DigitalCrash's Journal of Dreams

[Raihab]

Hey there guys, DigitalCrash/DC/Digi/Deji here Finally going to make my own Dream Journal... I need to figure out how to categorize stuff. Anyhow... I pretty much won't be able to come here as soon as I wake up, so-unless it's a nightmare/interesting dream- don't really expect a really long dream, because I'd probably forgotten most of it... lol. I already forgot the dream I had today... and also... since I'm having Summer School it really can't be long. The reason why I'm not waking up after REM is for that same reason, summer school, I'm about to enter high school and trying to advance a little stuff, and I'll need to wake up at 7:15, and since this is Personal Fitness I'll be extremely busy, plus a life management class... but I can usually remember in those types of classes. Not only that but I think I'm finally starting to socialize... a little... lol... but point is... that will also make me forget, which is why I was probably good at remembering dreams before. Alright I guess I'm not really socializing, but w/e lol. Anyhow... last thing is how I'll categorize stuff... hmm... let's see bah I think I'll do it this way: Large&Blue Title=Lucid Dream</span> <span style="color:SkyBlue">LightBlue Title=Old Dreams Normal Letters Title=Regular Dream I guess I can do some mixes like if it's an old nightmare it'll be both a nightmare and an Old Dream so I could do alternating colors between letters... and I'll start figuring out more ways to categorize. Anyhow, time to start with my first entries... which will be my old dreams. Now I sometimes spontaneously remember parts of dreams while doing something, so I guess I can modify it sometimes... but bleh probably won't... lol

[TygrHawk]

Just a suggestion -- the light blue is really hard to see against the grey background. If I were you, I'd pick something else. Happy dreaming, and good luck in school!

[Raihab]

Alright here goes my first entry Entry #1(Age-6-8 ): The Pilot ---------------------------- Alright, usually in a show, the first show's called the pilot. The Pilot of all the shows. Anyhow... for my first dream... it's a very old dream of mine... and I'm going to see if I could remember anything of it... kind of pointless for a first entry... but whatever. I can't remember the first part of it... it had to do about a pool... and it was non-lucid... I can't remember very well... there were people, and maybe a party or something... but I do remember one thing. As I was running to the pool(at that time in the waking world there was a pool in my neighborhood, and it was near by and that's the pool I was going to) right then though... I was you know jumping and skipping lol, happy and everything, until then a crazy though crosses through my head... why not fly? and so I ran and jumped... and it really wasn't flight, more of levitation... and so basically the jumped continued until I landed in a place (depending on the angle of the jump). I kept doing that and it was pretty fun... I could never forget that day... it was the beginning of how I was going to learn to fly... of course I eventually did... but I can't remember when that dream came. After I woke up... I still had that sensation... the sensation of "flight" or jumping very high and far... so lol... I tried it in the waking world... but of course failed... lol... wasn't disappointed though... just hoped that I would one day fly again in my dreams... which I did do... a lot of times. For the explanation about the pilot at the beginning? now you know why I chose that name for the entry and explained it. I think this is the oldest dream I can remember. Entry #2(Age-6-8 ): Now I can't remember the exact ages of these entrys so... yeah, that's why I suppose it's somewhere from 6-8. Anyhow this was my first Lucid Dream and my first F/A dream. I don't remember why... but I had once woke up... and wanted to do something... I don't remember what. So I wanted to stay awake... but I felt so tired and apparently I woke up too early that I thought I could take a small rest... not nap but rest(morning cartoons maybe?). Anyhow... I actually fell asleep. In my dream I dreamt my sister was leaving and all other stuff... and for some reason somewhere in the dream... I felt that I was asleep and remembered that I wasn't suppose to be asleep. So I forced myself to wake up. "Wake up!" I yelled "Wake up!" and so I did... but thing is I kept waking up on my bed... but in different areas... my first experience with false awakenings. I realized this and I was so focused on my cartoons or whatever... that I made sure everything was reality therefore figuring out when I was dreaming. I kept getting false awakenings... I remember passing through some sort of cold area with machines or something, that reminded me of the terminator movie for some reason, and a couple of more stuff. In the end I woke up in my sofa... in front of the TV... telling myself"I hope I'm not dreaming"... and finally I walk to the TV... and turn it on and batman starts and all these bats come flying out I realized I was dreaming and tried to wake myself up. I did and when I woke up... I realized that this was reality and said "Finally!" lol... then I did whatever I was going to do. At that point I didn't realize I could control my dream so I guess that's why I didn't, besides I obviously had something very important to do

[Raihab]

Originally posted by TygrHawk Just a suggestion -- the light blue is really hard to see against the grey background. If I were you, I'd pick something else. Happy dreaming, and good luck in school! heh, thanks, for the suggestion... I just thought I'd try something that represents passing away... old... like how I picked Black for nightmares... because nightmares are of darkness and fear... and how I picked Blue for lucidity because something about that word... just reminds me of clarity... and clarity makes me think of white or blue... and so I obviously can't choose white that's too bright. So I'd thought something grayish for the old dreams so yeah... hmm... maybe I should think of something else that represents passing away... or old... either way though I can still see the blue I guess... it's because I use low contrast and brightness(too bright just hurts the eyes) and I guess I'll think of something... lol... how's sky blue?... lol

[Raihab]

ok... here's the next set of entry's Entry #3(Age-6-8 ): ------------------ Ok, not sure if this is my first nightmare probably doubtful since a nightmare about a flood sticks in my mind and a nightmare about a weird small car thingy for babies being hung from a tree also sticks inside my mind aswell. Well... anyhow... the dream starts out as a very dark day and for some reason my house has a section that looks like the inside of a cabin or something... or you know... the walls look like the wood on a desk at school... anyhow I'm both apparently listening and seeing something on the radio... I think I was imagining what the radio was saying in my head and that's why I thought I was also seeing it. Anyhow... eventually my mom calls me and I go to the kitchen and see my family. I look outside the window above the sink. and it's pouring real hard... through my perspective my father is right next to it... you know how something looks next to the something at a specific perspective but is really feet away from it... and how the closer objects appear bigger than the farther objects at that perspetive? yeah well... that's what I mean by my father being next to the window... but in "reality" he's really in front of a counter that's perpendicular to the window. So anyhow from my view he's next to the window and everybody else is also in front of the counter or well... making a circle for conversation. Then all of this sudden this lightning flashes... and lightens up the window and for a split second I see this bloody guys with his hands/palms on the window... and his face all red.. or dripping with blood... and it just looked horrifying... freaked me out...it was like a demon or something o.o so I just freaked out about that... and then the conversation finishes and everybody stops talking and leaves except for my sister who... turns into a shadow and chokes me to death. Entry #4(Age-6-8 ): ------------------ Alright, Here's another nightmare I had. From what I remember it started off as a dark dull day... and I was watching TV a cartoon... lol. Then I think I decide to go to the backyard which is when I see a little car thing for babies or toddlers which was orange and yellow hanging on a rope from a tree... then I go back inside... and get this eerie feeling... I for some reason check the darkest room in the house... and then I see some sort of shadow with the shape of a vampire... and i just get out of the room... and go towards the window... to see my mom... all hurt and stuff... and then I yell out "MOM!" and then my mom, in the waking world, comes to wake me up because she heard me scream that and I was sick so, yeah... lol... I apparently acted out that part. I think that'll be enough for today... I'm dead tired... lol... going to go take a nap... maybe even try WILDing... it's so cold... in this room, didn't sleep well last night, and had personal fitness... it's making me really sleepy... lol

[Raihab]

Entry #5: Harry Potter and The Mysterious Place -------------------------------------------- I can't remember my dream well...:/ tried to take a nap yesterday... couldn't sleep that well... and basically kept waking up, and trying to get back to sleep... until eventually 12:36 struck... even though I couldn't sleep I still slept a little... but without REM maybe(didn't feel like I had a dream)... anyhow... point is I woke up at 12:36 and lost like 6 hours of my life with that "nap" lol... *sigh* anyhow... I woke up all sweaty... it was so hot... and my mouth was dry... so I went and got a glass of water... really wanted lemonade though but no lemons... so I just got water, put on my pajamas, went to the bathroom, and went back to bed to get some sleep. I didn't manage to though and I was struggling in the covers to fall asleep... but I was so hot and sweaty that I kept getting a glass of water... lol, anyhow eventually 2:00 struck and I really needed to go to sleep. I was so tired and then decided to try and WILD but didn't work out and I fell asleep... lol. Anyhow in my dream all I remember is going to this room... err... place, building whatever... that did something weird... it was a place I had in another dream... and it has returned in this dream. I think it did something cool though... but I can't remember... anyhow after that... the next thing I remembered was seeing Harry potter... lol... and something about light and dark... and a problem at the school... I don't know I can't remember... then I woke up at 6:23 or something to get ready to go to school... boy what a night. Even though falling asleep late isn't that big a suprise... it's when I manage to fall asleep early that suprises me... which has been happening lately thanks to the Personal Fitness class. Today I just remembered another dream too... but forgot it immediately due to being busy at school. So tired... lol... I feel like taking a nap again... but nah... I'll probably get uncomfortable again.

[Raihab]

Entry #6: Kid ------------- Today I dreamt about some kid lol, can't remember... think it's about him getting hit by a stuffed animal or something... lol, and thinking I hit him with it and a couple of other things... lol

[Raihab]

Yeah, I haven't really posted a lot... due to not remembering my dreams... anyhow... I tried to WILD but bleh fell asleep... lol... oh well... anyhow.... Deep Waters and The Conflicts are done... time for Entry #9 Entry#9: Be the Teacher! --------------------------- I can't remember this dream well... it was weird though... everybody wanted to be a teacher... lol... and it also had to do about sewing but I can't remember that part well

[Raihab]

Entry#10: -------------------------------------------------- damn it.... argh! >.< lol... I just want to punch myself in the face right now... lol... it was suppose to be the last thing on my list... lol... alright... here's what happened... normally I used to use the MILD method... I think... or the method where you keep on saying "I will realize I am dreaming when I am dreaming" until you fall asleep... but then decided to try out WILD for a while... and of course failed... so yesterday I went back to the MILD technique and actually got a lucid dream but ruined it! >.< alright... lately for some reason I've been wanting to give myself a nightmare... lol... but yesterday I decided to not do it, and make it the last thing on my list. Well... anyhow you know how it's sort of hard to recall things in the waking world in dreams? yeah well... I had a lucid dream. I don't know how I realized it but I was on the computer... and wow... I just realized that it felt real and everything... it was all great. Then I realized I was dreaming... somehow... and then did some neat stuff using my "And then" method. Anyhow... it wasn't a lot of neat stuff because of my stupidity... lol... I all of the sudden remembered I had wanted to have a nightmare... lol... and so that's when I looked at the TV... and said the magic words... to summon the tape... lol(The Ring)... then I remembered I didn't want to have a nightmare and I tried to reverse the effect... but I guess... I had doubts... lol... I don't know why... (actually I just figured out why... but don't want say... lol). Point is I couldn't reverse the effects... and ended up with that wacky nightmare... lol. I lost lucidity... and then I ran to the TV tried to turn it off... but couldn't then somehow... since dreams are weird... the scene changed and I tried to press one of those big red blue buttons found in factories and stuff... lol... and then my sister was looking at some papers... that bended the rules of the ring movie a bit... and said that the second time I watched the tape I would die and be cursed... lol... then some pretty weird stuff... lol... I watched another tape on the person that created that cursed ring tape and how it said something that pretty much encouraged dying... well... anyhow... afterwards I woke up... at like 5:45 AM(went to sleep at 10:00 PM) and had this small fear of the TV... lol... but... wow... usually the fear last a bit longer for some reason(I know I'm a coward... lol)... but this time... it didn't last to long... I guess I'm starting to get used to those cursed Ring Nightmares... Entry #11: The Heart -------------------- I don't remember much... I do remember I was struck by lightning and all of the sudden I fainted unconcious... I could only see white... and felt my heart beats. The amount lowered until it came to a stop...I tried to keep them beating though and I did it... I started hearing my heart beats again and woke up from unconciousness(not waking up from the dream). Then later in the dream I had drawn something, I can't remember what... it was a drawing competition... I drew some roses...along with clocks around them... but the clocks were curved...pocket watch clocks that where curved and looked like they were from that painting with all the clocks hanging from trees and stuff. I'm not really a lovey dovey person... but I wouldn't mind drawing it in real life now... calling it "Love takes time"

[Raihab]

Entry #12:The Dream? O.o ------------------------- It was sort of lucid... I somehow realized I was dreaming and then started flying around... I think I tried that resting in my dream thing (going to the sky and simply resting) but then decided to do other stuff. I can't remember how it went... but then I eventually became non-lucid... when I tried to help this DC out or soemthing. So basically I just flew around. Then I guess I had a false awakening and all of the sudden the dream turns into a dream about a guy with a disfigured face... or something... and a lot of other creepy stuff. Finally the last part I remember is that I ended up being in some sort of concert with Malcolm from Malcolm in the middle... and something about scripting and stuff. Entry #13: The Kingdom Hearts Game ---------------------------------- I remember simply playing KH with a friend of mine... that's pretty much it... can't really remember all of it exactly...

[Raihab]

bleh... been a while since I've posted ^_^' anyhow... I just had a lucid dream ^_^: Entry#13: The Bomb and The Troubling Storm ------------------------------------------ This dream was pretty cool... well... not exactly... but I did become lucid and this time I can remember well because no more summer school(make this my first lucid dream where I don't like wake up with the need to hurry to go to school... so anyhow. I'll start off with the "beginning" I can't seem to remember anything before that. I was with my friend... and there was going to be an exam in our school or something so we had to study or something like that(even though we don't go to the same school). Then her mother came saying something about how it was dark or something... bleh can't remember that part well. There was also this hurricane coming, and I went to get a drink of water but I couldn't find the cups... and her mother got a cup to brush her teach and so then she finishes. Then like the hurricane comes and all of the sudden we're outside. It starts raining and everything... we're beside this little house or something... and it's like made of straw 0.o... so we climb onto the ladder and go up to the roof of my school... o.0(yeah, I definetely have weird dreams) then all fo the sudden it stops raining and we're like on the roof... then everybody else gets on a lower part of the roof but my friend's younger brother and I don't want to go due to fear of heights >.>. Anyhow I don't remember much after that but I do remember something about a race against kelso from that 70's show x) and a bombing of a school(or maybe it was, in the waking world, the bombing of the train in london) point is all of the sudden I felt like we were next. So after I beat Kelso I got on to this elevator which got me on stage behind the actors of that 70's show, and they were obviously acting out something on stage in front of an audience. Afterwards they finished and got of the stage. Well... there were of course people there, I remember sitting in a chair... and moving to another chair across the room... and then moving back for some reason... then meeting these kids(I was in the school auditorium apparently). They said they played this Neocardgame... or something... I can't remember... and asked me if I wanted to join they're team. I said alright... and well... since this was high school... and I'm going to start high school later on this year... this was pretty much some sort of club. I looked around and saw they're rivals. They were grouped together around a table, just like us, and apparently we were going to face 1 group. Then they gave me 4 cards and were like going to explain to me how to play. Ermm... in the end they didn't really tell me. They did tell me though that one card of the 4 is like some sort of shield(each person has 4 cards, 1 shield)... and something about not letting the opponent get it otherwise they win. So the game started... since this was a school club... I didn't think I was allowed to show my allies my cards, I felt that would be cheating, and like I said this is a school club. So before the game started I looked at the other cards beside the shield and ask my ally(the leader of the group) what these cards were... and he simply said "Offensive cards" then the game started. The opponent got a card from 1 guy, a card from another, a card from the 3rd guy, and it looked like we were losing... then he had to take a card from my hand... I'm guessing the shield. He did. We lost... lol... I didn't really care... I didn't exactly get the game.Then I had to sign some sort of payment... lol... I just signed. We were still in the school auditorium. They were turning off the lights because the show was over(did I mention another show started after the That 70's Show, kind of sucked though so that's why I went ahead and made friends with these people). When I met them though... they were on the otherside of the room, well techniquely, just so you follow, I met them and then we moved to the other side to "battle"(so I went 1 chair to the other chair, back to the same chair, met them, moved to the other side to battle). Since we were going to battle I just left my bookbag on the otherside and once the battle was over I could only think about that game for a while then I started heading toward my next class-PE. I was heading towards it without a bookbag... then all of the sudden I remembered I must've left it at the auditorium. So I was heading my way there... but then some people started crowding around there because they thought somebody was going to bomb the school... Ermm... it was pretty confusing. So as I was saying I was heading my way there until all of the sudden the hurricane struck. There was a bunch of rain... and apparently... part of the place started to flood already. I was like "I can't wait to tell the people of DV about this" hmm... now I can't remember why... it's a weird dream... but this hinted that I knew it was a dream somehow... deep inside the corridors of my mind @.@. So then I don't know why... but I stopped... I think to write in my dream journal... bleh I can't remember(except the fact that it did have something to do with knowing I'm dreaming) but then just continued. Just so you know... I somehow knew I was dreaming... but wasn't exactly conscious of the fact... I wasn't really lucid. So yeah... I kept on going... then all of the sudden I see like these people with gas masks and everything around the auditorium. I asked this guy if I could get my book bag... and he said no at first but then he for some reason thought about clothes and might've thought I had clothes in my bookbag(probably gym clothes... but now that I think about it... it wasn't really pointed out) and he though about how they could be affected by the bomb(which nobody had planted yet... lol) so he gave me those suits to go in to toxicated areas. I was like "hehe, this is pretty cool... non of us(my family) have worn these" Then I entered that room where they throw all those gases at you... like fumes or... whatever. Then onto the auditorium. To my suprise we were on well... nearly the ceiling there was like a path where they gathered up bookbags... hmm... how should I explain this? I don't know... like a platform connected to the ceiling curving all the way to that elevator(with fumes) thingy. They were on all for sides... to my suprise none of them was my bookbag. Then I checked the bottom... and on the floor(which didn't look like far away) so I jumped of and went... like 2 feet and landed on the floor. There were some bookbags there... and I checked everywhere but no couldn't find it... so I just got out of the auditorium. Told them I couldn't find it... then I realized I had been carrying it all along. x) they all of the sudden got suspicious and thought I was the one that would plant the bomb. I disagreed... and said no... but they just wouldn't believe me... I started getting angry... and just told them to go check the auditorium and they'll see they'll find nothing... they still didn't believe me. So I just said fine whatever "This is just a stupid dream anyways" O.O "wait a second this is a dream" and I finally realized I was dreaming despite the fact I wrote in my dream journal before and everything. Then I decided to try that "Clarity Now!" thing... I suppose it did get clearer... bleh... anyhow... it looked real all of the sudden even though... for some reason I didn't try verbal commands(which is what I work with best) so bleh... I didn't really manage to do much... but anyhow... afterwards even though I wasn't sure about that "clarity now"(which like I said didn't really do verbally) I was still certain it was a dream... so I tried to fly... ran and jumped... and woops messed up... tried again... messed up... tried the last time and I was on air... Then I decided, while I'm here... why don't I complete the task... I don't remember what happened with the female policewomen... but the male policeman was still there... I went towards him and asked... "Who am I?" then the weirdest thing happened... he turned green, then slowly curled up into a ball(literally, like the way cartoons turn each other into basketballs when playing basket) so now he was like this green ball and at the speed of light he zoomed to the sky... like somebody sucked him in. Ok... O.o "that was interesting". Then this is the part where everthing started to mess up... I don't know what I wanted to do but I just like... I don't know... all of the sudden I was in the sea underwater beside corals and stuff but decided to go back to that place... but couldn't. Bleh... so I was stuck underwater... I kept trying to go back... and then lost lucidity... then woke up... I can't help but notice I didn't try any verbal commands. That sucks >.<

[Raihab]

I just had another LD... [size=18]Entry#14: The Snake, The Mirror, and The Bike ------------------------------------------ I can only remember fragments of my dream... that is... I can't remember each dream in order. Anyhow in my first dream(that I can remember) err... I don't really remember that much besides being on some sort of swampy thing bah I can't remember what I was doing anymore. Then there was being at school... I remember that worser ^_^'. Anyhow my teacher was leaving, and we were saying good bye and everything. Also something about the internet and trying to get it to load. Shaking hands with the teacher and a kid missing out on that(poor kid). Then there was something about meeting up with some friends of mine and how the moved here. Something about my mom talking with her friend... and something about me earning money because I just finished summer school. Then something about a snake appearing, me somehow spontaneously realizing I was dreaming and trying to kill it with mind. Failing horribly at it... and trying to control other stuff but failing also. Then I don't know... what happened... I'm pretty sure it killed me... but I like somehow woke up as another me(in a dream) in the same exact place... knowing I was dreaming I killed it. I didn't really wake up though. It was just another me... anyhow... after I killed it... I think I got on a bike. Hey I just remembered something else... me and my mom buying a bicycle... *My mom, my sister, and I. I remember I rode it... and stuff... it was pretty interesting... and something about a policeman... and an argument between my mom and the cashier(she wanted to buy another bike but at a cheap price... lol). Anyhow... so I rode this bike after I killed the snake and then... I was fully lucid... I bent the street lights as I rode the bike.... and when I got to the water it somehow turned into a water ski... then I saw this mirror on top of the water(standing up vertically) and decided why not visit the mirror world. So I ran towards the mirror and crossed into the mirror world... which was kind of scary... everything was like a cold purple... and was cold basically... dark and cold. I all of the sudden saw this water like splash and the splashes where coming toward me... so I just got out of there through the same mirror which I came. Apparently something went wrong... when I crossed the mirror I appeared next to some buildings and they where purple... so I must've done something wrong... I crossed the mirror and returned still purple... so I decided to try something different. I closed my eyes and imagine the buildings in a normal way. When I opened them they were normal... I entered a building... and I forget why but I just flew all the way up in the middle of the building. Then I got out... and turned myself into a paper character... I don't know why... so I was like this paper character walking on the street... and then I wake up. It's weird