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[Ev]

Tonight I had few dreams, but one was especially bizzare. I went by the gas station and took the fuel hose, I went to the road nearby, and sprayed it all over road then set it on fire... I remember running away from it and hiding from people who were passing by. It was absolutely real.... I ran in circle and came back to the spot. This time I spread even more gasoline, and waited again.... then ignited it... OMG, this was one sick dream...

[Ev]

Another dream from past night. It was extremely long and vivid, and it had a lot of recurring moments. I found myself in some kind of computer game. At least I can say it was closest thing to computer game. I was in some kind of dungeon. In front of me were 4 buttons. There was a phrase above each button. They all were about my present/past/future. Basically it was answer to question - "Why you deserve to enter". I eventually tried 3 or 4 buttons. I chose one that was closest to truth. Massive stone door opened and I found myself in front of 2 pillars. One was engulfed in fire and represented knowledge of fire magic. Another one was summoning magic. I choose summoning. At the end of a long hall was some kind of a mighty monster, but he wasnt scary. I was supposed to defeat him, but he beat the shit out of my creation. and me. I guess I died. I found myself in front of 4 buttons again. This time I chose another one, it was absolutely senseless. I entered, this time there were no 2 pillars, but some forse slowly pushed me down the hall. In my attempt to avoid the battle I took a left turn. I found myself in some kind of a long and wide hall. There was something parodoxal about it. I cant exactly express what. There was no floor and walls were extremely strange, like a mirror reflection of each other. I felt defeated and found myself in front of 4 buttons again. This time I choose one that was too good to be true. It said I'm here, cause I have a spiritual awakening. Door opened and I saw two pillars again. A voice I've heard before suggested me to pick as much fire magic as you can. As I did. I easily beat the beast at the end of a hallway. Next I found myself and my dreamguide assaulting 4 towns, and fighting mythical beasts... Slowly this dream faded, but another one just popped up. In this dream I found myself in a "star wars, Knights of an old republic" like game. I (or guy I saw) was wearing weird suit of yellow and blue. I had a strongest dejavu and I knew the way. I didnt even know where I was going, but I *knew* the way... So I just went there, ignoring all intersections. At cite I found a door, but Instead of opening it, I looked around. I found some weapons, and from this point dream became totally chaotic... I *suppose* these recurring and repetitive dreams were induced by a whole bunch of supplements I took before going to sleep. (6mg melatonin, pill of St. John Wort, Ginko biloba, 1 pill of multi vitamins (which has some ginko biloba and ginseng)

[Ev]

Tonight I felt feverish and took melatonin +valerian to fall asleep. It resulted in extraordinary vivid and clear dream... One thing bothers me tho... I found myself in my house, but somehow we lived on the 2nd floor. It was night outside.... All the windows were open and I looked outside. There were 3 people outside. I decided to looke at them, but in a secretive way. I laid down on the floor and saw their reflection in the window (absolutely impossible in reality). They could see me too.. They walked up and down my driveway and circled around my house. Somehow I didnt like it and told them to get the **** out. They didnt comply and started to throw snowballs at me. (here is a break in my memory) Next thing I remember - I asked them the time. They said it's 16.00. I'm looking at my watch and see - it shows 16.05 on a 12 hour display. (I could become lucid at this point, but I didnt...) I'm amazed, cause it's night and it absolutely cant be. Next thing I remember -It's day and my mom approaches and tells me my grandfather is in the house. He has an urgent news. We walk down the basement, and he tells us that "my grandfather is dying". At first I assume it's he who's dying , but then I "reason out" that it must be my another grandfather. He came here to pick up a medicine, that we were supposed to send a while ago... We go and take it... Meanwhile I look at my watch and it says 1.15. I know I'll have to go to work in 15 minutes... Then dream becomes pretty chaotic, but I still have a high degree of nonlucid awareness and even pull a couple of summoning/scene changing tricks...

[Ev]

And finally my dry spell is broken. Tonight I saw 6 dreams which I remember. It started with a short LD in which I found myself in an unfamiliar city. I decided not to use control and just walk and look around. Rest of the dreams were bizzare: 1) I saw "living graves" which were giving birth to skeletons. It wasnt scary tho. I looked at it for a while. Soon I found my friend and we were examining a Brain which lived in an aquarium. It was a very evil brain. I felt like it was my pet for years. We decided to kill it. and we did. Shortly after brain comes alive and runs away... I feel very amazed and talk to my buddy. He shows me a drawing and explains that army conducted experiments on the brain and it caused mutation. dream fades. 2) When this dream fades, I awake for 1 second but go back to sleep. I can feel music looping in my mind. it's a nice melody. I know I'm going to experience *true* WILD. Weird sensations shake my body, music is playing... I just relax and come along. I'm entering a dream, but my mind plays a nasty trick on me - I see my sister waking me up, screaming it's 2 pm and you will be late for your job. I start bitching about "perfect WILD ruined". Soon I wake up. 3)In next dream have a bike and my aunt tell me she's gonna show me a shortcut to some place. We start riding along some roads. She has a slower and older bike and she carries whole bunch of stuff, but she rides so much faster then I do. No matter how hard I try I cant catch up with her. Soon we arrive at some place which is very familiar, and I remember seeing it in one of my dreams. It's a clearing in the forest. 4) I saw a movie like dream about woman, living in poverty during WW2. Soon her husband comes back in a truck. he's in debt too. He tells me that he's a pilot. His story is about a clash between nazi helicopter and allied plane. (Nazi didnt have functional helicopters during WW2) I see the story and almost become lucid. 5) In another dream I see a huge man (like 100 feet high) He's going in circles. A whole bunch of normal people are trying to catch/kill him. I join the fun. We run after him and shoot arrows at him. I clearly remember experimenting with force of pull and angle, but I cant hit the man. Soon I got tired and use magic to summon guy to some spot. We catch him shortly after...

[Ev]

I saw this dream tonight. I was in another country. It was very dark night (at least I saw it this way). A whole bunch of people were standing on some kind of square. It was a gathering to discuss religious issues. I knew it because I heard a real time news report about it. I was one of the few people, with views different from those of the crowd. Suddenly I see that there is no normal people around me. They turned in some kind of evil creatures. I see a whole bunch trees appearing next to me. I know they are the source of evil. I decide to purify them and stick some kind of thing in them. One of the creatures tries to take it out and we fight. Suddenly everything disappears and I see 3 small glowing skulls embedded in the ground. Each has a message. I know they are evil too and I start destroying them. While I'm destroying them, I notice that scene changed - it's an apartment now. I can feel darkness becoming thicker and some kind of voice begins to loop in my head. I know it's a voice of my mind. Terrified, I run to the balcony and find 2 dream characters there. I'm aware enough and want to tell them of what happened to me, but they dont want to hear. Soon we go inside and I see a mess in the room. I'm told to clean it. Dream fades...

[Ev]

In this dream I saw Serinath. I dont remember the first part of it, but I know it was a lot of stuff. I find myself a lot younger then I'm now. My sister is next to me. We enter some kind of a car. It's really cool. I play with adjusting back seats and stuff. Suddenly I realize we are moving. My sister tries to control the car, but she cant reach for brake pedal from the back seat. I want to take control, but soon we find that car stopped. We leave and see another car pull right by us. A man walks out of it. And suddenly I realize it's Serinath. But he walks away. I throw a snowball at him to get his attention. Even tho it looks like I'm gonna miss, I hit him. He smiles and joins us. Suddenly something makes me turn around and I see 2 creatures rush our way. I have hard time trying to describe them. They were immaterial and ghostly looking, but I distinctly remember 2 pairs of very long claws on each one. By the way they moved, I called they sharkclaws I hesitate a second, but I find a machinegun in my hands and I easily destroy them. All 3 of us walk away and dream fades.

[Ev]

This is extemely long epic dream. It has 4 or 5 episodes and it may take some time to post. Somehow I get a message that a new game came out. It's very cool and realistic. And it's free. Would you like to try it? Of course I say yes. I register and start playing. Immidiately I find myself in a dream inviroment. Next thing I remember is: 4 of us are travelling along some kind of a forest and come to a superficial looking lake. There is a whole bunch of stuff floating in it. We need to move over the lake and have to swim. We enter water and swim to the opposite shore. Here one kind of a dolphin like creature appears. But it's not a dolphin. It's some kind of a mutated dolphin. He starts to follow us. As we approach small island in the middle of the lake, he starts to attack one of my companions. I urge them to get to the island. As we climb on the shore, creature still attacks us. Here I look at my companions and I'm amazed at how real they look. How real whole thing is. Yet I think it's a game. One of my companions ask the creature, what it wants and gets a reply that it wants 30$ and then it will let us swim to the other side. I say "hell no, it's free trial and I'll not let you ahve my money". In rage, one of my companions jumps into water and attacks the creature. others follow. I cant explain what I see, but the point is - they all are slaughtered by the host of similar creatures. I say to hell with this game and somehow reach opposite shore. I quit. Immidiately I get a message that version 2.0 is ready and it's "feature loaded" and once again it's free. Well, I find myself on the same shore again. This time I just observe. 2 small dudes are about to embark on an adventure. But I see they are too lightly armed and armored to fight anything. There is a plank bridge above the lake this time. They move along it and enter a cave. Here I have a very short blank in my memory. next thing I remember: they disappeared, and I find myself In an enormous sized room. People are everywhere. I join them and run around. I see a train wagon int he middle of the room and some kind of stairs in the back. Some girl approaches me and asks me to help her. I follow here and we come to a hatch in the ground. She tells me something and opens it. I see a well shaft about 200 ft deep and a dead body at the bottom. I say hell no and move away next I'm lost in the stairs in the back of a room , they behave absolutely chaotic. Soon I end up in some kind of a platform above the room. I see 2 ghosts/ghouls sitting there, but they are not hostile. Next I hear a voice of the leader of all these people. We are about to see some kind of a play/perfomance. Somehow I know It's "return of Hamlet" I move down and sit myself on 2 pillows. (all this time I act, but I think it's reality) My perspective shifts and I see what happens behind scene. [I'll post rest later]

[Ev]

Epic continues. Behind the scene I see a round platform. A ghost materializes and starts to shift. First it becomes a tall slim man with red-orange hair and beard. There is something supernatural about him. In 2 seconds I see that he's wearing full suit of shiny and sleek futuristic looking armor. Then he materializes 2 large and weird looking swords. They are very long and heavy. Man takes off his face mask. He wants people to recognize him. I can feel power radiating from him. Platform on which he's standing starts to slowly raise to our level. Perspective shifts and I realize I'm in an enormous starship. I see huge room (like 2 football fields). There are about 25 men working on a ship's propulsion system. They weild something and there is equipment and explosive stuff everywhere. Perspective shifts and I see that platform arrived to our level and 5 doors are opening. There are 2 guards at the door. They wear almost hte same armor as unknown man. They look at each other, then they look inside the opening doors and charge at the man. Almost with "bullet time" he swings his 2 swords and hits them around the neck. Here I help him and I somehow stop time and say that he will not hit them with his swords, he'll have 2 lightsabers. Sure enough he has 2 lightsabers. He kill the guards and enter the room. Suddenly his image shifts and for a couple of seconds I see him as a dark jedi with 2 two handed lightsabers.. Then image becomes normal. He approaches us and states that he's in command now. That's why he orders propulsion of the ship to be turned on. Perspective shifts and I see men, still working on propulsion system. Suddenly it comes alive and I can see fire flowing out of some pillar like structures. But the system is not ready to start. I see men, terrified fleeing away. Here everything begins to explode. Oxidizer and fuel tanks, fire and explosions everywhere. I can feel the picture tremble. (I see people running away from the engine area along passage. There are cells with guards, sleeping in catatonic state). Picture fades and I regain my consciousness in a small room on the same ship. There are debris everywhere. equipment malfuncitons, light flickers and only exit is blocked. [I'll post rest later]

[Ev]

[Epic continues] I find myself in a small room with a lot of debris and damaged equipment around. Quickly I regain full understanding of the situation. There are 2 survivors - old lady and a young man. Only unblocked exit is through underwater tunnels, but they are too long to hold your breath. Luckily I recall that I saw few breathing masks in the adjacent room. Sure enough they are there. breathing mask is so tiny that I decide to test how it works. I push a button on it and ignite exiting gas with a lighter. A burst of flame about 1 feet long burns my throat. And it hurts absolutely like real fire! Now I know there is oxygen. I want to see if I'm burnt, and perspective shifts and I see my face and neck. There is no sign of burn. Quickly we decide that young man will dive first, then old lady, then me. I give adivice to old lady on how to use her mask. I dive in. Scene fades and I find myself emerging from some kind of a lake. I know it's on earth. I walk out and see road. I know there is a dead end on one side. So I want to have some kind of a car. And sure enough car appears. (Even tho I'm not lucid). I quickly drive into the city and recognize it as a city I know. After short hesitation on what to do, I decide I'll move home. So I need to find a specific train station. I take a random street and drive past some park. I notice I entered a harbor. There is a huge grey ocean liner on raid. This is too far from where I intended to go, so I move to the park. At this point the dream is as close to lucid dream as it can get without becoming lucid. I act and see and feel and touch as a normal person, yet I'm absolutely convinced this is normal reality. I park my car and go into the park. There are a lot of people, but they dont notice me and mind their own business. Next to entrance, I see a flower and newspaper stand. I approach it and want to ask for directions. Nobody pays any attention to me, and I hesitate to ask. I dont even know what language they speak. Eventually I drive back to the lake from which appeared. I move off the road and wonder around for a long time. It's forest and river is flowing through it into the lake. It's beautiful. It seems very familiar. After some time I end up at the lake again, but there is a guard. He shots me. At this time I move into 3rd person view and decide to try again. Guard shots me again. Next time I decide to appear in a humvee and kill that bastard. Guess what? When I appear in a humvee, there is a tank and another humvee waiting for me. and a small destroyer in the lake. I decide to escape and I drive into the town as fast as I can. Town changed. It's slightly cartoonish now and there is military vehicles everywhere. Anything from simple humvee to ICBM launchers. While I drive through it, I shoot at anything I see and launch some kind of small missles. Dream becomes a chaotic chase and I wake up...

[Ev]

Tonight I found myself in the following dream: It was an outskirts of a city. I could see a very old cemetery on a small hill and decided to move on top of it. I glance at one of gravestones, but cant read anything. There is a strange glyph on it. There were a lot of trees, and I could see a wild boar behind one of them. I become alerted and looked around. There were 2 wolves really close and a couple of bears left from me. Some people approached them and bear tried to attack one of them. This bear had a huge 3-4 inch claws. I become alerted and decide I need a weapon. I see a bunch of very long and straight thorny wines in a ditch and I somehow rip one wine out. It's very long straight and about an inch thick. I take thorns out and walk down the country road. Suddenly I find a roll of twisted wire. I decide to make a bow, and succeed. Now I have a really cool looking 2 meter longbow. But no arrows. I play with my bow as I walk down the road and enter a town. Suddenly 2 shady looking characters appear and walk behind me. They speak some kind of slavic - italian dialect . I cant understand it. I can feel they want to take my bow. ( no idea why) After slight hesitation I turn to them and ask them who are they and what are they doing. They answer that they are sailors from italy and they are returning to their ship. We approach a river and I sit in a boat. I feel they are gonna attack me and take my bow. So I tell them "If you want it, just ask and I'll give it to you without a fight" Next I try to persuade them that they will not be able to use my bow, but they take it anyway. I walk in the city for some time and wake up...

[Ev]

Tonight I absolutely chaotic and crazy dream. I wasnt myself. Through out whole dream I was several people and even a bird. Beginning of a dream is too chaotic and uneventful. In the end I found myself at the gates of a huge house. It had 2 wings and there were a lot of doors. I noticed that colors are exremely distorted and unnatural. I'm a young magician and I'm ready to fight. Some kind of monsters attack me. I defeat them and enter left wing. I have to fight my way through 2 rooms. In the 3rd room, I find a heavy dressed woman. She stands next to stove and she's shocked to see me. I ask her to tell me about this place and she tells me the story: [name of a woman] trapped a whole tribe of magicians in this house. For centuries she sent them visions that turned them insane. ( I see some kind of a vision. ) Woman tells me that she abandoned magic, and forgot her craft. But I can use her channeling device. It's a broken "rainbow" toy, but it is glowing blue. I look at it and decide on how to use it, but alarm wakes me up...

[Ev]

I saw this dream tonight. It started in a small town where I used to go for summer. I'm walking along a street and notice a shrine. It's kinda like an ancient altar with pillars and stuff. A voice tells me something about all this buildings. Suddenly I *recall* how many monuments we had in our town (actually none) and I jump in the sky and fly above the city. View is breathtaking - there are castles, temples, shrines, altars, ruins and all kinds of magnificient buildings and structures below... I fly to the end of the town and see a wall. There is literally a barrier that raises from the ground to the sky. But I dont pay much attention to it. Voice asks me if I've ever seen the *dungeon*. I say no and find myself going down some passage. It looks very nice. Low ceiling. Stairs with purple carpet. Candles on the walls. I go down and down and down. Finally I find some kind of a "secret" switch (it has some kind of a transparent thingie around it). I press it and see a section of a wall to the left of me rise. I go there and sense a trap. I see a boulder rolling towards me. I jump out, but there are spikes rising from the floor. I avoid them all. I know it's not gonna be an easy jorney. I go back into the tunnel and find myself in some kind of a dimly lit workshop. I have to fight some kind of small creatures. I defeat them and look around. It didnt look too great back then, but now I realize it was the most detailed inviroment I've ever seen in a dream. There were a lot of tools, wooden garbage and shredded iron. Lighting was dim and very weird. I see a passage, leading out of the workshop, and it's very dark. I decide to equip myself for battle. I start looking for some weapons. I find a macelike tool, some nails and a hammer. I also take a lighter and a box of matches. It feels amazingly real. I know I'm wearing my winter jacket and I put these tools in my pockets. My hands look irritated by small pieces of iron, which are everywhere. I keep looking for weapons and I see 2 small creatures moving towards me from the darkness. They are shadow kittens But they are not friendly. I swing my macelike tool at them a couple of times and they retreat in the darkness, but keep looking at me. I have some insight about whom I may fight... I look around once more and wake up... This dream had great amount of small details, that I've noticed and remembered...