In the Darkness

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this is my Dream Journal. i have one off the Computer i guess i can have one on here too.

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May 8th. I cant Control my dreams anymore. I've always been able too but for about two weeks now I cant seem to do it. I mean i know im dreaming and all but when i try to control it or change it i cant. Im getting sick of my dream becoming real. first it was my great grandma falling. then the next day she does and she breaks her leg. then i had a dream she died. that day she does. the one that gets me is. i had a dream that me and my boyfriend were sitting outside my great grandmas house. then my ex boyfriend comes up and shoots my boyfriend in the chest and makes me watch him die. then he shoots me. well when i talked to my ex he said that he was going to come over to my house to see me but he went out and brought a gun instead. i never told him about my dream untill after he told me that.

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death death death death death i swear thats all my dreams are anymore. of corse if i had a dream with little bunnies and crap like that running around thats scare me a lot more then death. i guess its time to start controling my dreams again. i haven't in a while but this is gettig annoying

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ok my dreams have gone psyco. i had a dream last night where i was with these ppl who were suppost to be my grandparent. and i had a kid. they tried to kill us so we ran. the cops where called by my grandparents and they were running around in those brown delievery van. creepy. then one came to the door of this lady we were trying to talk into letting us into her house. not working, then an officer came up and we took off then she therw her coffee on me and i could feel it burn, then we ran across the street, and tried to get into this house. we ended up gettting in and beating off the cops. well me and the girl ran into the basement. then it really got weird. the family came home. there was two boys a dad and a mom. well then we told them the story and they said they'd help us. this house was all creepying and describing it would take all morning so im not going to. but the girl i was with ended up getting free but i was cought. then i woke up

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so help me if i get one more freaking cut from my dreams ok so last night i was WILD. it was weird. i could hear everything and i was watching the movie The Cell. (wicked freaking movie) well i was seeing it in my head. and for all of those who have see it. i was living it. i was in that kinda world and i couldnt wake up. i was trapped in my own head. i knew i was only dreaming and everything but i couldnt do anything about it. me and my weird dreams. well. i finally ended up waking up but as soon as i did. like not even 2 minutes later i was out again. and i was in the colors dream again