edit later, tirednessA few nights ago i had my first successful WILD. I did some major relaxing before i went to sleep, layed around and listened to some music and stuff for about an hour and finally decided to try a WILD. It was the first time i got any sleep that night. So i close my eyes and soon start seeing the patterns and some imagery that flashes in and out of sight. I slowly start losing conciousness and at one point i may have even lost it. Then out of nowhere i get the feeling that i am passing out. I feel it in my chest pulling me and then it like sucks me in and makes me feel like i pass out but then WHAM i pass out into a dream. I can see and i know immediately that i am dreaming because i had retained even the smallest amount of consciousness. I looked around, noticed the beautiful weather outside of my window, saw that i was sitting in front of my computer, and my vision was fuzzy in spots. Then i remember looking at my hands and having a little trouble moving them, like they were stuck. Because i know i am dreaming i can't wait to check out my dream dorm, but don't get the chance because my dream fades and i wake up to the sight of my closet in front of my bed. Did a RC and noticed the whole thing only took about 30 or 40 minutes. This was my first successful WILD and i didn't experience any vibrations or auditory halucinations or anything of the sort. It amazes me eveytime i have a LD how realistic they are, but this WILD was surreal because one second all i saw was darkness and the next second i was in my own dream world. |
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