Killing Yourself

[Rape of Faith]

Have you ever killed yourself? In dream, of course. I remember many a weeks ago, I had been dreaming. For whatever reason, I was part of a squad bombing one of our old schools. Or something, I don't entirely remember. But... As we had broken through the front doors of the school, we were greeted by the entire city's police force with guns pointed at us. I wasn't entirely sure it was a dream, at all, but I still continued on... I didn't want to face the consequences of being caught for bombing a school and endangering hundreds of peoples lives. And I had a gun. So what did I do?.. I put it to my head, and I pulled the trigger. I don't know what I was thinking, except for maybe "freedom." But when I died, something unusual happened. Everything went red. Deep, crimson red. Like blood. I'd expect everything to go black, but anyways. There was also a beautiful border, as if I were watching a TV screen. You know how when you look around you have boundaries to which you can't see? Well, just before these boundaries was a beautiful white border. And in the background, was a distinct ringing. That same ringing as you would hear on a TV station that is currently off air. Entirely off topic, but maybe that is death would be like... Entirely on topic, have any of you ever killed yourself in a dream? And if so, what happened, led up to it, etc...

[Sleepr]

I recall killing myself, on purpose, two times before. I think one of those times i was having a nightmare, so i guess i took control or went lucid becuase i was freaked out. So i just tried to think of a situation where i wouldnt feel any pain if i killed myself. So i was runner very fast, and jumped off a cliff. Right when i hit the bottom of the cliff...i woke up. I forget how or why i killed myself the other time.