Jesse's Abyss

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<div align="center"><span style="color:#FF0000">[u][b]Legend</div> <div align="center">Non dream related material posted in purple</div> <div align="center">Dream signs posted in blue</div> <div align="center">Lucid Dreams posted in green</div>

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September 23, 2006 (Saturday) - Posted at 9:08AM <span style="font-family:Franklin Gothic Medium">Last night I tried a new technique which I will say worked with great success. I read on here somewhere that instead of setting the alarm it&#39;s better to just drink tons of water before bed. I also read it&#39;s better to keep yourself warm. I did this, and remembered four dreams. So from now on dreams will simply be listed in a number format.</span> 1 ) I dreampt that I was at some house. I was in the side yard. I was alone, there was also an adult. I may have been buying the home I am not sure. Anyway, there is a massive manhole in the yard. I walk over to it and listen. I hear a deep growl surface from the hole. The owner quickly informs me that the hole is of no danger, and whatever is down there can&#39;t get out. Suddenly, a horribly dirty dog walks over. It climbs on top of the manhole, then bends it&#39;s entire body in half to fit down the hole, it climbs down. "Isn&#39;t this unsafe for your children?" I ask. The owners reply is "Nah, all my kids are grown up". 2 ) I am in some kind of relationship with a girl at school. Something happens and she gets mad at me and sits on the other side of the room. 3 ) I am in my old house. At the end of the hallway where the bathroom used to be is a totally black room with that manhole. For some reason my father is gone and I am waiting for him. I decide to wait in my parents old room. I lay on the bed and turn on a black light. For some reason the black light was VERY important to be on when my father isn&#39;t there. Later on he gets home, but ends up leaving again when him and my mother get into a fight. <span style="color:#000066">4 ) I am in some kind of maze, with all kinds of deadly traps. The people are Me, Sherri, Wan, Robert, a strange pretty girl with average length hair, and a girl with curly hair. We are navigating through the maze surviving through many traps I can&#39;t remember. The following is clear though. We are walking towards the next trap when we walk past a group of girls. "My anus hurts" was all we made out them saying. The trap, was quite strange. It was a narrow hallway. Every now and then a click would sound, and a few seconds later it would go off. Spikes would come out of one side of the wall, holes would form on the other side, and they would push togeather. (Crushing and stabbing anyone caught in the trap). The entire group made it across except me and the pretty short hair girl. I am up next, so I wait for the trap to go off, when it begins to retract and reset I make a sprint for it, and make it across. The pretty girl is MUCH more casual, simply slowly walking across. The second she makes it the trap slams shut again. We continue watching as two guys get caught in the middle, but somehow struggle to keep it open. (They like hold on to the walls and keep them from closing lol). The next thing I remember is the curly hair girl telling me that Sherri has a crush on me. I asked her about Sherri&#39;s boyfriend, and the curly hair girl tells me he does too. I tell her I only like Sherri as a friend. Next I ask everyone if they want to find the pool. (I dream about similar places, and there is a certain pool I often visit in dreams, it&#39;s really a dreamsign). They reply that it is far too cold. I then wake up.</span>

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September 26, 2006 (Tuesday) - Posted at 9:46PM </span> *Other Drugs In System* - Dextromorphan Hbr (480mg) <span style="font-family:Franklin Gothic Medium">1 ) I am showing my friend Philip my new car which I just bought in real life. It is a 96&#39; Jeep Cherokee. Philip asks me if he can start it up and hear how it sounds. He then gets inside, and hears how the engine sounds. When he gets out apparently he forgets to put on the edmergency brake or something. The car begins to roll backwards. From then it is slow motion. The car rolls into the neighbors yard, although the yard is different. A whole different house and yard are there. A massive fence is next to the neighbors house. The car rolls into the fence and slams through it. I walk down to the scene of the accident. A moment later Phil walks up to me freaking out, a dead woman lies under the wreakage. Not much remembered after here. I&#39;ve included a drawing.

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September 27, 2006 (Wednesday) - Posted at 4:21PM</span> This was my first lucid dream. It was short and simple. In the future all lucid dreams will be posted in green. 1 ) I am at school. I don&#39;t remember the beginning but I am walking to the lunchroom with two of my friends. We get there and sit down. Somehow, there is now a new desert bar at the end of the left lunch line. I decide I want a donought and walk over there. Sadly, I don&#39;t have any money. Needless to say there is a whole lot of dessert, pasteries and such, icecream, but no donoughts. This upsets me. I took some food I don&#39;t remember what kind and began to walk back towards my table. The lady manning the register looked kind of suspicious. In my head I remember thinking that I was going to bring money for an icecream tommorow. <span style="font-family:Franklin Gothic Medium">2 ) I am in the back of my moms car (Mazda Tribute). My sister proceeds to jump in the back of the car holding around 10 knives. She then begins attempting to stab me multiple times. I manage to wrestle the knife from her and impale her with it. I remember the feeling, easy at first, then it became difficult as it hit the bones and muscles. She continued to fight me, attempting to stab me even more. By the end of the dispute she was really cut up, with all ten knives sticking out of her. </span> <span style="font-family:Franklin Gothic Medium">3 ) I wake up in the middle of the night - or so I thought. For some reason I do a reality check by attempting to stick my fingers through the opposite hands palm. It worked&#33; It wasn&#39;t how I expected, it didn&#39;t just "go" through, it was like my palm was only 1/2 way there, like jello or something. I then did the nose breath check and that confirmed my idea. My brain was scrambeling, and all of a sudden I heard a bunch of voices talking. I kind of got paralyzed and was never fully able to explore the lucid state. 4 ) False awakening. I get out of bed and remember to do a reality check. I&#39;m still dreaming. The lucid state doesn&#39;t last long, next thing I know I&#39;m having sex with a pretty hot girl.

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September 28, 2006 (Thursday) - Posted at 4:56PM </span> 1 ) In this dream I am sitting in one of my classes at school. It might have been homeroom. My friend Green is sitting behind me. He ends up pulling out a small red block. I ask him what it is and he tells me it&#39;s a new kind of dip. He tears a peice off and puts it in his mouth. I ask for some and he gives me a peice. I put it in like you would do dip. It tastes like red laffe taffe but gives a high like tobacco. I ask for some and he ends up giving me a lot more of it. 2 ) I&#39;m at some kind of strange church retreat type thing. We are having a music worship thing, and there is also a massive hole in the ground. Somehow one thing leads to another and I find out that some people are going to be sacrificed to God and I am one of them. This idea scares the hell out of me. I know that I am not good enough in my faith and am sure I will go to hell. I walk over to the pastor in charge and ask him to please pray for my soul, but he does nothing. People are being thrown into the pit where they fall to their death, and I know my turn is soon. I get the idea to call my mom. She supports me and tells me that would be illegal. After that phonecall the dream ended. <span style="color:#000066">3 ) I know for sure this dream comes from Jerico. (That new show). Me, my mom, and sister are driving in the car and huge explosions are going off everywhere. We drive around and decide we need to find some place to take cover. We pull into some kind of family fun place. (Go karts, put-put, arcade, ect). We walk to the enterance but one of the employees walks over and tells us the place is closed. We see a hotel next door. We walk into it. I don&#39;t remember what kind of hotel it was. All I remember is that when you walk in there were two staircases. One said "Heaven" and one said "Hell. We took the heaven way and it led to the check-in area of the hotel. I woke up soon after this.</span> <span style="font-family:Franklin Gothic Medium"> 4 ) I am at Jens house. Her house was where kaylees used to be in my old neighborhood. I am visiting with her parents. I remember them telling me to go in the kitchen and get food. I eat some black soup with chicken and stuff in it. I pertend to like it even though it tastes horrible. I stay for a while then leave.

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September 30, 2006 (Saturday) - Posted at Unknown Time</span> <span style="font-family:Franklin Gothic Medium"> 1 ) This dream starts out with me at my grandfathers house. I am in his old computer room playing on the very computer that I am now typing on. I remember getting up and yelling a question into the living room that he used to sit and watch tv in. As I walked in there I suddenly remembered, he was dead. The fact I was in my dead grandfathers house, that we had in fact sold months ago didn&#39;t seem to ring any bells to start a lucid. Anyway, I begin wondering the house and end up walking into the garage towards the basement. When I get down there I find a small sack sitting on a table, filled with all kinds of guns. I picked one up and quickly discovered that it was loaded. I fired at the wall. The bullets looked really strange, that part is kind of hard to explain. I kept looking at the guns (must have been about 8 in the bag). The neatest gun I found was a silver one. It had a REALLY long barrel and a scope at the top. I remember aiming and blowing a chunk out of the wall. I took a few practice shots then started walking towards the door. I forgot some of the next part but the next thing I remember is arguing with some random person. He pulls out a knife and I pull the gun with the scope out. It doesn&#39;t seem to scare him at all. I fire but the gun is out of bullets. I wake up.