JSteveKane's Dream Journal

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Week ending friday 25 11 2005 This week I remembered two dreams In the first I was doing a medical trial for a new type of drug whch induced visions of a hallucinatory nature.There was a side effect in that I became so engrossed in my dream I thought it was real and didn't know I should wake up.Fortunately my Friend "D" who is spiritually quite high level was able to project his conciousness into my dream he visited me as a character in my dream and explained the situation so I woke up. thanks "D" In the second dream I visted the home of and old friend "M" she was living in a country house in what may have been the Southern United States /Carribean or South America it reminded me of the film the colour purple. It was nice to see "M" in my dream cause in real life we don't talk much these days 28 November 2005 I dreamed I was in a History class at my old secondary school QEH in Bristol along with an old friend "Ben" the focus of the dream was a chinese hand drum the kind used in Karate Kid 2 the handle of which you roll between your palms causing two weights attached to the drum by string to strike the drums.In my dream the drum was being passed between Ben and my history teacher. 29 November 2005 I dreamed I was at a book signing of a young Buddhist Monk who appered to be a student of my Tai Chi teacher. After the signing I went for a meal at a chinese restaraunt with the Author and my tai chi teacher his Chi Gung teacher and some of my family cousins and aunties on my mothers side.My caopoeira master from brazil was also ther and he had a long beard just lige the chi gung master ,a small baby was with the group and when i looked at him a could clearly imagine him with a beard like the two elderly masters

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I dreamed I was with Sandra at an open air street festival in an urban evironment. In one corner of the festival away from the soundsystem and partying was a Buddhist style shrine and some budhhist monks I made a point of looking at the statues to see if I recognised the names of any to my surpise I noticed they had the names labelled in english and the central statue was Padmakumara. I recognised it as being a name of one of the buddhas recognised by the buddhist school of my tai chi teacher. One of the buddhist monks looked at me and said to be careful at this festivalas he sensed there was very bad magic being practised. As Sandra and I wandered back across the festival holding our berimbaus a man stopped and asked why we were carrying bows and arrows in our hands we explained they were not bows and arrows but musical instruments he then laughed and explained he was really a brazzillian capoeira master and was visiting the festival with his student to do a show we then realised the people with him we wearing green capoeira uniforms he too said to be carefull because their was some very bad magic being practised at the fesitval he indicated something about the brazillian tarot reader at the festival but i couldn't be sure what he meant we left and went on our way. not long after The festival was disrupted by the entry of riot police who began firing on the crowd with live ammunition of course there was panic and the crowd stampeded to escape the firing.In the mayhem Sandra and I were separated and I reached a point of relative safety before her. to be stuck looking back into the crowd where Sandra was still in danger I was helpless to assist her apart from calling on her to run to my place of safety as fast as she could .

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Monday 6 March Dreamed i was somewhere perhapsit was a schoolperhaps it was some kind of conferenece DJ Sherman (Cloak and Dagger) had somekind of stall where he was sellingback issuesof NME he also had abook of unpublished articles one was entitled "The Dogs of Clays Lane" In a secpnd dream was walking along a street in london with Carol of (East London Capoeria " the sole of her trainers had worn out and her boots were toos small so we cut the sole from her boots and tried to find a cobblers who could stich the soles of her boots to her trainer

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I was with my Kung Fu teacher and some of his students when he decided to tell us of two times in his life when he recognised the extraordinary powers that some people possess.The first was his budhhist teacher Master Lu who after recognising his status he asked for a blessing ,the second person he mentioned was someone he called "Lobo" or "Wolf " who he said possed powerful pscyhic powers

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Dream i threw a birthday party in a restraunt and no one turned up (except my partner Sandra)

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I had a rather disturbing dream that i encountered a woman who might be described by some as "white trash" she was badgering me for attention and i was trying to ignore her request and pass by when I noticed that her bags which were on the floor behind her were in fact on a old make of skate board that i recognised ( i used to own one) called a psycho stick then to my horror i realised in one of the bags was a dead baby ! (this was a very disturbing dream from which i awoke

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I dreamt i was invited to the house of some family friends (it may have been in brazil ) i got the impression they were involved in some kind a "cult" and practised some kind of " modern magic system " i was feeling nervous when the lady who was showing me the house uncovered a tapestry of a buddha i did not recognise the picture and she told me the name i did not recognise it,I got the impression it was rather unique and her showing it to me was some kind of initiation into their group

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I dreamt I was in a car travelling through london ? perhaps with my mum and brother Cris, when we passed a series of brand new sky scrapers some completed some stil being constructed they towered above any other building and were a sandy yellow colour

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I dreamed i went into a room that reminded me of the new church hall at St Augustines Downend Bristol it was empty of people. i was with Cris Genius and we noticed a set of decks, a mixer ,box of records and sound system all set up ready to play, when we looked more closely it was my decks, mixer and old school rave records.

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Dreamt my dad took us (included my brother cris) to Stratford bus station where i appeaeared to be catch an international bus but it was open top. It also appeared to be quite finely balanced on the axis of the back wheels and was very unbalanced occasionally popping wheelys

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Dreamt i went to a swimming pool, it reminded me of the one i used to go to in Soundwell Bristol as a child ,i was not going to swim but to do a capoeria class. i was wearing my abada. when i arrived i was looking for the location of the class i found some of the other students but not my teacher and i got the distinct impression all the students seem to be trying to get away from me and not tell me where they were training ( i don't think they wanted me to train for fear that i may injured myself again, but they didn't want to hurt my feelings by telling me. I had a second dream which i can barely remember It was something to do with a teacher from Eckankar who i seemed to be confusing with my boss from work there was something about me leaving some beans/capsules on top of the toilet which represent some kind of spiritual /medical knoweldge

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This dream started with two girls i know asking /pestering me for sex ( it may have been one girl who was shifting between and ex flatmate and a work colleague ) I was lucid enough know that i am a married man and should not give in to their demands fortunately my wife Sandra then arrived on the scene and also wanted to make love which naturally we did , all in all it was great dream.

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Dream of a young japanese ? lady who in the dream was the lodger of my mother she was explaining the significance of the logos of various Pop bands eg (Public enemy ,KLF and some other i cannot remember ) each logo she discussed contained a circle within the design and had a hidden "occult meaning"

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I dreamt i was practising with a dance group at "the place " dance studios the group included the two James i had met at the "skull disco" Dub step night it was a kind of street dance class and the music was dubstep a major part of the dream was trying to book the theatre at the place for a performance of our dance group

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dreamt i was returning home from somewhere (maybe cornwall certainly in england,) in a car with (perhaps my brother ) and at least two others (who seemed older) the journey was expected to last about 4 hours but we decided to take a detour and strangely found us in south france austria or switzerland there were mountains perhaps with sbnow on very beautiful greenery andd flowers slightly down the mountain it was spring or summer

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Dreamed i was extremely upset and screaming and shouting at my dad the cause was not certain although i felt i was not being heard /understood i was in a lot of emotional pain in the dream knowing i should not be behaving as i was I was also very slightly lucid not enough to pull myself out of the dream or pull in in a different direction

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Friday Dreamt i entered a georgian house (maybee in clifton in Bristol near the university) I passed through a few rooms and then it open out into a massive old indoor swimming pool. the shape was very long and narrow the roof were high and the water very deep the side were sloping at a very steep angle and the were a number of shelves with slanting drops between them Saturday Dream that England were about to play a football match but there was a prematch show with cheer leaders and sky divers. One of the skydivers crashed into one of the England players and the ropes on the paracahute sliced the top of players head off ,this was captured live on satellite tv and slowly as the footage hit the terrestrial networks there was nationwide horror

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Dreamed i was in a dark nightclub the sort you see in american films with box shaped with several levels surrounding a open part with a stage in the middle, some friends of mine were doing a capoeria show (Carrie and a bunch of black guys) one of the black guys tried a jumping somersault he chickened out the first two times then completed it on the third attempt , everyone cheered .He then moved aside to a slightly worse postion and out of the spotlight and tried it again this was once too many and he cracked his head and fell to the floor unconcious

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Dreamed i was in a new class at school and the teacher started to hand out some drums, he handed me a drum but i noticed a tambourine and asked if i could take that as two other people already had drums) Our class were about to sing at assembly and we sang the hymn " when i survey the wonderous cross" and i played a samba /capoeira rythmn on the tambourine . I had not told anyoone i could play the tambourine properly and everyone was very impressed

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dreamt i was with a group of people who i wasn't paying much attention to as i had a type of traditional drum in my hands i was trying to play it but the skin seemed rather loose and i a not very good at playings anyways an elderley indian ? gentleman tried to take it from me but i struggled on eventually i handed it to him and he adjusted so the skin was taught i then noticed i was in a circle and a number of elderly indian gentlemen had typed of drums and began to play them in harmony they also had strange fez type hats with a kind of sppinning top on/in them as they played the drums they kept their heads quite straigh up but with subtle movement caused the spinning tops to spin on their hats and hum in time witht the music i realised i had been rather stupid trying to play the drum myslef in the presence of these masters i sat in the circle with the other youths and watched

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Dreamt i was with my older brother and we were on somewhere very high we had parachutes and Tony was teaching me to parasail by using the thermals to stay afloat we seem to be standing on some kind of floating helcopter platform in the sky and i could see some others a bit like lilly pads floating on a pond but up in the sky. the idea was to jump from one pad to the other using the parachutes and the thermals also dream i was in a room which had lots of small mites in the carpet we introduced some cockroach types things which we could see the chase the mites a bit like a dog rounds up sheep

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I dreamt I was talking to a female contestant on "big brother" who was only wearing her underwear i was explaining to her that she was the most popular contestant on the show by the general public and this is because she was very attractive next i dreamt i was talking to of Teniial or was it Andrew Lawday either way he explaining he had just been to scandanavia for three months but he had found it a bit boring after a couple of days cause there was not much to do it had been winter and there was lots of snow but he did not particularly enjoy sking or hiking nex i left the big brother house and walked away from it over what appeared to be a football field the next thing i new i was playing capoeira witha stranger i was being very careful trying not to put my leg in danger but hte player was quite good i was afraid he would kick me or do a tresor so i grabbed his knee a few time then he said he was worried about an old injury he had so we decided to end the game ( i was not lucid in the game i thought i was really playing capoeira

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I had a dream where i returned to my flat having been away (although at one point it seemed more like my flat in clays lane) i was with someone who at certain times in the dream seemed to be one of sandras brother but at other times he was an older white guy (the kind of nineties electronica type who used to hang out with the martin sisters) my flat was empty ish and i was curious to meet new flatmates who had moved in while i was away. one was an older white lady (who i believed was the boss of a electronic music label) somone gave me a tune it might have been Sandras brother or the ladies boyfriend, as a house warming present it was called something along the lines of angel-phresh , re-phresh,dream fish, dream phresh,angel fish we were all quite excited by this tune and the whole situation i left my house walked past the laundry and where the corner shop is i paused, it was late evening and there was a strange red light in the street a Japanese woman dressed in red rubber (TG style) scurried out of a a newly opened and very anonymous looking shop/office crossed the road and went into the north star a few moment later she returned. I returned to my house ( at this point i do not recall the dream well) but i appeared to make a phone call to bbc radio 1 (extra) directed at smurf ( ex kool fm )to report some health and safety issues

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Dreamt I was asked to sign some sort of papers in relation to a Visa for Toinho

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On this the night of the 6th July, I dreamed I was having a conversation with my tai chi master who warned me to be very careful wherever i go the following day in case of a repeat of the previous years terrorist attacks on London