Wow! I'm getting somewhere new! :D

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Oh ho ho! so this dream journal thing........i tell u about my dreams? or i simply tell my self about my dreams..... my lucid dreams? or just dreams in general? ok i'm gonna stop asking questions & just talk about my last lucid dream which was like sometime last week(sorry i have trouble keeping dates) .... It started with me in the forest...which is where i'v been stuck lately in my lucid dreaming.... everytime i'm lucid i start out as some kind of slayer trying to save someone or something, i can change that after i'v solved the current problem but recently i haven't been able to do anything while being stuck in this forest...thats just a little review for ya... So I realize I'm stuck in this damn forest again trying to get out, so i start spinning really fast (advice i got from a friend 2 change the dream) well after spinning for about 30 seconds gaining speed i smack into a tree.... I'm very frustrated so i try yelling @ the tree to go away (another tip given to me) well it solved half of the problem....as in half the tree went away....but the bottom half was still there, so i discouragly tried 2 get Taylor...I mean "Tsen" to appear 'cause i thought maybe if he appeared in my dream he could help 2 get the problem 2 go away...well i did succeed in getting him 2 show up... I asked him 2 help me...but i couldnt control his actions...he ran off chasing a squirel. I screamed after him: "TAYLOR GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE & HELP ME FIX THIS!" but he just kept going.....so i gave up on him. I sat on the ground and tried forcing things 2 move themselves...but that didnt work either....so after being bord to fix the dream i simply gave myself a cool sword changed my appearance (2 look all awesome like) & moved through the forest hoping 2 find something of interest...after wondering around for what seemed FOREVER! I gave it up & woke my self up!

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The Dream Journal is a place to post any dreams you recall. Mostly, it's just a place to record your dreams to improve recall, but other people can view it as well. If you want, you can change it so that nobody but you can view the journal, or so that only you can post new replies to it. Anyway, if you want help with the dream, post in the Dream Control forum. PS-Everybody knows chasing squirrels is funner.

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Ok I'll leave my dream journal as it is....so as not 2 further complicate my confusion! haha jk! (; ....um...maybe! anyways, yeah i guess i shall post it in dream control or something... PS - well u chase squirrels 2 much! dun u love my sig. tay?

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Ok, i'v been having a tuff last week, so i'v been doing pretty bad w/dream recall...because i'v been slacking on the duty *slaps self* anyways... I do remember recalling @ least 4 of the dreams i'v had this last troublesome week. I remember the first was quite odd...it was like i knew i was dreaming...only not....lol....so i guess i was half lucid? erm...possibly I was @ my friend Kasey's house, & upon leaving i remember thinking "oh i left my purse in her house...but i dun' want 2 go back & get it!" So i remember getting in my car & thinking...all i have 2 do is want my purse 2 be here & not there! & wa la the purse appeared in the car seat next 2 me...while driving home though i couldn't keep concentration on 2 get it 2 stay so it kept disapearing & re-apearing...very strange dream The next 3 all involve a friend who recently told me he no longer can allow us 2 be friends but it is for my own sake. In the dreams however he keeps trying 2 help me w/different tasks & problems, every time i remind him we are not suppossed 2 be talking, he just keeps telling me it is for my own sake. I'm pretty sure it has no actual meaning, i'v just been really stressed out w/the whole situation...so i'v been thinking about it way 2 much! I do remember in one of those 3...i was stuck in a DS system as a RE chick doing mario jumps...then i remember that friend got stuck in my car & messed up my brakes....haha...HILLARIOUS!! anyways, i'm gonna stop rambling! (:

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April 28 This dream was really strange, i remember laying on my bed when i realized my wallpaper border was falling off, i thought, "well i can fix this" so i willed the wallpaper 2 go back in place...i'm guessing i was NOT lucid though. I then remember i later found a picture of a lost friend in mr room....my room got really dark....& i remember the frame was cracked....i then remember crying over the picture....after that i woke up. April 29 i remember i was engaged 2 my best friend...& i was thinking "this can't be right...me & david aren't getting married"....the next part i can't remember....but then i was going 2 another best friends house....i figured out the house that i always remembered being his house was just a fake & he actually lived in a mansion....that was really nice! i then remember picking out brink i wanted for my future house....i dun' know exactly how this ended up...but it did! anyways, i then remember running into an old friend who said she wanted 2 kill me....@ this pt. i realized i was totally dreaming...so i was like "ok Lucid...i'll give myself protection!" but then my mom woke me up for an apointment! ):

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WHOA HO! been a long while! i'v ya' know been up 2 no good & such ...which reminds me would if harry forgot what 2 say 2 open the map so he just sat there tapping it saying shit like: "I'm a bad boy" "Time for trouble" "Naughty naughty" A HAHAHAHAHAHA ...oh damn i'm a nerd! A HEM! back 2 the update... Date i cannot remember a couple weeks back (yes i'm terriebly slow) This dream was some scary stuff...it was the same nite i watched The Saint (That movie w/Val Kilmer where he helps stop a Russian Revolution) Now as i'v said before my brain likes 2 dream about what i was last thinking about & i remember going into a dream where WWII was back, only it was in CoalVille (Small li'll town here in Utah, US where i'm related 2 all the hicks) & Nautzis where everywhere! i remember me & a friend (some boy i had never met before) where hiding in my "lost aunts' house" but a nautzi found us hiding behind her fridge & chased us out the house...i then remember everyone around me got their intestines scalped out in like 3 seconds (don't ask me how this is possible, how it happened, or how gross it was...) i remember feeling great pain in my stomach....then i realized how silly all of it was & suddenly snapped into LD; i decided i should be able 2 run @ great speed & ran off while the dream faded out.... A few nites after that dream.... I had just watched that movie w/Jim Carry & the kids...unfortunate something w/my li'll bro & his li'll friend. I remember falling in love w/the cuddly snake... I dreamt i was living @ my old house & had a pet python that would play video games w/me (it would rest on my shoulders & hit the buttons w/its nose...how cute) i remember that later it had a bunch of evil babies (WARNING PLOT HOLES SUFFER LARGE IN THIS DREAM) & telling my mom we had 2 move back 2 the new house...so we went 2 some building & ordered a SWAT team 2 destroy the li'll evil snake babies while moving my family into the house i live in now...i remember getting lost outside my house & fearing the baby snakes were going 2 find me...i then realized that i did not have a pet python nor never did have a pet python that could play video games w/me....so i realized i was dreaming. I then told myself i was LDing so i could do what i wanted....for some reason i wanted everything 2 take shape like Tim Burton's Nightmare Before Christmas & soon we were all dancing on high buildings in song.... aaaawww what a happy ending! June 4 (hurray i actually have a date for this one!!) Now i normally just post my LD in this dream journal so this will be the first one i post that was not an LD I remember i had 2 go visit my friend down the street but i couldn't get my car 2 start so i stole my brother's friend's nice nice super nice car (i remembered what kind of car it was...but i just forgot...yes i know i'm a dtiz ) i remember i told David i had 2 return the car ASAP so shortly after arriving @ his house i drove it back...i remember that as soon as i pulled into my ...erm...round house thingy...(cold-a-sack...lol i dun' know how it is pronounced or spelled) that about 50 cars followed & we all got in one huge awesome looking car reck! like all the cars flew 50 feet & did 3'60s it was absolutly the most amazing site ever! ...that is the only reason i wanted 2 post this dream....so petend that is the end of it... later ya'all!

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*thinx hard & tries 2 remember what one is doing...* OH OK i members now! Time yet again not remembered...ya' know i really need 2 get in the habit of actually keeping dates... This dream had a lot of fun turns but actually kept me pumped w/adrenline. It started w/my house, in a new mansion like form. i remember walking w/my brothers & my cat...that could talk...2 our "game room" when suddenly i was thrown into some stadium for a baseball game where i was announced as the new mayor...upon the announciation one of my old friends, who is interested in local government, stared @ me shockingly as if she deserved 2 be mayor...but i was already out the door & studying barbie dolls in a police case...what exactly was the case that would involve examining barbie dolls u ask...i have no fucking idea! lol! i then recall the cops actually decided i was the criminal so i was then on the run, this is when i became very confused even inside my dream, i somehow realized i could let whoever was going 2 catch me be any person i wanted...i can't decide if i was lucid during this point in time or not...but i remember i decided i wanted one of my old Xs 2 be the person who caught me...we than sat down @ a lunch table & had a friendly chat, i'm sure @ this point i was lucid because all the people that sat by us i really didn't like & i wanted 2 be alone w/my X so realizing it was my own dream i kept making people dissapear @ will...not 2 exciting but interesting enough... The day that this dream took place inside my crazy head! erm...this is another non lucid dream i want 2 post in my dream journal, just because it was rather fun! I dun' remember all of it, but i remember i was back in the school year of my jr. year & i was in a film class where me & all the students had 2 make a movie. The only reason this dream took off for me was because somehow Gackt & Link were among my class members! 8) so awesome & so haught 8) Well that is all for now, over & out i suppose...

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A couple nites ago...or possibly yesterday nite??? So i'm in my house & i'm just wandering around the rooms over & over. I don't take the time 2 look @ any of the objects or talk 2 any of the people in the room. Nor do i even stay long in any of them, i simply just keep going through the house over & over. @ one pt. i finally stop in the kitchen & stop 2 stare @ my mom who begins yelling @ me for not feeding the cat. I overeact & decide i'm just gonna run as fast as i can 2 no where. As i'm running down the st. a large truck is blocking half of my escape route, a dog (that has a lion mane...or maine...or main....or someth'en...i call him the "Lion Dog") is on the other side of the truck; blocking the other half. By the new surroundings (& this being a repeated dream the 3rd time in.) i realized i was dreaming & i should make the dog jump the truck so i can get through....however i can't manage control over DCs...yes this dog was a DC for me....so the dream all in all just faded out.... *Note 2 self* Next time u r LDing don't try 2 control DCs or do something small & stupid...for ex. fly over the truck.... silly gir .... Well i'm out for now! Peace

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Well its just been forever since i'v posted in here... so i decided 2... i dun have any actual dates or anything but i do have exciting news - because of these new anti depressents & energy pills i'm on. i have severly exciting & wacky dreams! its freak'en awesome! Just 2 name a few - (these weren't LDs btw) - I was a vampire Slayer! I killed Link in a melee way! I'v created about 50 different movies & movie previews! (some of which were disturbing... *shudders @ thoughts of Harry Potter in cowboy shaps*) I'v been in war w/zombies w/a .350 magnum! But its really awesome because i am dreaming more than ever & i can remember a lot of them 2! Haha! lets all get u guys on the same drugs so we can all have wild dreams! ...speaking of WILD i need 2 get back w/it... I have been successful w/LDs 2, having a few every couple weeks... but um all i do w/those is make out w/my incrediebly sexy bf well for now i'm off! HUZZAH!