A Soldiers Story (dream Journal)

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Hey dreamviews people! I introduced myself in my newbie central post http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/inde...howtopic=44189. You can go there and learn a little about me if you want before you waste your time even reading my journals Now... I have never in my life kept a journal. I have been reading some of them on this forum as well as ld4all.com's forum and i doubt that mine will be as interesting. I know I will have some crazy dreams... cause the few that I ever really remember are kind of out there, so if you like crazy stuff you may be interested. Im not promising all of them are going to be crazy though. I hope soon I dont have crazy dreams, instead I will have lucid dreams- its my goal and I have learned that this journal thing is the best way to start so that you improve your dream recall as well as getting used to noticing dreamsigns. Im completely new to this whole thing so when you read my journals, if you notice dream signs, PLEASE let me know- either post them or you can send me a pm. Okay... enough of the intro, on to the dreams. I started keeping a little journal a few days ago and only have two entrances, so Ill start with those.

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<div align="center">Crazy Nightmare March 6th, 2007</div> this was my very first night of trying to make it a point to remember atleast one dream. It is very vague, just so you know ahead of time The first thing that I can remember is that I was walking in a neighborhood that I have never seen. It was dark outside and there were a lot of people outside- none that I recognized and I didnt talk to any of them. As I was walking, it was almost like I just closed my eyes and the next thing I knew I was standing in the front yard of a house, facing the house. Again, I have never seen this house before either. Something told me to go in, so I went in. As I got to the door, I heard screaming inside, so I ran inside really fast. Once I got inside, the house ended up looking very familiar. Not a house that I have been in before, but it was decorated in the same style that my grandfather&#39;s houses used to always be. I walked to where the yelling was coming from and I came to a kitchen. My mother was standing at the sink with her fathers head in her hand- detacthed from his body- and was holding it under water in the sink. I told my mom that I had to call the cops- I dont know why, but that was my first thought. I went to the phone to call them and as I picked the phone up, I woke up. I woke up feeling kind of strange. I wouldnt say I was afraid or anything. It kind of felt good seeing that after I think about it more and more. My grandfather was VERY abusive towards my mother and all of her siblings. He was the cause of my grandmother&#39;s death- not directly - but she died of cancer and he would NEVER let her go to the hospital or docters. So I blame him. <div align="center">Graduation Party March 10th, 2007</div> Last night I had a few dreams. I know that I did because I remember bits and pieces, but not enough to even write about- more like glimpses that are very unclear. The one I remember kind of good took place outside in a place ive never been. People from my old football team were all outside having a bar-b-q. It was a party for people on the team that were freshman when i was a senior... They were graduation and we were having a party for them, which now doesnt make sense because they would have all graduated last year instead of now. I remember talking to my football coach and then this kid another one of my team mates (one of the half backs) pulled in the parking lot, which was across the street. He was in a beat up pick up truck and was playing his sound system really load. He had a very sexy girl in his passanger seat. I remember wacthing them as they got out of the truck, more attention to the girl of course. As they were walking over to the bar-b-q, the dream ended. One of the other dreams I had that I vaguely remember: I was telling my roomate that this was my last weekend at this house and that I was moving home with my parents. He told me it was cool cause he was moving out at the end of the month anyways. This one was wierd because it actually really happened. Not in the same way that it happened in my dream, but it did happen