St.'s Dream Journal

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Well im quite behind in my DJ endeouvers, but My first post will be about my last 2 lucid dreams, and my dream from last night: Lucid Dream (unknown date sometime last week) I was walking around the kitchen of my home when I had a weird feeling, I then looked around to check reality and I couldn't think of anything. I realized that i sometimes check these scars on the top of my wrist, so I did and realized that they may be distorted. So i walk upstairs into my bathroom and check the lights they dont turn on. I do have to note that the lightswitches seemed heavy and when they didn't work I found this very humorous. Afterwards I was thinking of what I wanted to do, I came upon my upstairs balcony and tried to conjure up courage to jump off it and fly, and my mind thought "fuck that, i might wake up if i can't fly" so i decided to tried a spider man type manuver over the balcony to the furthest wall. This did not work I flailed my wrists like an idiot but I did start to float, and thats when I woke up. Lucid Dream 2 (unkown date the day after the first lucid dream i posted) I really dont know how I became lucid in this dream, all i know is that my dad was about to fight my friend in my house, and I realized this was unrealistic and decided it was a dream. I then yelled "Stop" and tehy stopped fighting, the scene changed and I came upon a old man sitting on a hill, he had a beard like a wizard and was sitting with his legs out infront of him. I tried asking him "are you real?" and had no response. Afterwards I woke up to my dismay. Last night's Dream(July 30th,2006) This dream is kind of comical, I was walking down bayou and was thinking what if some gangs are out or something, and surprisingly it happened. I saw two gangs fighting in a hooligan type manner, and then I thought what if they see me and want to kill me, and again surprisingly it happened. The chase was on, i was running from two members of the gang and I ended up getting stabbed...twice. I can't believe I didn't think it was a dream after I got stabbed and was still conscious. After that the scene changed again and i was in my psychology class, and I again failed to see that its summer and school is over. Also my psychology class was in the master bedroom of my house.

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July 31, 2006 1st dream: This dream began in a building that was being constructed. The characters in this dream were normal, they were my friends, i guess we snuck into the building to cause michief and the secuirty found out. WE then prompted a wild goose chase around the building, then somehow i just became an obvserver. i watched my friends slip away with my crazy antics and they finally got into an elevator where after that, 2 black kids came out one of them shot. After this they were helping the one that got shot, and then one of the secuirty guards killed the otherone for some reason. Then this turned out to be a movie, and actually I ended up loooking on on the internet "movies for ryan" a movie company in the movie....weird 2nd Dream: This dream began in a van, and I guess I was on a trip with my cousin, and my parents. There was also the driver who was gonna just drive us for 10 days from tomball to cyrus back to cypress near where I live. I remember saying i was going to po ecstacy on the trip. Also I recall him looking back at me while driving he looked sort of like my australian cousin. Last Dream: I was visiting the new apartments I was going to live in when I go to college. Theyw ere still be constructed with orange looking things, then I woke up.

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Tuesday August 1st, 2006 My dream consisted of the regular dream characters which I only nkow. We were in my truck as usual just cruising, when I looked at the sky and I see the outline of a 5 piont star in a beautiful color i've never seen before. I started freaking out telling everyone to look at it, we all did and as we got further away the shape changed and looked kind of like the star still, and the mlb logo. I did almost rationalize it was a dream then I brushed it off. Note: my dream self is lazy as hell....

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tuesday afternoon August 1st, 2006 I had many dreams this afternoon some I kind of remember like on where I was arguing with my parents. But I did have a lucid dream. Once again I decided to check the digital clock in my room and It looked empty, at first I thought maybe its cause i dont have my contacts in and then i checked the light in the restroom; it didn't turn on. So I tried to decide what I wanted to do, everything seemed so real before I checked the light and affirmed i was dreaming. I ended up looking at a distorted version of myself in the mirror, and then I had a feeling of my right eye opening and I woke up. I am very annoyed by the fact that I can't stay lucid for more than maybe a minute after I realize I'm dreaming. any feedback would be greaaat....

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What a great dream. This one girl named Allie that is kind of one that got away was a character in it. She is beginning to become a prominent dream character. Anyways, We were at her house and my sister and mom were there with us and my homeboy V. She made us some bad ass cake, and it seemed she was in competition with some other girl there who is a blurry character and I can't recall. Anyways we then went to pick up her friends, which ended up being some ugly girls who were/are friends with my other friend, Chris who allie changed into. And she stole my shotgun. Anyways in the backseat I thought these girls were on Ex or something, and it seemed they were freaking out and I gave a whole speech on accepting it and not fighting it, which then turned into a montage of shit, ending with some new wendy's commercial talking about a sandwich the pope doesn't want you to know about. - Edited slightly due to a complaint

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This morning I had an LD. The induction technique was really a prolonged WBTB attempt. But anyways I was in the bathroom and I looked at the clock, and noticed the second hand going counter clockwise. I then began to contemplate whether it was a dream. I Stood up and walked towards the mirror to witch I really just attempted to feel and asess the feeling coming out of it. The mirror responded but not in a way I thought precognitively, it was really just a sensation, and I then just assumed it was a dream and I began to fly. this was by far the best flying session ive ever had, i flew for about 2 to 3 minutes and overcame obstacles that I had in previous lds. But however a new one aroused in which my backdoor was unlocked and something told me not to open the door, yet a part of me wanted to. My intial thoughts were you are trippin, someone might be in the backyadrd. Anyways I then tried to look at my hands to stabilize and they began to dissapear, four fingers were missing from my left, and my right hand eventually disspaeared, actually it could be the other way around. Anyways I then rubbed my hands together and stabilized a little bit. That one moment of stabilization made the dream so real to me, it was amazing. This feeling had occured in spurts through this lucid dream. I then woke up to a twinkling clock, realized it was a FA and then I prompted to wake up again. And this time I think it was real.

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August 11th, this morning I had gained lucidity through reasoning. I was in a backyard and walked towards the door, and realized that I didn't remember how I got in this backyard. I was alone in the backyard, and I thought maybe im just fucked up, so I tried to put my finger through my hand and it didn't work, but it felt awkward. So I held my nose and tried to breath and I did. It was the deepest breath ive taken in a while, the type that you can take when you're on ex, or a healthy ass person. Anyways I continued to just focus and I walked into the house and I tried to make a book appear, i then got the book to appear but it was the wrong one, it was the predecessor the the book I wanted and many copies of it ended up being around the house. I then finally got the right book th appear and i woke up.

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My dream was kind of comical. I was trying to buy some darts at target, and these casheirs were taking forever. it was a strange set up for a store like that. It was really one huge counter witha bunch of cash registers, and rude casheirs. I started complaining by screaming 'this place sucks' and things of that nature. Eventually i was just walking around the store, and a clerk tried to fight me, where i just blocked his punches, and i couldn't punch. Anyways, I started to buy the things, and as i walked outside i saw that he and his friend were looking for me so i ran, and ended up getting picked up by my friends...embarassed.

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So there I was, I wanted something else, but we ended up at taco bell. Me and my friend were stuck inbetween two groups of friends talking to eachother the entire meal, yet I could follow almost everything they were saying to eachother. I never thought this was strange at all. when I got home from that place, well i pretty much appeared there 2 of my friends were in my backyard trying to get me to sneak out, yet i was already out. I then here a shot and it hit my car. Anyways, i woke up shortly after this.

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My dream waws set in school this time. it was a weird school more like a college campus, but two girls that i know for a fact are still in high school were the main dream characters. Me and the 2 girls were flirting alot in the dream, making fun of one of my friend's cars etc. Anyways nothing really happened in the dream except for that.

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Im trying to get back into the "scheme of things" so here is what I remember from my last dream I was talking to someone about "LEAN" then they replied they were prescribed to it, and took out some empty bottles. My emotions were high in this, and im surprised this didn't cause me to wake up. Then I did.

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Im trying to get back into the "scheme of things" so here is what I remember from my last dream I was talking to someone about "LEAN" then they replied they were prescribed to it, and took out some empty bottles. My emotions were high in this, and im surprised this didn't cause me to wake up. Then I did.

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LUCID DREAM OCT. 2nd I remember this dream was long yet I do not remember alot of it. I was using the stabilization check by looking at text, the clock, etc. I then became lucid, and i walked around my room a bit observing, sometimes i would forget i was dreaming because it felt so real. I later left my room and flew, i forgot why i woke up but I had two dreams after that.

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LUCID DREAM OCT. 2nd I remember this dream was long yet I do not remember alot of it. I was using the stabilization check by looking at text, the clock, etc. I then became lucid, and i walked around my room a bit observing, sometimes i would forget i was dreaming because it felt so real. I later left my room and flew, i forgot why i woke up but I had two dreams after that.

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im trying to get my dream recall back its horrendous right naw. Oct 4, 2006 I just remember looking at a rug that is on the floor by the front door. My roomates came and we questioned it, i dont remember what was said.My dreamsigns are strange, i always seem to induce lucidity in my bedroom. Maybe its because i only to reality checks in my room? Not known.