Elefant's Dream Journal

[Elefant]

Ok, so I wanna keep this updated. Dreamsigns are in red. Lucid parts are in magenta. things in ?question marks? are stuff I'm not sure about. My dream from last night was pretty short lived, and I think I obtained lucidity near the end. But I wasn't really a participant in the dream until the later end so I couldn't do a RT. The details aren't really clear to me, but the whole idea of the dream was I was a black person living in some city. There was a gang war going on between my crew and another crew in the city. The leader of the crew betrayed my character and I showed him up by beating him up and humiliating him. After which I was declared alpha male and my group went to some resturaunt to celebrate. This is the part where I become a participant. I was sitting in one of the restaurant booths when I realized the situation was weird. I held up both of my hands to look at them: one of them was black and the other was white. Noticing it was a dream I tested my logic, and feeling sure enough I was sleeping I took my first dream character and threw her through the window. I tried changing the scenery a bit, (by spinning) but it only made the current scenery more fuzzy. Then I tried increasing the clairity of the situation by yelling out clarity and concentrating on my surroundings, but to no avail. I woke up a short time after having only about 5 minuites of lucidity.

[Necco]

When I try to change the scenery in a dream, I always try the spinning and it never works for me either You dreams are short and sweet. I suggest you add a little bit more detail with the opening scene to you’re dreams. That way it will help me with foundation when starting to read the rest of the story. But that’s my opinion, keep writing and I’ll read

[Elefant]

July 23: Had two dreams last night, but fell back to sleep before I could write the details in my dream journal. The first one was sexual in nature so I won't leave details here. The second was your usual working in your dreams dream so its not really worth writing about. Should do more RTs when I think about sex or work since most of my dreams revolve around that. Oh, and Necco: I'll try to include more details in my dreams next time. The thing is, that dream was really long and I forgot most of the details. I only remembered much about when I became lucid in the restaurant. This Dream Journal is only really to help me with my dream recall, not to entertain you

[Elefant]

July 24 Interesting dream tonight. I should have recognized the dreamsigns. I was dreaming that I was hanging out with my friend Alex. He came over to my house so that we could play super smash brothers melee, although the game looked like wolfenstein and I remember it playing like Ragnarok Online since I was eating strawberries to regain sp. My whole family was there; including my dad. They were criticizing my gameplay. After the affair I decide to get a bus ride ?home? I was carrying my comforter and sheets and a pillow in one hand. I was also feeling a sickness coming on so I decided to put a hot washcloth on my head after hearing it on the ?radio? that putting a hot washcloth on your head was a good idea. (a towel was also recommended) When I woke up I realized my fan was on and I was freezing. I must have been dreaming about my comforter and a hot towel since I was cold. I should try triggering more lucid dreams this way.

[Elefant]

Haven't been keeping my dreamjournal lately. Mostly cause I haven't been receiving regular sleep. My birthday was today, was a busy day for the most part. July 27 Lucid dream this time. Faded out again soon after achieving lucidity, I'm kinda discouraged since I have little control in my lucid dreams. What I remember from the dream was I was swimming in my house. The water was weird since I felt very little resistance from it and I could freely accelerate while swimming. It wasn't long until I realized I was breathing underwater and therefore must be dreaming. Quickly I could feel myself waking up so I resisted it as strongly as I could. I formed a smilie face ball in my hands that I could focus on. I saw the face clearly as the world faded out. Woke soon up after too frustrated to write the dream down.

[Elefant]

August 6th I think its worth mentioning here that I think I almost achieved a wild tonight. It was almost completely accidental. I was sleeping normally, when I woke up one-two hours before I usually do. I got up to go to the bathroom, do my reality checks, etc and then returned to bed. After laying in bed several moments trying to get back to sleep I opened one of my eyes a little bit. I thought I was having a false awakening so I tried to lift my arm to count my fingers. I tried to lift my arm several times but I think I was in some sort of dream paralysis so I couldn't move. I then tried to enter into a WILD dream by focusing on my techniques. I swear that I heard a firework bang and I thought it was one of those signs that meant I was entering a dream but got too excited and woke up.

[Necco]

I like the jounal so far. I also see more detail in the dreams. keep it up

[Elefant]

August 10 so I had two dreams tonight. Both of them I more or less WILD'd into. The first one I did with Clarity's WILD technique. (Thank you NECCO for bringing that to my attention) I rolled out of bed into my room. I felt around everything to get a feel for my surroundings. I walked through my door and to the outside of my house. I thought I would try flying for the first time. I made a jump which propelled me about 100 feet into the air. All the buildings looked exactly the same, like flat apartments. I wasn't able to keep myself up in the air. After I made it to the peak of my jump I fell right back down again. I kept jumping like this until I found some DC's I could interact with. Once I found one (a pool boy working) I made a landing. The pool boy didn't make any sort of effort to recognize me or my incredible feats. This really bothered me so I decided to push him into the pool and move on. I did a little more flying. Eventually I came across a pool hall. I found a really beautiful lady standing alone at a table. I tried to make her notice me, then I tried to forcibly make her come onto me. The end result being her saying some really cheesy lines from some movie. I ripped off her shirt, which was some really baggy texture that was incredibly easy to tear, and started fucking her on the pool table. I dunno how long this lasted, maybe 5-10 minuites, but I got too excited and woke up. I think I ejaculated, I'm not sure. It certainly felt like it. I had definitely felt myself ejaculate in my dream, but I fell asleep afterwords and I was dry when I woke up like 2 hours later. The next one I'm not sure if you can call this a WILD, I sort of already in the dream when I realized that I was dreaming, but it was me who consciously tried to bring myself back to the dreamworld after becoming conscious. In the dream I was back at my old high school. All my old friends were there and starting classes with me. The hallways were dark and strange and my locker was on a particularly dark section of the second floor near a strange spiral staircase that went down to the gym. Anyway, all of my classes were extremely lenient since it was the first week of school except for my english teacher. She had the same name as my 11-12th grade math teacher but she looked old and brittle. Every day she would embarrass me and give me F's and every day I would forget that I had her class and needed to do her homework assignments. All my friends were in the classroom. I could distinctly hear my friends Raymond and Robert in the classroom. I lost the dreamscene here but I could still hear my friends voices. I think my conciousness snapped in at this point. I remembered that I was in college and not high school so none of this must be real. I remembered that my friends were never in the same classes as me. There was still no dreamscene tho, so I tried to create one. I started doing the Clarity technique again to keep my mind awake. Then I opened my dream lids to my 11th grade History class. The bell had just rung and I was looking around the class at my DC's to see if I recognized any of them. I stared for a while at these two girls, one a blonde and the other a brunette, I thought that they looked kind of like the actual people who sat there except I might have just been basing that on their hair color. I was touching things to get a feel for the dream, enjoying the vividness that my mind was creating. I touched a table and felt the feel of wood and touched a girl's face and felt the feel of soft skin. The blonde realized that I was staring and casually blew me off saying, "pff, she's with me." and walked off. I then tried to make out with the next hot girl that I saw. I remember that she was a horrible kisser, and it really ticked me off cause she was acting incredibly dumb as well. I got really frustrated and woke up. Now that I write this I think the second one was a DILD. I'm happy that I was able to WILD for the first time. They were both VERY vivid dreams. The first one lasted so long I wish I woke up immediately afterwards so that I could have written it all down.

[Elefant]

Been on a dry spell for 2 weeks. I blame it mostly on college. I haven't been having as many regular dreams lately and my dream recall has turned to shit. Its amazing what a little stress and a new environment can do to your sleep.