Tboothby's dream journal

[tboothby]

I had this dream 3/31/05. I tried to run through it backwards but the beggining is a bit hazy. What I can recall is only the very end of the dream, it actually seemed to go on quite a bit longer but i can't remember exact details from the beggining. It started by somehow I was an aquantance of what I can only discribe as a cult leader or terrorist. I remember the man had some sort of control over me, or our relationship was on of intimidation. I was afraid of leaving him because of what he might do if I did. Then the details of my dream get hazy. The end is the only part I can really remember. Now I am on a bridge (one for cars, maybe 4 or 6 lanes). There is some sort of march or demonstration going on and I am surrounded by a large crowd. The man that I am afraid of is marching just ahead of me. Somehow I know that I wearing a bomb and that other people in the crowd are. But I also know that most of the crowd has no idea and is innocent. I want to tell a woman infront of me to run away but I can because I am afraid that the man will hear me. This is where my dream ended.

[Oath]

fascinating...my mind is racing with possibilities. a word of advice if you already knew this disregard it. dreams are more real than you think....

[tboothby]

Originally posted by Oath fascinating...my mind is racing with possibilities. a word of advice if you already knew this disregard it. dreams are more real than you think.... More real then you think? By this do you mean that they are literally true or metaphorically true? I assume metaphorically that you mean my subconcious is trying to let out some emotions or thoughts... Any interpretation my dreams would be appreciated. Thx.

[tboothby]

This is strange but it happens sometimes to me that I am having a dream, wake up and am fully concious and then go back to sleep and my same dream continues. Does this happen to anyone else? Is there a study or special term for such behavior? My Dream (4/2/05): I am looking at myself (out of body... sorta floating above watching). I am seated like in a classroom setting with other students only there is no classroom, only a grid of chairs. I remember we are all taking turns talking, about what I cannot remember but I think it had something to do with beliefs (possibly religious or ethical). I woke up at this point and looked around, I can remember it was like 2:10pm. I noted what I could remember and went back to sleep. Then the same dream continued. I remember a teacher or professor like figuer now entering the dream, this is now not out of body but first person, like i am watching the teacher from the point of view of the students. I dont remember much about what he did or said. I mainly just remembering he was male and was standing and seemed out of focus. I remember the emotions I felt, which were that he was the authority and I was a pupil or student. I don't really know what this might be about any comments would be apprecitated. thx.

[tboothby]

I can remember two dreams I had last night (4/3/05). The first is pretty vague. I remember I was doing Randori (which is mock fighting in Judo). I was going against one of the other people in my Judo club and our Sensei was watching. I remember that the fight was from a sort of 3rd person view. But then it switched to 1st person and I threw them with an attack (similar to a backwards summersault where you place your foot in their stomach and launch them over you). This scored me an Ippon and I won the match... My second dream is a lot more vivid. I was in a "tropical" house (bamboo furnature and lots of plants, ect) with my father, step mother, and some woman I dont know (in the dream I knew her). We were sitting in the living room watching tv. Then I remember we had some food... but I dont remember what it was (this was lunch). The next thing I remember was on of my brothers old high school friends was present. He was showing my father how the Japoniese film director Akira Kurosawa would pose people in seated positions that resembled letters of the alphabet (this is ficticious). The friend would actually assume the posses and "supernaturally" look like a letter of the alphabet. Then the friend was not present anymore and my father, step mother, and the woman were back watching tv in the living room. Not a lot of time had passed by we were discussing what to have for dinner. We settled on rice and chicken and I can remember a vivid image of the meal popping up in my dream... Then it turned out that I would have to make it and I felt uncomfotible like I was being forced to do something I would rather not. Then my dream ended....

[tboothby]

So weird... I don't remember dreaming this, and I know it didn't happen in really life... so it must have been a dream When I woke up this morning I tried to remember any dreams I but couldn't. At work I sat down behind my desk and all of a sudden remembered vividly a "dream". I remember I was sitting behind the front desk at my dorm. The desk was extreamly cluttered and messy, I can remember it had paper everywhere and a coke bottle, common stuff like that. I remember my boss coming down into the lobby and looking over at the mess. I can remember feeling like "Oh Sh--" and ducking down as if not to be seen by him. I can also remember looking away, not wanting to look at him, like maybe if I ignored him he would just go away. This definatley didn't really happen... So it must be a dream, it was just really supprising... like a flash back or something.

[Oath]

i get marks and stuff from getting hurt in my dreams. when i wake up they are still there. that is what i mean......

[tboothby]

No not really Oath. It was weird thought. I went to work, sat down behind my desk and all of a sudden this memory came into my mind. I know it didnt happen in real life (while I was awake) so I assume it was a dream, although it didn't seem like one.

[tboothby]

Such a weird dream... Please help me with insight into this?? I have no idea what it might mean. It is Christmas time. My whole family is together, which is weird because my parents are devorced. For Christmas my Grandmother gives me a plastic statue of a scene of four women singing. I break on of the women off the statue and bend the legs so she is now in a karate kick position. I then try to melt the her foot and stick it on the back of my stepmom's dog. This doesn't work so with my father's help I melt the womens foot and reattach it to the statue..... Then I don't really remember anything except I see that in the middle of the night I scribbled down the phrase "Asking about children" but this means nothing to me now. HELP!! What does this mean?

[tboothby]

This is another kinda strange one. I have taken my fathers car out and have parked it. I am in the backseat sitting with a blanket wrapped around me. My penis starts to bleed (just a bit) and I get some on the blanket. This doesn't seem to bother me much. I drive home and get out of the car. My step mom goes to the car to take out the blanket and notices the blood... the end...

[tboothby]

I am in a car with two other people from my judo club (J and Justine). J is driving, I am in the passnger seat and Justine is in the back. We are driving to Mancchester, NH... which is weird because we all live in New Orleans. (I used to live in NH). We are going to a judo tourniment. In my dream we take the wrong exit ramp and out the window I can see the dojo we are supposed to be at. We turn into a drive way leading to a parking lot and turn around. I can vividly remember that there were snack machines at the parking lot which dispensed Pringle chips (i find this odd). We went on and got to where another person (Julie) from my judo club was meeting us. We parked in went up to a house, which appentently belonged to us. We sat on the ground around a table and Julie told me to have something to eat. I said I didnt wqant to before weighing in for the touriment. The others eat and left to go weigh in. I stayed and tried to find my entery form but I had lost it. I went into the bathroom to get ready to weigh in and I was changing into shorts when Julie came back looking for me. I could hear her yelling for me but I guess she couldnt hear my yelling. I tried to hurry up but the more I struggled with the shorts the harder they were to get on... the end.

[tboothby]

I had another dream last night with one of my dogs in it. It wasn't really a narritive type dream or anything.. I just remember my black lab running up to me on a grassy hill... thats about it but it seems odd in relation to my dream experiment... Dream Control Through Story Telling

[tboothby]

Um... ok this might be a bit weird. I had a remember where I remember seeing a poster. On the poster was a cartoonish electrical outlet. It was holding two power plugs in a suggestive way (aka oral sex). The lettering on the poster was something like "some many choices, so little time" or something like that... yeah what the hell does that mean?

[tboothby]

I have been have the worst dreams ever the last day nights. They are stress related. My judo club just finished hosting two tourniments and now I have to do a lot of work finalizing forms, posting results, ect. Well last night I had a horrible dream that I was trying to work out what weight class every competitor was in. I guess I should have done a reality check because I would look at a name and be like "oh that guy is in the 198 lbs catagory" then I would look and see it was written that he was 145. I knew this was wrong in my dream... I knew that something was messed up, but instead of asuming it was a dream I figuered that the brackets had mistakes. I got to mad I woke up.

[tboothby]

Had a dream last night. In it I was being driven around by an indian guy. We went to a lot of places, weird.