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[SarcasticMissJen]

This is a funny thing. My friend just brought me into this website. I've been a lucid dreamer for quite a long time, I just didnt' really know what it was. I'm sorta excited because a lot of my friends cant' remember their dreams as accurate, however my frequent asking has gotten my roomate to start remembering his more accurately. It's super exciting. I am apologizing in advance because I seem to be dyslexic. Really, I'm actually getting tested as soon as they can schedule me, so yeah my spelling will be bad. My dreams are actually really in depth now-a-days. It is very easy to wake up and go back to bed and continue my dream. It doesnt' always pick up exactly where it left, but it's usually the same story, just going somewhere diffrent. I used to be able only to do this when I was still half asleep, but a month ago I managed to walk from my room to the den, be concious enough to turn on the Tv and grab a blanket and it actually still worked. I am very excited about this new benifit added to my dream conciousness. I got to where I am by journaling my dreams, calling people immedatly after I've woken up to tell them about it, when I was little I had a lot of scary dreams so I used to repeat over and over again to myself how I was going back to bed and there would be no more bad dreams. It worked and so I continued to repeat to myself what I wanted to dream about over and over each night I went to bed. It didn't always work, but when it did, it was great. I also at times was very aware I was dreaming, mostly during dreams that I was shopping or had lots and lots of money. I used to hide it under my pillow so when I woke up it would still be there. Anyway I suppose I should start with what happened last night. Last night was very diffrent since I went to bed three hours before I had to wake up I was very aware that I was suppose to wake up soon so I tried to get to bed as fast as possible. I tried my breathing teniques and I slipped into sleep, except I wasnt' asleep. I knew I was just sitting in my bed laying there. Then I started to envising the bar I was at and who was there (No alchol was helping this dream) then it turned into a internet dating site. The alarm went off suddenly and it had only been three minutes into seeing this bar vision and suddenly it was three hours later. There was no sleepy awaking. The only reason I knew I was dreaming was because of the bar thing, otherwise I would have been damn sure I never went to bed. I'm still trying to figure out what exactly it was.

[Leo Volont]

Originally posted by SarcasticMissJen Last night was very diffrent since I went to bed three hours before I had to wake up I was very aware that I was suppose to wake up soon so I tried to get to bed as fast as possible. I tried my breathing teniques and I slipped into sleep, except I wasnt' asleep. I knew I was just sitting in my bed laying there. Then I started to envising the bar I was at and who was there (No alchol was helping this dream) then it turned into a internet dating site. The alarm went off suddenly and it had only been three minutes into seeing this bar vision and suddenly it was three hours later. There was no sleepy awaking. The only reason I knew I was dreaming was because of the bar thing, otherwise I would have been damn sure I never went to bed. I'm still trying to figure out what exactly it was. Okay... what happened, I think, is that you had your memory stripped. There are some powerful dream characters out there that have the ability to simply rub out dream memories. Once in a dream I was confronted by this Guru-esque Character who began a story by telling me it was the Most Important Story that ever happened but that if I did not remember every single word, letter, period and coma of what he said, he would assure I forgot the entire thing. Well, as he started his Story suddenly people turned up their TV and then there were people talking too loud in the other corner, and then people playing music outside -- I could not hear a single word. And then I woke up. I remembered nothing, but had the feeling that something had just happened and I would not let it go. Anyway, eventually the Memory came back, but the Story, every single word of it was excluded, but I was allowed to remember the rest of the dream's content. But originally, the entire dream memory had been wiped out. Apparently you had a similar adventure with some character who was able to wipe out a complete section of your Memory.

[SarcasticMissJen]

How interesting. I would have never thought of it like that. I'm excited this posting thing has opened new doors. I’m sorry it’s been so long. I wrote this dream down on Word and then went to class and havent' gotten back to it until now. I’ve put asterisks to clear up some things. I had a dream Robert* and Ben* were still living in their old apartment*. Jessup*, Buddy*, Robert and Ben were all sitting in the living room. We went to the airport to pick up Parker* which was a little uncomfortable, especially since he was endlessly complementing me on the way home. We thought that maybe we should make a haunted house for the next party and so we decided to paint on the two beds that were in the living room. They decided to take me to the supermarket where they made a bet who other women I knew as to who could conquer me first. I actually ended up with just the ladies and eventually the boys admitted to me it was just a plot to make me loosen up. I as mad at them so on the walk home all the kids who had left their blue plastic swimming pools out I tipped over at the boys. Eventually we go the to the third one and this water seemed clear and new. I tipped it on them and a little girl ran out of nowhere in water wings being very upset. The big father came out and asked what the heck was going on. I tried to explain and apologized to the little girl, but the father was insistent I help to right the wrong. We didn’t even touch the pool, instead he takes me to the tree that the little girl was hiding behind and I see an entire section of the tree has been snapped off. No normal human could have picked it up, but I between us it was easy. We eventually put it on and tied a rope around it to steady it. (This was when I was woken up one of the times. I stayed in the dream a little longer before I came to because I wanted to make sure the rope would hold the limb.) I then turned off my alarm and continued the dream. We were back in the apartment and the walls were pretty much stripped down past the drywall and still crumbling. We were having a conversation and a creepy man with a bloody gash across his head came in without knocking and informed us that the mulching on own lawn* was finished. He says that he needs to have a word with Jessup and Jessup gives him nothing but angry words and urinates on the carpet while running into another room with the man chasing him. I crawl around a gaping hole in the center of the room and Buddy tells me I need counseling. He says it worked for him and I laughed and told him that the next time I take advise from him the next time he tells me the truth…that was around the time my last alarm woke me up and I had to go to work. *Robert - Robert is my current boyfriend whom I am living with. *Ben - Ben is an old friend from High school who actually introduced me to Robert Old Apartment* - They lived in a shady apartment that was kind of a hole before they moved in with myself and a bunch of people. It was too many people, so eventually I just moved in with my little brother Javier and Robert. *Jessup is a boy that I knew in High School whom I was somewhat close to him. I used to call him Cousin. He was very volatile and I admired his strength when he put his mind to it. We dated for the summer, but never talked to each other during the time. I haven't seen in 6 years. *Buddy- Ex fiancé in High School. I was with him for two years and it was a messy situation. He was a drug user. Lots of drama. *Parker - Boyfriend in High School as well. The relationship was intense. He really just wanted to be physical with someone and I happened to be his focus. * It’s funny because the apt. has no lawn, but some random man landscapes our current house.

[SarcasticMissJen]

Today I was so sick and Robert had already left to his paramedic internship so I had no one to tell my dream to. I can't really remember it. Somthing about being in a car and needing to go to a hospitals. I remember cobble stone paths. SOmthing about streets and Buddy was still in my dream. I'm sorta frustrated I cant' remember it. Whisps are coming back, but nothing I can verbally describe, just feelings.