My private/public Dream Journal

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I will post different dreams here, some public, some private. Im mostly keeping this as a reference. A lot of my dreams arent as crazy as others, So i didnt make it really for reading.

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Most of my dreams are simply boring, like movies, but this one was different. I was in my school, a sixth grader. During the dream, I felt many things going on inside of me, the strongest feeling was an overwhelming feeling that I "must not go downstairs no matter what". I went around exploring the rooms,talking to my old sixth grade friends. Occasionally participating in one of the classes and leaving because it got boring, and the teacher didnt care when i came or left. I felt very happy, but on the very insidei had a bulky feeling of restriction, like something wierd was going on. The dream was very detailed. At that moment, I became lucid. But I decided to go with the flow of the dream, because it was the best dream i'e had in a while. The Cafeteria in the school was made bigger since i left the school, and i wanted to see if there was a difference in the dream. But I still had the overwhelming feeling of not to go downstairs. I saw a buch of people going up and down the stairs, more than usual.I had the feeling that i should participate even though i still fwlt like going downstairs will bring great pain. But I went. As soon as a went downstairs, everything was in ruins. The walls were intact, but the wallpaper on the walls was ripped off, in some places the boards or even the insulation of the walls were showing, it seemed as if the school was hundreds o years old, and it was abandoned. tyhe hundreds of people i previosly saw were no longer there. Without thinking, I went back upstairs, but the upstairs was in ruins also. I had a feeling that can only be described as the feeling that you get when you go from a good dream to a nightmare, and i felt my dream ending at the same time, I ran downstairs again to see the cafeteria. On the run there, I felt as if i was being watched over by a spirtit that wanted to make me miserable, even though i was awestruck by the amazing detail of the ruins of the school. I had to see the cafeteria though. When i looked, it WAS expanded, even though it wasnt in the sixth grade. This was the most detailed dream I have had in a while. Even though it felt as if i was in a nightmare, i was still happy at the amazing detail. happy at knowing that i would never see anything so beautiful ever except in my dreams, and it was a ruined building. The feeling o being extremely happy and extremely bulked down by outside forces i couldnt and still cant describe was amazing.

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I feel lighter in my dreams. I feel more open and in my lucid dreams i feel i can do anything, and i do. instead of walking a habitually float in my LD's. I usually stay close to the ground because i feel there isnt much to do in the air but i CAN fly because i have done it before without problem. Like i said, I feel like a superhuman form of myself, like an angel. I also feel more open, I know I can do whatever I want because im in a dream. Leo Volont once told me i had a high spiritual mind or something like that.

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I had this cool dream two nights ago. I was at "school" with my friend (Ill call him Dan). I put school in quotes because It was obviously not my school, but in my dream i referred to it as school. So, I was in school and I was chilling in the halls (I can chill pretty hard so I lose track of time) until i fugured out I was like 10 minutes late for class. So I decided it would be better to skip then to come in 10 minutes late for no reason. I went in the bathroom and hid in a stall when I found an opening. I went inside the opening in the wall and found myself in a cavern thing under the school. It was structured in a way that made me think it was built by someone. It was about 50 square feet big, A little big for a hideout but It was well hidden. It was empty. I went down and I figured out that Dan followed me. I don;t know why he was skipping because he would never skip, but I didn't really care; it was someone to keep me company. I really liked the room; It instantly felt like a home to me. I decided to live down there until summer. Dan did too. I just chilled down there every day tunil about 3 days agay from summer when Dan decided to take over. I was kicked in a pit of water about 10 inches deep. Deep enough that I was face up and I was submerged, but I could still stick my mouth out of the water. I stayed down there for a couple days (I knew Summer was here, but i didn't want to try and leave with Dan in control.). So one day I lunged at his legs and pulled him into the water and knocked him out. I made him live in the water while I was in charge. The dream ended a couple days after I had taken control.

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[xcrissxcrossx] 11:54 pm: When i was little i had a dream family [xcrissxcrossx] 11:54 pm: I would have LDs all the time [xcrissxcrossx] 11:54 pm: I would go to their house and live like it was real life [xcrissxcrossx] 11:54 pm: I remeber, one day, I just had a feeling like it was the last time i would go there, I said my goodbyes and woke up [xcrissxcrossx] 11:55 pm: I had onlygone back once after that [xcrissxcrossx] 11:55 pm: and it was short [xcrissxcrossx] 11:55 pm: I felt like i shouldnt be there [xcrissxcrossx] 11:55 pm: I tried to talk to them because i missed them, but i couldnt [xcrissxcrossx] 11:55 pm: that was around whe i was 3 or 4 [eppy] 11:56 pm: aww [xcrissxcrossx] 11:56 pm: every single dream, had an orangish yelow tint from the extremely bright sunrises [xcrissxcrossx] 11:56 pm: every dream had a sunrise