a shift in my dream. This seems to happen to me frequently, lol. Any ways, moving on...I don't know how this person came to be in my dream, but there was this girl. I felt like I knew her. But in real life this person doesn't exist. So it's a dream character I guess you could call them. She was happy on the outside. But deep below the surface there was a great inner turmoil. Something was trying to take over her. Her happy expression began to fade and the darkness within her took over. Her body changed from white to black. Not like a racial white to black but the actual colours.

The change began from the diamond-shaped marking on her forehead just above her eyebrows (I dream up an illustration to give you a better idea). When her entire body was black her persona completely changed. She was "evil" so to speak. Apparently her body was a constant war-zone. It was inhabited by two twin spirits. One was good and the other evil. The white twin tried to take over and as she did you could see the black recede a bit but it wasn't enough. The black twin was just too strong. I just watched the whole thing. I wanted to do something to help, but the White Twin told me not too. She didn't want this darkness to touch me. It was her battle.


So yea, those were my dreams. Strange, I know. I think I have an idea of what the mean, but I do like to see what others have to say. I do see some very obvious symbolism in the second dream. But can't help but feel so bothered by them. Like I said I haven't had a dream or dreams that have effected me so much in long time.

So any thoughts or opinions are welcomed