this is my first post, I wrote down a strange set of dreams I had one night while i was sick. I hope you enjoy my dreams.
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Tuesday 19th October 2004
I woke around 2:30 am, I had fallen asleep the night before with a cold coming on, head felt a bit clogged. When I woke I had a fever had, didn't fall back asleep until 3:15 then had the follow lucid dreams....
1. watching TV with my brother Jamie, was my house (but not the same as real life) and the TV was not the same as my real one, was older and had wood laminate. i realized this and asked Jamie if he knew where my Tv was, he said it was there.. the TV then changed to the one i own, only briefly though, then changed back to the old style, i asked if he saw anything strange and he had not. the TV then changed again to another TV, then got smaller and i asked again he said nothing was happening.. i then realised that i was dreaming, so willed the tv change to my real Tv.. and it did. I asked again if he saw anything and was believing he was really there... strange as if i was fully lucid i should have realised he was also a part of my dream.. meanwhile the TV changed back to an even smaller one. i walked up to it and could feel its dimensions, jamie said the tv was large, however now it was a 10-12cm B&W portable tv. I still knew i was dreaming, but believed Jamie to be there. suddenly a round brass looking coffee table appeared with a book on it, jamie could not see it. the book was filled with pictures and drawings, i flipped through it quickly trying to see what they were about, i am not quite sure but it looked like old 50's magazine art work and adverts or similar... jamie couldn't even see the book, but could see my actions as picking it up, holding it and flipping through through the pages. strange.
next up (not lucid, bet very real. sense of confusion and urgency)
2. I was at my friends Ro and Sandy's house (or Ro's parent's house down the coast), I was there to pick something up, I recall looking for my bag as we were leaving and couldn't find it i searched around and Sandy pointed out that it was right in front of me, i couldn't see it looked around the table some more, then sandy said again it was there, i looked and it was right in front of me... i picked it up and we left....
then becoming lucid again
3. some time around that dream i was in someone's back yard (assume linked from previous dream), 2 children were playing and saw me and came to play with me, they were trying to grab me, i felt they were like my 2 puppies wanting attention, they had tackled me to the ground and were getting fierce, i had a blanket or towel that i think had come of the clothesline, i stretched it between my hands and used it as a barrier to stop them getting to my face, i could see them trying to wrestle past the blanket, the youngest was a brown straight haired boy about 2 or 3, the other a curly blonde headed girl... cherub like maybe 5, then the strange bit happened they both had 3rd eyes in the centre of their foreheads, i realised i was dreaming and knew they couldn't hurt me or i hurt them... i pushed the boy back, however the girl being older was stronger than him and kept trying to grab my head, the only may to get her off was to grab her by the head, again i knew it was a dream so i picked her up by her head and proceeded to bunch her up like paper into a ball, she got smaller and finally i tossed the ball away... strange
4. not sure of setting for this next one as dream setting was lost due to terror and panic, i dreamt that there was a piece of cloth in my mouth, like a handkerchief, i pulled it out slowly, it was actually bigger like a bed sheet, i kept pulling it out, which didn't feel great as I couldn't breathe to well, and needed it out so badly, i pulled and pulled it was a series of sheets tied together, like a magicians trick... i kept pulling and pulling and more and more came out, I was having difficulty breathing, almost suffocating i freaked out, woke myself up and found i was lying face down on the pillow with the corner of the pillow in my mouth... my nose was blocked due to being sick, and i couldn't breathe that well.... freakin out after so many weird dreams.
i calmed myself down and tried to relax, tried some meditation techniques to fall asleep, again went into crazy dream state
5. i entered a large room, approx 30 meters long by 10 meters wide, made of marble or similar white stone, both ends were semi circles, and there was an alcove halfway down on either side of the room... looked like a temple room, the lighting was soft, glowing, however i was not sure where the light was coming from... very quiet, serene and i was calm... in the middle running the length of the room was a raised marble platform about 1.5m high you could walk around the platform, i found myself to now be walking on top of it, there was water on the top, and i was waking on the water, i then realized that the water was only about 1cm deep, i felt it was a refelection pool... i walked along it and looked up at the ceiling, which was now closer to me as i was on the platform, when i had first been in the room i thought it was an arched ceiling with little adornment, however now i could see it was arched but had carved images on it, figurines, trees, leaves, and other gothic temple motifs, then it got weird..... why the hell not the entire nights dreaming had been.... the figurines were moving, walking around,swaying, alive... however they were still part of the rock... even stranger was now the ceiling also had water, an upside down pool filling the arched ceiling. i went to touch some of the carvings and they moved away from me, and realising i was there stopped moving. i then looked down at my feet, and realised the pond was now deeper, i was still walking on top of the water though, and inside the pond were the same figurines as above, like a reflection of them, now they were moving, i realised at this point that this was all to strange and i again was dreaming. i then did a backflip off the pool onto the ground, i think i then wanted more people in the room, i dont't know why, in marched some temple guards, they were mine i was the ruler here, my servants, waiters, maids, and ladies in waiting appeared as well... around this point the lucid part of the dream was being lost, i was now watching the dream again i walked past the staff and said hello, then i got to this one lady in waiting who i proceeded to hug and kiss... at first it seemed ok, then she pushed back and said to me "you do not know how to love or care for anyone" then stormed off...... I woke from this dream really freaked out, felt empty, cold and lost... at first the feeling was so peaceful and calm, however in the end i felt horrible... luckily i still had a sense of the dream that was quiet and mythical which let me fall back asleep...
no more dreams that i can recall after then it was about 5:30 and spent the rest off the morning in a restless half sleep.
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well that's it a long ramble, I hope anyonwe who read all of it enjoyed the series of dreams.
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