Journey to Lucidity

[Amalgamadora]

These journals are in attempt to make my awareness and dream recall better. I want lucidity more than anything right now, so I will do this diligently. I'll do the color code thing so you guys that actually may read this will know when I hit Lucid, and also for my own records. Regular Dreams Lucid Dreams Ok, first of all, I had a Brainwave Entertainment CD going, the Lucidity Cycle Cd to be exact. I attempted a WILD but fell asleep. I knew that wouldn't happen since it is a more advanced technique, but that's the only way I'm able to do it since I have school going on still. During the summer I will be able to achieve so much more. Eventually I fell asleep, and the dream I remember was very random. Morning of May 22nd It started off with me and a friend, one who I only hang out with during school. His name is Justin. Apparently, in my dream he had $1000 for graduating. Also, there was another person in this dream, not physically, but he was a main part of it. His name is Carson, and I hardly even talk to him, much less know him. He stole the $1000 from Justin and we were riding our bikes through some unfamiliar neighborhood thinking of a plan to get his money back. Then it kinda shifted and we were riding the bikes down my towns main highway. At one of the convenient stores was three women and a plate of pastry looking things. I thought it was icing on top of them. I picked one up and started to eat it. Justin told me it was a fillet of fish, but pronounced it fill-et rather than fuh-lay, how it's supposed to be pronounced. I continued eating it, then woke up. Also sometime in the dream was a whale in a huge tank. It was for a split second so I don't remember the idea behind that.

[Amalgamadora]

Ok so I had some Lucidity today, but it was cut short by something waking me up. It was another dream where I was on a flat landscape, but I don't think it was the world this time. I was kind of floating in the clouds. I think it was some sort of "heaven" or "Athens" type place. Anyways I was a female for some reason lol. I for some reason ran to the edge and jumped off. When I dove into the clouds out in the distant was a HUGE version of the woman me just standing out there. After I dove I became Lucid and thought about the horrible implications of diving into nothingness so I had to will the huge monster thing of me to catch myself. Then I had to turn the camera view around because I was going to throw myself back onto the floating platform. Then I was rudely awoken. The end.