homer2020's dream journal

[homer2020]

I tried to make one a few days ago, but completely forgot about it. Right now I'm at a huge dry spell, haven't remembered a dream since May 11th, so I thought this may help. These are not all of my dreams, I've lost some pages and I've excluded some from here (they are written on paper and are too embarrassing to put on here ) April 19th I was sitting in my cafeteria at school where Kathy, my supervisor. Wanted someone to stop what they were doing, and me and Dave Z were ready to laugh our heads off. Kathy said she would count to three then she would do something about it , she counted to three and I woke up. Everyone else that would normaly be at the table were there but we weren’t sitting at “our spot” we were at the opposite end. April 21st First I had to make tea for these old guys at work, but there was no steeped tea, so I had to make more, the customer said he could wait 5 minutes. He came over to the other side of the counter to where I was, we talked for a bit, but then opened to door next to the steeped tea, which does not exist, Brad (the porter) and some woman I don’t know were both in the room talking, they were telling me how the room was the emo room, but they said it was better than where I was, because there was the huge picture of _____ (possibly someone from a tv show or Simmone, who used to work at Tim’s) I looked to my right and I was totally shocked, and I said “holy s**t wtf!?” then the old guy said “dude just calm down, chill, relax” then I woke up. April 24th Beginning of dream fuzzy, I was at the local IGA (I think it was some party) at first it was a 3rd person perspective and I was looking at the IGA, eventually I felt like I was normal again and I was leaving IGA with my friend Dave. His parents were waiting outside to pick us up, Dave decided to drive. We started to drive and we came to this wooden bridge, with no guard rails and then Dave says “Man, I hate this part” I began to feel extremely nervous. Suddenly we drive right off the bridge, luckily we landed on this hill/pillar type thing but we started to roll backwards and everyone in the van jumped out into the water below. After what felt like 15 min and passing out, I was pulled out of the water and was told that Dave was dead, his parents were fine however. I was at my house and I remember saying something like “This is a death I just can deal with” April 25th I was at church and many of the usual people were there (but the church seemed much bigger, almost looked like my school) Perhaps Josh (a friend of mine, I’m fairly certain it was him) and someone (?) else were with me and we were on some kind of hunt, or a quest. We were going around the church when we went into some room in the basement (there is no basement in RL) and there were a bunch of kid jumping around on some huge bed. The next thing I remember we were upstairs and Josh told me to get the truck and pick him up ( it was the W’s truck) But I told him “I’ve only driven one time, when Russ (a friends dad) was drunk and I was 12!” (connected to a dream I had about a week earlier before I had a DJ) I got the truck anyway (how I have no idea ) but I almost forgot to pick Josh and ? Up, but first they had to go to the park for some clue, then I woke up waiting for them. April 26th I had to go somewhere for a week (don’t know where) almost instantly I was gone and came back. When I got back my dad was looking through my e-mails and he thought I was gay. He thought every email I had was from a guy and that guy was a boyfriend (this all took place in what looked like a hospital or mental institution and looked pretty futuristic) for a while me and my dad argued for a bit, then I woke up. April 30th Nathaniel, Dave, Nathan and I (all friends of mine, from church) broke into some abandoned mansion, We tried to not let the houses around us know we were in the house. After a short while Nathaniel (a very quiet and shy guy) started to go psycho on us (this happened over a period of a few days) He started to talk about killing people, out of the blue there were other people in the house with us, some guy broke a rule and Nathaniel killed him with a small mallet ( I mean thumb sized small) we became very scared of Nathaniel and he ended up killing 2 people. Nathaniel insisted that the lights be turned off to avoid being caught, but they didn’t work properly, it only seemed like everything got somewhat dimmer. Later the four of us were in the kitchen, Dave was more off to the side, so I went over to him and said “I’d feel safr if only he didn’t have that stupid…”( I was going to say mallet) but Nathaniel looked over (almost demonic looking) and I didn’t want him to find out I was talking about him. Paul (my favourite manager from work) came into the room and asked if Nathaniel wanted some tea, I knew Nathaniel wanted to kill him, but I didn’t want him to die, so in front of me (Nathaniel left his mallet on the table in front of me) I took the mallet, Nathaniel looked at me again and I knew that he wanted me dead, after Paul. Nathaniel saw a small tea kettle in the dishwasher (very small once again) and he was going to kill him with that (this is the dishwasher Paul opened when he wanted the tea) But quickly I took it away from him, without Paul seeing. Everyone was very shocked that I would disobey Nathaniel. Nathaniel saw another tea kettle, but Paul got it before Nathaniel could. May 11th I was at work and it was near the en of my shift. A bunch of random companies were phoning trying to get us sponsored, there were about 6 companies that phoned, and I answered the phone. I didn’t really understand what was going on so I said no to all of them. Then Kerri said “hey Eric did you get an sponsors tonight?” I said “Oh, um yeah I got some, I got ____, and maybe _____” she said “Cool I got _____, ______,______” When it was 10o’clock it was the end of my shift, I gave the headset to Lara, went upstairs and went to the bathroom, went back downstairs and there were all these boxes of things the sponsors sent us. I asked if I could take some candy home, Donna said that I could. So I grabbed a cardboard box. Brad asked me if it was possible to put coffee in the box, I said yeah, and when I tried to do it, it leaked right through. So I got another box and filled it with candy, while talking to everyone about random stuff. When I was almost done, I knew that where ever I was going ( I thought I was going to school after the shift, because I was getting a coffee for me, matt, and dave) that I would need some coffee, so I took some cups and filled them all with coffee. I looked at the clock and it said that it was 1045, so I hurried out of there wondering why my dad waited so long, then met up with my dad and drove home. May 25th The only thing I remember is that I got really high with a couple friends (maybe Dave W or Dave Z, Smith, Nathan, Rob. Could have been all or some) It was I high I’ve never been or haven’t been in a long time. It was like a combination of being really high and really drunk. Someone told me (Dave W?) “Are you ripped out of your head?” I said “no man I’m ripped out of my tree!” I couldn’t really put proper sentences together, or come up with a good expressions. I was really dizzy, and couldn’t walk straight. (FYI haven’t been drunk/high for a year, yes I was a Christian during that time of my life I just had some serious backsliding, when I came to realise that I had to stop, so the next day I did)

[homer2020]

Finally remembered my dream last night!!!!..... but I completely forgot what happened >< I only remember my manager Paul being in my dream, and that's it.

[homer2020]

Nothing... again, just is getting really bad >< almost a month since a dream I could fully remember.

[homer2020]

Nothing again.... maybe it's all the school work, if that's the case I won't be dreaming for a few months now ><

[homer2020]

FINALLY DREAMS HAVE COME. Not only 1 dream but two! (although they are very short and I don't remember much) Dream 1. My hair was really long and very messy and my mom was bugging me to get a haircut. Dream 2. I woke up and wrote a dream in my DJ, really that was my dream, I woke up and the second dream wasn't there.

[homer2020]

I'm on a roll now! Another really short dream though. I had a dream that there was the person (don't know them and I couldn't see if it was male or female) but this person wanted to take a picture of me with their digital camera and I didn't really want my picture taken. And that's it...

[homer2020]

I only remember one very small detail of my dream, I remember saying "How can Mr. Bal do that?" (a teacher of mine back in grade 9 and 11, think of a super genius robot guy) I know it had something to do with him calculating some weird formula in his head and he got it right.

[homer2020]

No dream last night, but I didn't expect one nor do I expect one for a few days, getting quite stressed over my final projects, but I should be fine after Thursday. However I still could dream

[homer2020]

I just had a (maybe) dream I got up and looked around but it sounded like the door upstairs was being shut over and over again at a rate that didn't really make sense, for a second I thought "Is this a dream?" then I just went back to bed.

[homer2020]

Well I'm having more dreams than I expected, but no more stress now, so it's smooth sailing.... until summer school. Last night I had a dream was playing guitar and there were other backup musicians, but I don't know where they were coming from, I kept on playing guitar and it sounded amazing, too bad I couldn't remember what I was playing >< (I really do play guitar). Then about 3pm today I went for a nap and had this weird dream that made so very little sense that the only thing I can really say about it was that I was in space with some people and we were doing things no better description than that....

[homer2020]

I remember waking up and thinking I had a really cool dream, but I fell right back asleep and forgot it, but I can assure you it was cool :p then I had another dream and forgot that one too

[homer2020]

Nothing the past few days, guess it's because of exams.

[homer2020]

Finally had a dream the other day (but not last night) I'm also adding a dream from June 21st, that I absolutely don't remember doing >< June 21st: I was at school and I was walking around, I geuss I was hungry, I found something to eat and paid in lids... July 3rd" I was at school (seemed like it but may have been at work the whole time) and I got my report card and it was an 80% (not possible this year ) I was very happy. Later (maybe) I was at work and someone on the school board phoned me and told me I got some kind of reward, but their voice was muffled and couldn't hear very well, I didn't care because all I knew is that I won something. I tried to figure out some things (had something to do with names and me figuring out who got what in our class, hard to explain), but I did something wrong and Justin kept pointing things out that were wrong, at one point he said "only 13 remember?" I just said "oh yeah" (there was no way he could know this as it had something to do with the phone call)

[homer2020]

July 4th: Another 2 dreams Dream 1: I remember being asked a question on some game show or being asked by someone at work (probably the latter of the two) it just seemed like an awkward moment and seemed like I was under pressure. I think the question was from a ketchup package (we have trivial pursuit on ketchup packages at work....yeah), the question was "how much more percent of men are than women in the world?" then I said "I'm pretty sure 55% of the population is male" and I was right (at least in my dream, no idea what it really is) it was asked by some women who said something like "Yeah well..." she started to get defensive about it, I guess I wasn't listening, then I woke up. Dream 2: All I can remember is that I was at some convenience store and I tried to buy something, but it kept giving me insufficient funds message from my debit card. Don't know what I wanted all I know is that I wanted it and I was pretty angry.

[homer2020]

July 5th: I was at summer school and a couple of us got drunk before class. There has some sort of demonstration going on in the hall, except the school seemed different, there were escalators and it seemed really bright. So instead of going to class we thought we could skip class if we went to the demonstration we wouldn't get in trouble. So we sat in the chairs and watched, there was a police officer doing the demonstration. he had a giant breathalyser and wanted to test it out, so he asked a friend of mine (Nathaniel?) to come up and test it out. So Nathaniel did and he blew over. So the officer thought it was broken (at least thats what he said but I didn't believe him, I thought he knew about us) he told me to get up, so I did, and he told me to breath in it. When I first breathed in it and it went over, way over, he told me it must be wrong because it was way to high. the second time I didn't breath hard enough (I could tell I didn't because it felt like there wasn't enough pressure, it felt like blowing into a Poweraid bottle, with that little plastic thing that keeps the stuff in until you suck) He told me to do it harder, so when I did it said it was so high that it was almost impossible, so he said I better leave before I got in trouble, because he was the only one who could see the numbers and didn't want me to get in trouble.

[homer2020]

Nothing the last to days, I was on a roll too. I guess that what happens when I go to work in the morning after 4 hours of sleep.

[homer2020]

Just the one dream, I find that if I wake up at 3 AM and go back to sleep I have a dream, but when I'm trying to wake up at 3 I'm actually trying to WILD, but I forget when I wake up and don't know what going on the fall back asleep July 9th: I was at work and it was really dark just as I was leaving. I met up with Zach B. (some guy I know from school, we aren't friends either) and he said something about the storm that was coming. So I went home and went to bed, then I woke up and walked to the school bus. But I was at my old house, kind of, it was sort of a cross between my new house's area and my old house's, there were some hydro towers all over the place. It was raining very hard but I couldn't feel it and there was a lot of lighting, just about one bolt every second. The lightning was so close I could see the dirt flying around where the bolt was. At one point there had to have been 15-20 lightining bolt around at the same time. I came up to where the buses were parking, but it was in a weird spot, they were all along the street, and in a dirt pit. There were about 30 buses, that were picking up every student because of the storm, so I tried to find my bus. While I was looking Zach B. yelled out my name just as I found my bus, and I waved. When I went in there were only 3 other people on the bus. One looked a lot like Zach, so I assumed it was his brother, then headed to the back of the bus. Next I know is BEEEEEEP, the alarm woke me up...

[homer2020]

July 11th: I only remember one thing from my dream, I remember getting up walking to the couch and taking a bite out of my drumsticks, then swallowing it, it felt just like chewing chips.

[homer2020]

July 12th: Dream 1: A bunch of people were in some forest and we were getting picked up by some guy, it kind of looked like a camp, and in the middle there was a giant statue. We got picked up by some guy with a jeep, and some black guy I know was with us and he had a huge bag of weed, and the driver said "You can't bring that in here." so he through it out (it was purple haze) I saw it on the ground and I picked some of it up. We ended up at some toy store and there were all these people (protesters?) that were throwing rocks at the store, so the five of us started to throw toys at the people. Dream 2: me and my family were moving and I was packing things up (but it looked like an old neighbours house). There was this girl there who I never met before but I felt like I knew her forever, she was driving everybody to the other house. But every time she was going to pick me up she kept forgeting, finally I got in the car and somewhere on a dirt road I dematerialized out the car, so she had to stop and pick me up. Once again it happened, and when I got back in I said "oh man don't yo uhate the feeling when you dematerialed through the car?" she said "Yeah it's annoying". We got to the house (which was close to where I lived before) but the house looked very weird like it was upside down. Both dreams seemed and felt really weird and awkward there was some things that seemed really weird that I can't explain into words. July 14th: Had a weird dream that kind of weird to say, it had something to do with my friend taking picture of my dad and pasting him on porn pictures, then eventually doing the same thing to me, there was more to the dream but I forgot to write it down (in other words I feel back asleep) July 15th: Had a dream but didn't remember what happened. July 16th: I was in a video game store and I found a bunch of video games I like and some games I wanted. The two that stuck out were Lumines (I want this game for real, to downgrade my PSP :p) and Final Fantasy VIII but the case of FF8 waas weird it was black and the drawing were drawn in neon pink, neon red, and neon blue, I thought it looked really cool. Dream 2?: may not have been another dream, but I only remeber one small detail. I was in the shower and I noticed my toenail was really long, so I tried to bite it off.

[homer2020]

July 18th: I just remember one thing, I asked my friend how his trip in Sao Paulo (sp?) Brazil was, he said it was good (yes he was really there and can back late that night (1 - 2 AM) And I asked him if he saw the crash at the airport, he said yeah, but we go there a half hour after.

[homer2020]

July 19th: Weird very messed up dream, I remember knowing it when I got up at 4 and thinking "How in the heck does my mind think of these things just just way too weird?!" unfortunately the only thing I can really remember is talking to someone and everything being upside down. July 20th: Dream was almost the same the only thing is that me and a friend were talking then everything started to look weird, I felt bug eyed and felt like I was getting smaller, then the room started to shake and tilt eventually going upside down. I don't know what it was but it was like I took some crazy acid (never had acid before so I don't know what it's like).

[homer2020]

July 24th: I was in the basement at my friend Zach's house, and we all wanted to go swim in his pool, so we got changed and headed to his backyard, but his dad was just about to go in the pool and he was nude (he's about 50 and 300 pounds ) and he jumped in, thankfully he was facing away from us. So eventually we just said screw it and we went in anyways, for the rest of the dream we just swam around. The other days I remember having dreams but falling back asleep to quickly and forgetting them. But one morning I remember waking up (kind of) and saying in my head "Man I always have to look at everything twice to see what it really is."

[homer2020]

July 25th: I only remember leaving Bulk Barn. That's it, I think my parents woke me up.

[homer2020]

I have had one dream every day before this but for some reason every time I woke up I kept telling myself I'd still remember after I went back to sleep, which I didn't... I still remember the dream from yesterday, but it's way to embarrassing to put online, it involves me,sex, and a shower, that's all you need to know. August 2nd: I was sitting in my church but it was set up really weird it, the chairs were set up in one column. It didn't seem like very much was happening, just me and some friends were talking, Josh was next to and Jonathon and Nathan were in front of us and beside them was Mrs. Grant (who moved to NFLD quite some time ago). I leaned forward to an empty chair and for some reason I thought she would care so I said "Sorry Mrs. Grant you don't mind do you?" then she said "Of course not Eric" I must of said it at least 3 times before I leaned back because it was uncomfortable. Next I remember were all standing up I think the pastor was praying, when everyone put their hand up and started saying something. I thought it seemed way too out of place, then I wondered why I put my hands up, I looked over at my mom who seemed really confused and didn't know why everyone seemed so weird. Then everyone moved over to where there were no chairs and sat on the ground, which I did, then people started to pray and then they started to lay on the ground and started to speak in tongues . I thought "wow this is way to messed up, I don't like this" I looked over at my mom and and she was saying "This isn't right they're acting all drunk and stupid". Then I woke up and fell back asleep. The next dream (maybe might have been thinking the dream was reality as I often do when I first wake up and don't open my eyes) I started to say to myself (seemed like I was saying it to someone else) "Man I think I have to leave this church"

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August 4th: I don't remember much, butI remember looking in my wallet and finding $100 and I said "Holy crap I remember putting this here!". I woke up and thought I had a hundred dollars because the dream took place at the party I was at yesterday, so I thought it really happened... but no