This is my DreamJournal.
I dont make notes during the night. Its all next day recall.
I started to intend to remember more on monday 19.<see joindate>
Helpful comments are welcome.
Anything between (brackets) is nondream-info.
-> means next scene.
After an empty line a new dream starts.
tuesday 20-3
snowboarding on metal boards. no snow. just asphalt and rocks. there are a lot of people from the year above me from school. some talking. i lose sight of them and end up arriving first on the other side of the mountain. the others arrive too. lots of talking again.
wednesday 21-3.
After intending to dream about driving a car before sleeping.
i'm driving a car. a boy from my childhood is sitting next to me. (he was the scapegoat being bullied for years. and kept trying to hang out with me and the people who bullied him. he was not my friend. but i didnt bully him.) driving the car on the highway.-> i remember drinking beers. we switched seats. he is driving. im next to him. he takes a turn. doesnt make it . he goes too wide. and trashes the crash barrier. im upset for my car and the fact there is a police check just behind us and they saw this happening. -> we are on a parking area left of the road. there is a touringbus from the police. we wait. they come and ask us our driving license and stuff. the guy who was driving only has fake photocopied papers. i look around on the backseat.
we have to wait undefined time. i sit in the door opening of the bus. but am not supposed to sit there. so i try to sit in the door opening of my own car. but that isnt really the same.
friday 23-3.
I woke up remembering a lot of dreams. I tried to get them not too messed up ,but i think this is about the right order.
walking with people to videostore in a little town. jpg (guy from my childhood, same age as my older brother) sees my older brother coming out the videostore, jpg talks about porn-videos -> we go in. a chinese men with a weird mustache is behind the counter,we know him. we look around. -> we are there again. the chinese says we have to behave, we look around to find a video and split up. jpg finds one about a perverted chinese swinging weights with his penis (probally the same chinese as the guy behind the counter) ,but i saw it already. third person didn't. we find some more videos -> i find a piano. i start to change the sound of it with these weird turning devices; big wheels with sort of pages. in the end i get a low sound. play some tune. (cant play piano in RL) -> i see a flyer for the movie with the chinese. a friend of mine did the music for it.
the nail of my thumb is growing another nail underneath it, i get the advice to put it in the sea water.-> boy in tweed is walking in the sea. there is a girl floating around. and some weird red necklaces that move like animals/jellyfish . -> ... dont recall more.
i have to go to the trainstation. its on a hill. black and white film style. thinking 40's. we have to walk through the sand . i stumble upon a treetrunk. 1m20 long, 40 cm diameter. some roots attached. loose the stuff in my pockets. but pick them up from under the trunk. keep walking around the station/hill -> side entrance. have to climb the stairs. -> style turns gothic as architecture. and nazi-like guards. maybe even trees in there but all black and white. more black and grey really. reach top level. chinese guy is there doing his perverted thing. his room looks like he is the king on the throne. with a little stage.
late for class. not alone. have to go up stairs.looks like security stairs outside the building. school is really light. a lot of light coming in from outside.even in the corridors. -> i sit in the classroom and the teacher<in RL she teached me digital media> asks me what i think was the best part of her classes. and i say the rules she explained at the beginning. we talk some more. -> after class i follow some people, friends of my little brother, to a bar in a basement. no windows. kinda empty place. more space than tables. we wait for something to arrive/someone to leave. then move to a empty table. -> talking , some people approach the table. beer.
birthday party from girl. two girls in a her little room and me. soft couch -> her piece of pie, so small. was burned to ashes. we try another one to lit the 3 candles on. -> there is a map in the room, i try to find moldavia (firstperson-view doesn't end ,but bird-view starts) ,but there are so many little states i can't find it. see some really little countries with just a little city and suburbs and thats it.-> turkey is the big country that connects to this amount of little states, turkey's border is a wall from sea to sea, blocking all refugees. the land on which this wall is turns into a bridge -> i see marching soldiers on the edges. so the refugees don't clutter up there. in the middle is the road for moving. i look over the edge and see multitudes of these bridges.
back to sleep: desk of teacher; i crawl around the desk of my teacher, who appears to be dead or disappeared. i find weird bottles, a photo camera, 3 rolls of film, two used one fresh. i find that out by pulling out the film a little and recognizing the shape of the film. put them back in. make a photo of nothing.->desk turns into a car and i find myself on the backseat. entered from the left side of the car. my dad is driving, racing the car in my childhood neighbourhood, dangerous driving and i tell me dad so. he doesn't listen as usually. firetruck is in the way. he swirls around. takes a corner too wide. i keep telling him to slow down and drive normally ->no more car or dad, now i'm walking with people. there seems to be a party and we are all going. -> we arrive. i sit in a armchair next to the dj. party is called 'freak in the corner' or something similar. i bleed and need bandage, for some wounds on my hands,on the side of them. the wounds are bigger on my right hand. there is a girl who organised the party. we talk. i explain her that its perfectly ok for me to be there, since the party is a freak in the corner party. and after showing my wounds on my hands and explaining i have a lot of little cuts on my hands often , she agrees its ok for me to stay.
monsters knocking on door. there are monsters knocking on the door. i'm in a hallway in an apartment. lot of wood. hallway continues to the left. frontdoor is on the left too. to the right are two roomdoors. there is a wooden staircase going down in the middle of the room. my father is acting somewhat normal. the door opens. the monsters, big fuzzy animals with a huge eye in their head, enter one by one.
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