Fey's Dream Journal

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As I told in my first post in the Newbie section I'm posting my first dream I recalled in the middle of the night two days ago:

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I had written it down on paper... somewhere... *grrr* Or was it just a dream I wrote down my dream? No it wasn't, I found it! ...or am I still dreaming? Well, decide on your own, if you are sure that you are actually reading this post it's very likely that I wasn't dreaming when I wrote this. But now to the dream I had (non-lucid): We came from London and headed north Arriving on a path in the middle of nowhere. Noticing the dark forest around and seeing the sun vanish at the horizon which is merely visible thru the many trees we decide to stop. We are a group of 2,3 maybe even 4 people, all in dark colored cloths outside of a carriage (maybe one person is inside) that changes it's color because of the leaving sunlight. The two horses seem very calm. Maybe one person came with me (if we where 4 that would have been very likely). Walking thru the coppice we are near a small village. The carriage and the waiting others in mind I'm beeing approached by a group of villagers which were lighted by a candle carried by one of them. They only had few laterns outside the houses and it was now very dark. *At this point my memory is very blurry* I remember talking to them and the chat was about the guy I was traveling with who waited at the carriage. They needed him for some reason I'd know he wouldn't come for. In my opinion he should come and stay so I decided to trick him. I leaved the village, went over a hill and had problems not running against the trees which coverd the light emmited by a flare at the carriage where everybody was still waiting. (For a short moment it was normal daylight again and i saw moss on a rock which made a very fresh and clean impression to me *not realizing that the sudden change of light was strange*) The black horses are very calm but their eyes are in such contrast to everything around. They are absolutley white seen from the distance I stand to them. Not evil but a mad fire which catched my attention... those eyes... The horse blinked with it's eyes in the same moment I did and I took a short breath for telling the guy who was wanted by the villagers that he had to pretend to be someone he thought he wasn't. ...I knew he was the person he would now try to act. He decided (as expected by me) to act as the person the villagers were looking for. Everybody headed now for the village. For some reason I wanted to go back to London, where we came from... I had left something behind... If there was an other girl with us she would have wnted to go with the wanted person like everyone else in our party. Nobody came with me. I am leaving alone, heading south-south-east. Then I woke up. Please ignore my change from present to past time... (I'm not good at writing (not even in german)) <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/wink.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> So, what ya think?

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06.11.04 (9 hours) MILD (6 hours) 07.11.04 (10 hours) WILD (6 hours) Some kind of dreambubble 3 times Trying to trancendent from my body (fall thru bed) ... just woke up Over the day I suddenly remembered that I was tearing of skin from my right big toe in a dream... 08.11.04 (4 hours) MILD (3 and a half hours)... I guess I could remember a little In the dream: Everything took place in a huge 70's style building with a pool and a sauna on the ground floor Somebody drew me a draft of the Endocardian bloodsystem of the human. I took naked a shower. There was also a big shop with in the basement with al kinds of stuff and groceries in the back (I bought myself a coke) Some big event seemed to take place on the upper floor and my name was nentioned to inform the people that something habbend. (I barely remembered it at first but it got pretty much by now )

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01.11.04 (10 hours) MILD 2 dreams I can't remember much of: Some kind of a transforming suite that can be used like a sleeping bag in the room my sister used to live in... very comforting thing. I can only remember that I had a dream before that one but not what it was about WILD (8 hours) one dream I can remeber a little It was about a strategy board game mixed with "Master of Orion 2" elements and "Warhammer 40000" stuff ... chasing transporters of the enemy (a friend or relative of mine) ang getting nuked by the escorte of it... 3 dreams one night, I'm getting closer .

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The whole weekend I was on a Lan-party and didn't get any sleep longer than 4 hours at all. On Monday morning (6 hours) 15.11.2004 I didn't realise that I had any dreams at all. I started thinking about it right after I opened my eyes but there only some image of an electroshocker in my mind. Tuesday (8 hours) 16.11.2004: 1 MILDs (6 hours, 1 hour awake, 20 minutes) 1 WILD (15 minutes awake, 15-25 minutes) In the MILDs I was dreaming I was recalling dreams, just not saticfieing. In my 2 dreams (can't seperate were which one ended and the other began) I had to visit people in the city I lived in till 2 weeks ago. It started in the center (a place a little deeper than the rest of the city). I decided to go east (real direction) and had the feeling of heading the right way. When I arrived I looked around, the place seemed familiar but I realised I was at the absolutly wrong place AND I was going to be late. On my way back (the place I had to go was in the opppsite direction) I passed the center of the city were I started and many people were there. It was some kind of festivl and many people tried to sell stuff nobody needs. Then I met a guy who gave away 5000$ Wookie-costumes for free if you wear one for one hour and walk around with it. (Chubaka, the hairy humanlike creature in STAR WARS is a wookie). I normally try to avoid such people (despite the fact that in reality I would have considererd to do such a fun thing (if I would have the time)) but it was already too late he talked to me while I tried to pass by. I didn't want to be impolite so I told him that I had no time for that cool Wookie-walkaround-gag. I suddenly realised that I knew the person I talked to. It was a guy who worked till a week ago with me in the same company. He joined me on my voyage for no reason and we went the hill up. We were talking about Wookies and I had to tell him that Wookies arent capable of speaking Basic (the language most people speak in starwars (I actually told him Universal but I meant Basic...)). He didn't believe me in that moment so I continued. They only understand it. They can't make those sounds due to the absence of some for that requiered organs. First he was faster than me later I started hoovering and was faster than him. It was very exhausting and when I landed I nearly fell of the cliff that came behind the mountain surrounded by wooden paths . The Landsacpe was very post-apocalyptic 8) . Wednesday... I didn't sleep at all because I made love with my new steady for 6 hours. If it goes on like that I will soon stop sleeping at all .

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18.11.2004 I had sleept from 1800 to 2400 and tried to stand up but failed and sleept till 0800... im too lazy. Well I didn't sleep enough the last 2 or 3 weeks so I guess that this once is ok. I will drink tea 40 minutes before going to bed! I will sleep more from now on! I will stand up after 6 hours of sleep! I will stay awake for atleast 30 minutes! I will write everything down I remember as soon as I open my eyes!

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19.11.2004 Mint Tea (2 big cups 40 minutes before bedtime) 2250->0450 I had 2 dreams: 1. I was a puppy in a wooden box and I *knew*, that I was reguarly inthis box. Thousands of ants covered the floor. It was some kind of experiment and my legs were without hair and very red from all those ant bites I got every day. There was a big scorpion tail in one corner that could reach every place in the box. My back was covered with green, yellow purulrnced bulges. I was only stabed by that stinger if I didn't do what the scientist behind the glas wanted me to do. The wanted me to kill and eat a big spider that was released thru a hatch into the box once in a while. I didn't intend to get pricked so once the spider came in I totally went berserk and stamped on it and ate what was left while the ants were biting me in my face. Then I woke up and made my notices. 2. Yesterday I had read something about the favourite minigames of the Final Fantasy series somewhere and in my Dream I played Triple Triad (from Finlal Fantasy 8 ) against a prisoner 2 times. Woke up. 0550->0800 No dreams at all that I could remember...

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I have the feeling that posting my dreams doesn't neccessarily increase my capabilities of remembering what happend. Also, I'll stop that for now. Maybe later some more. If some dream is worth posting I'll do so ofcourse, but my nightly nightmares would only bore you guys to tears. Still writing down my dreams on paper That means: Encoding information thru moving a liquid emitting stick that touches a 2 sided polygon with 4 edges. I can afterwards decode the information again. People all around the world seemd to have done that long time ago. It's an art passed down to me. I'll stay active elsewhere in the forums

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The others were on my right side in person and in the game and they distracted me. Even though they were playing against me I didn't play serious. I played just if it was the first time. All the buildings were unknown and one of every kind seemed to be a good thing. Suddenly 2 of them started rushing me. I was cornered and I had to escape with my units right thru the enemy lines If I wanted to stand a minimum chance to survive this. Defending would have been futile. Since my army was spred all over the map, the fog of war was only left over the unknown waters in the north, over the woods which were north-west my abandonned base. The red green coalition in the south managed to hide a big piece of giant-red's and medium-green's bases but the others realised that the only way of having a chance winning against red and medium-green was uniting against them... a big second coalition. They even needed me although I was the weakest I had the information about reds base and greens weakness of having no real defense. Red and green were very good players and knew that a big coaltition could threaten their victory so both started private messaging with every singel player except me because of my weakness. Then green saw his oportunity on how to win. He told red that even I (dark green) could turn the tide and that it would be easy to convince me to join them. Green had the plan on falling in red's back... To not make me a good target for the big coalition I was in a secretr nap NAP with red and green. Green prepared me for bombing up reds base while red was launching a first scale attack against the big coalition's first member blue. After red lost all offensive units, the second line green fleed so everybody would run on reds base (nobody except red and me knew that green had enough units to damage the big coaltion enough so that one more blow would have been enoug). Green told red earlier that it would be good if red would build furhter units after the first wave while green was holding lines. But green ran away and red could barely resist all the attacks. Red knew it was over and didn't even end the coaltion with green... everything was over. Now green was the biggest and when red was nearly done. Green started a final full scale attack on the big coaltion, I ended my membership with the big coalition and all my bobing guys blew most of the big coalitions buildings away. Green had no problem using his pretty big army on finishing everybody except me off. Green and I united and the game was over. I had horrible stats. I only had destroyed most buildings off all.

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NoneLucid Visually this dream was very vivid I can remember feeling the detail in the things I saw. The first part I remember is rahter at the end of the dream where I run thru a maue of recangular bushes with many reocuring small traps and soldiers/guards chasing after me (everything was very Alice in Wonderland style (maybe card-guards)). I had to find a special apartment in one of several high-rises which were made of old red rocks. Every time I came near one of the buildings to check if the apartment could be there the guards aproched and I had to run away, leave the mace and start all over from outside. After 2 or 3 times trying like this I started running on the bushes. Again there were many small traps on them (they were very color and playfull, with spirals and squares). I just ran over them and tried to step on as few as possible. Suddenly I saw that the apartment I was looking for was at the third or fourth floor of a building not far away. The guards were very organised and didn't like to seperate from each other so they were slow and couldn't follow me as fast. When I was at the building I jumped to the wall and hold myself at a metal bar of a balcony of the second floor. Then I climbed up the many plants that were growing at hte side of the building until I reached the apartment. I broke the door on the balcony and entered. Running right thru the apartment I knew I had to reach the corridor all apartments are connected with. After opnening and passing the main-door the corridor disappeared and I was in a room together with a professoer and his good looking lab-assistent. They were running a machine which made my dream an accessable entity thru the portal I just came thru. The portal looked like yellow water and I could see into the inside of my dream (the apartment). I convinced both to enter my dream with me and once we were inside I made doubles of them wich left the dream thru the apartment-door/other-side-portal. Leaving the originals in my dream I went outside to talk to the doubles outside my dream. They acted and proceeded to work like the originals would have. I asked them if they knew that they were not the originals and they said that they had felt strange for some time and didn't knew what it was until I asked them. They felt like they hadn't been conscious for a while. Well, I have told people in my dream that they were dream-characters and the believed me (they were not conscious and realized that). How about they telling me that I'm dreaming and I become conscious and I tell them that I felt strange for a while?