DREAM NOTES ON ALL I CAN REMEMBER AND INFO FOUND

[thefairygirlzala]

*BOYFRIEND PRESENTED A RING TO ME *2 dreams running then flying *being chased in white hallway killer chasing me * my own real daughter born in my arms * cant get out of water * multiple dreams of my boyfriends ex taking him back * peaches and cookies in a big house party * a nucular bomb was set off at the main electricity facility, by me and some others,huge explosion close by, we all went to some house,the sky was covered in dust and it was really cold * I was jumping and playing in waterfalls * I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a huge vein popping out of my chest running vertically, i could feel it, i blinked and i saw that i have about 6 more breasts than i should(this is when i should have realized i was dreaming but didn't)it was terrifing, i was scratched and bleeding...

[thefairygirlzala]

When I was a small child (ages 4-12) I always lucid dreamt, no doubt at all they were surely lucid. *I wake up in my bedroom which was peach, and there are table saw blades floating all around my room, and then a grandfather clock appeared and struck 12 then a huge blade cuts my head off. (reaccuring) *multiple dreams of having encounters of bears. *dreams of my current boyfriend(i am now 17). * all of the ppl I have I ever met were in my dreams as a child *flying

[thefairygirlzala]

So here's my story: I may mind you that I have oobe before. So my boyfriend and I smoked some calea, which is an herb meant for dreaming specifically, before we went to bed. So I then started my count, "one, i'm dreaming" all the way to 105 ( not to mention I lost count a lot of times) and then... Oh no he's snoring!!!! So I roll him over and try again. Finally, finally I thought i was about to lucid dream, and the tables turned. I began to feel a shock wave start from the pit of my stomach and vibrate through me getting more and more intense. my body started to twitch and I thought to relax so I thought of a palm tree. And I began to levitate, only without my body. My body was thrashing around I could feel myself but was watching myself at the same time. I rolled over voilently and punched my boyfriend in the shoulder as hard as I could (while thinking what am i doing??) But that there is what made me realize what was going on, i was having an oobe. i was simply not "here" anymore. the shock waves became so intense that I couldn't take it, my body twitching while i wasn't in it, so i woke in a cold sweat. Does this sound like oobe???? or a form of lucid?? How can I keep myself from wanting to wake up at the difficult points like this one????