Lauran's Dreaming Experiences

[Lauran]

Hi everyone, I thought I'd start recording my dreams here. I hope you all enjoy reading them because I enjoy having them. Non-Dream Dream Lucid Here goes nothin'. So, my boyfriend was sleeping next to me last night. He was left this morning to go back to his house which happens to be 280 miles away. =/ I think the anxiety from anticipating the separation triggered this particular dream to be unsettling. Not to mention I felt pretty sick to my stomach when I laid down. I had drank like 12 beers over the course of the day (not a normal thing for me, don't worry). There is a car sitting outside of my house at night with a man and a woman in it. There is old fashioned music in the background. They are arguing about something. I don't recall where I was but I could view them and also not view them if I chose. Everytime they came into view, the woman was replaced with a man and then replaced with another woman. The man stayed the same. I remember saying to Jacob(my boyfriend) "that is so strange that the woman changes shape, usually the man would. This is a very weird movie". He agreed. I had a false awakening and me and my boyfriend were laying in bed. I know this was a FA because I was still talking about the movie. I kept telling him how weird it was and he kept saying things like "I told you so". Then I "fell back asleep". At this point, I woke in RL. I looked over to Jacob and then soon realized it was becoming harder and harder to move. I was experiencing SP. This was extremely frustrating because my neck was not positioned in a comfortable place and I kept desperately trying to blink my eyes and move my toes to wake myself up out of this paralysis. This was terrifying to me, although I've experienced this before. I was convinced I had truly woken from sleep paralysis but it seems I inadvertently DIELD because I must have been extremely tired. I looked to my right and saw that Jacob had his clothes on and he was laughing and happy. I was really confused at this so I immediately realized this was a dream and I was not fooled any longer. DC Jacob said "come here baby, kiss me!" I said to him "no you are an imposter", he said "Why?". At that point I opened my blinds and pointed down stairs outside and said "because you are an imposter, there you are right there!" A second DC Jacob wearing the same clothes was standing below my window. I turned around to see what the first DC Jacob was doing and it was a short, older, mafia looking man and he was trying to punch me in the face. I dove out of my window head first, in attempts to *kill myself awake*. I ended up in my room again. Then I jumped out again. This happened like 5 times. I couldn't remember how to wake up because it has been so long since I had a nightmare. These efforts only made the craziness worse. I shot down a green tunnel and on my way down I passed different levels of hell, factories, aliens, all very fast as I was falling downward. When I finally landed I was in a colorful small room that reminded me of a circus. There were many little kids in the room at first I thought, "how cute" until I remembered it was a dream and I started flailing my fists at the kids because I was convinced they were all in on the plan to add to my nightmare. I punched one little boy so hard he bled and that image is still stuck with me. I remember feeling so terrible it made me then feel like I just wanted to fight anyone and everyone I could see. I jumped down what seemed to be like a laundry chute and I landed softly in a decent sized room with a few familiar faces and some others that I certainly did not know. I asked the DC Ms. Bev who was my old boss, "how are you supposed to die in a dream, I'm trying to get out of this?" She laughed and said, "YOU CANT" you just have to deal with it. But she was very nice about it. I had what seemed to be a never ending bag of orange skittles and I offered them to the other people in the room. I was particularly generous to this one black lady who took like 2 handfulls of skittles. I flinched when she stuck her hand out because I thought she might hit me. She said "what, did you think I was gonna hit you? Your trying to die, right, not get hurt, right?" I just laughed and walked away. As soon as I did, she swung her hand at me and missed. I was covering my nose so she wouldn't break my nose but the wind from the miss slapped me and I felt pain. Looking back, this part was very funny -- she walked around the room and told everyone in the room to listen up. She had a tape player and told everyone "we are about to do the Cha-Cha slide". Losing hope in waking up I decided to make the best of this and I cheered. Some bold girl in the crowd raised her hand and said "well, we all decided we wanted to wrestle". The black girl was like "no we are doing this". The girl in the crowd said "fine, if I answer a question right we can wrestle, right?" Finally, I woke up and I was so startled by this frustrating dream that I woke Jacob up at 4 in the AM and he stayed up with me until he left. I am still awake now and I am actually afraid to go back to sleep.

[Awakening]

Try remembering the good things you can do: fly, meditate, telekinesis, going to places of your past that brings you good feelings, make your body weights like a flower, etc etc...

[Lauran]

Last night I was afraid to go back to sleep but I did anyways. I was pleasantly suprised by a lucid dream! However, I felt that the dream setting was somewhat fine as it was so I didn't make too many major changes. You'll see. The first thing I can recall from my dream is me and my two good friends Brian and Dorothy and I were walking around the woods. Something that struck me as strange was the fact that I couldn't figure out where I had parked my car or where we had come from. So, I did a nose RC and sure enough I was dreaming. I became really excited and started dancing around when Dorothy and Brian looked at me perplexed. I just continued the dream as it was supposed to go. We came to a large amphitheater that was covered by a huge stone covering. Suddenly the ground rumbled and Brian was the only one stuck in the amphitheater. He became smushed by the stone cover. Both me and Dorothy were not bothered by this, for we knew he wasn't dead because it was a dream! Next part is kinda foggy. I was in someone's basement consoling a woman and her child because of the death of their Grandmother. I remember saying "think of it this way, she will never be able to frown again. She will always be happy for eternity." This seemed to calm them down and they were grateful for my words of wisdom. Next part is kinda foggy. I was in what seemed to be an abandoned high school, with my old buddies from high school getting ready for some kind of music concert. My band director was there, it was pretty cool. More like a reunion of old friends. I knew this was a dream so I thought it would be a good idea to look for some weed. I summoned a directory sign on one of the walls. The only things I could really read on it were Sock drawer --> 1 gram ^ 2 grams ---> wtwengwe ---> 4wehywe ---> and a few others which I don't recall at all. I began trecking to the "1 gram" room and realized it had been knocked down and changed into a laundry room. I was disappointed. But then I was like well, no weed. I'm going to interigate the DCs. Unfortunately, everytime I went to talk to someone, the conversation was so retarded that I can't recall. I then went back into the "house" which I was in before and some friends, (some that I knew, some that I didn't) were playing video games, lounging on a couch. For some reason, they all had a guitar with them so I assume they were going to be in the concert too. I remember this one guy who I THOUGHT was David Ganey said "well, everyone told me you were going to ask me out so either do it now or you can do it later". I was so shocked and flattered that I changed the subject and asked if anyone was hungry haha! They all said yes so I decided I was going to go to wendys with Dorothy whom I had to call on a phone that I summoned =]! I didn't even have to dial, she was waiting outside for me. I decided to take my skateboard and Dorothy would just float beside me. I rode the skate board with 1 knee on the skateboard and I was peddling with my other leg. We got to "wendys" which was inside of a grocery store. I ended up buying 47.50 worth of food for everyone. Me and Dorothy took so long bullshiting in the store that I said "oh lord, they are gonna be so mad when we get back". So we left. I was zooming so fast, it was excellent. Jacob(my boyfriend) pulled up next to me in his Thunderbird and was so happy to see me enjoying myself. He just waved and ROCKETED by. The scenary was so beautiful. I will never forget the feeling or how fast I was going. So fast that as I was returning back to the house, I almost got pulled over by a cop in a golden car. When we got there the sky turned black and there were storm clouds and lightning. I can't remember if it actually rained. We finally got back to the house, I walk in to see that everyone had already gotten taco bell, and I had wasted all of my money. I confronted everyone about this but they didn't care they were just like "well you took too long". Then I woke up IRL, looked at the time. Said F that and went back to sleep. =] I was in Dorothy's dad, Richard's house. Apparently he worked at a Bar and he was hiring a new waitress. There were a bunch of us sitting in the living room when a woman came in. She looked kinda trashy, so I put this teal vest on her. She started dancing around and telling her exprience in a sing song manner. Then Richard said, thanks we'll call you. I took the vest off of her and she left. We all were rather pleased by her performance. Then after a little while another girl came in. She was dressed in like barely any clothes and looked like a crackwhore with a model's body. I tried to put the vest on her but she like turned violently to get me off of her. After that I KNEW it was a dream and I was going to leave and go do something else until she distracted me by dancing like a stripper. Everyone was snickering except for Richard who kept saying "okay, OK! That's enough. OK!" But she kept doing her little dance and it was just so funny and akward. At the end Richard was finally like "okay come back tomorrow, we aren't ready for you". She was pissed and was like I brought 200,000 dollars just for this occasion and she pulls out her wallet. I then remembered about how numbers are jumbled in dreams so I took a bill out that looked like 2,000 from a glance. I looked close and it was ripped and it said 20, 20, 200, and the other corner was ripped off. I was pleased to do this test. Then I woke up.