Inside the Mind of X

[Shaderem X]

Ok, I'm typing this after a few minutes of finding out about it, so I think I'll give this a shot. Lucid Dreams: Italic Text Dream Signs: Bold Text Method: Underlined Text Don't expect a novel out of this.

[Mes Tarrant]

Hey! Can't wait to read some.

[Shaderem X]

So I was listening to my radio before I went to bed and it mentioned something about the last Harry Potter book. So I fell asleep, and sure enough, there was a Harry Potter: The Deathly Hollows book on my bed. I took it, and looked into it. I don't remember, but something in there reminded me of Dream Views, but not enough to get me lucid. ONLY enough to remember my Username. I opened the book, and right there on the first page was my Username, Shaderem X (for the first half of the dream, it was Shadarem X). I got very angered at this, because I'm familiar with copyright infringement. But the dream made me get really angry... REALLY, REALLY angry. I got up and began smashing things around like a mad person. I even threw my dog into the wall. I don't know how long this lasted, but it lasted long enough for me to wake up in the morning and remember my dog hitting the wall. I don't remember the end, though I do remember my name being spelled right...

[Shaderem X]

I remember doing some trouble on some beach in one dream, and I saw the cops coming. I figured "I should stop now..." But something in my head just clicked, and it was like another voice saying, "I don't have to... because I'm dreaming!" It took awhile, but sure enough, I'm jumping two stories high. I see that I'm losing my lucidity, so I rub my hands together, and it works. But the dream is still sort of fading, so I think up a lucid-clarity pill and take it. The dream is the most vivid I had ever experienced. I looked around at the buildings and how vivid they were. I was going to have lots of fun with this dream... Then my brother put his gerbil on my face and woke me up. Was a good DEILD though....

[Shaderem X]

I got out of a van one day, and was shocked at what I saw. It was my old school as I was a little toddler. It was years ago, yet all the same teachers were walking around. I went inside and saw my friends from a long time ago, the same age as they were then. I asked one of them something, but they didn't know me and ran away. At that point, I burst into tears. I walked down the hallways in sadness. I walked to the office and sat on the chair. "What's wrong?" one of the children asked. I looked up with a tear-stained face. "I sort of... I sort of know something." "What?" he asked. "You're... you're dead..." I said. The kid looked down and slowly faded away. This child actually died of a brain disorder...

[Mes Tarrant]

I got out of a van one day, and was shocked at what I saw. It was my old school as I was a little toddler. It was years ago, yet all the same teachers were walking around. I went inside and saw my friends from a long time ago, the same age as they were then. I asked one of them something, but they didn't know me and ran away. At that point, I burst into tears. I walked down the hallways in sadness. I walked to the office and sat on the chair. "What's wrong?" one of the children asked. I looked up with a tear-stained face. "I sort of... I sort of know something." "What?" he asked. "You're... you're dead..." I said. The kid looked down and slowly faded away. This child actually died of a brain disorder... Omg! wow.

[Shaderem X]

This was years ago. It was Halloween, and I was walking to my kitchen when I stopped. There was a load of mannequins in my kitchen. I turn around and ask my mom what they were but she wasn't there... and I had no voice. I felt my mouth... and there was nothing in it. No teeth, no tongue, not even the "punching bag." I looked back to the mannequins, and spotted one very scary looking. It was an old lady pushing a man on a wheelchair. But here's the scary part about it... it was trembling. Out of the whole group, that mannequin was trembling. I backed up, and suddenly it jerked its head at me. I try to scream, but there was no voice. I turned around and try to run, but it's like I'm in some mud. But I manage to make it to my living room. The hallway is blocked off, leaving me only with the window, which cannot open. I'm about to jump through it, and suddenly I see zombies outside. I turn around and see the mannequin slowly entering the room. I try to scream again. This time, it's so loud my ears ring. I scream again, and there is no voice. This time... I cannot move at all. I stand there helplessly as the mannequin walks toward me. It reaches out for me (the man in the wheelchair), and the zombies break through the windows. The man in the wheelchair grabs my face and brutally begins tearing at it, while the zombies rip into my back and pull out bones and eat my organs. As the crowd of zombies and the newly-awakened mannequins grow, I disappear into the crowd, leaving only blood able to be seen... The next time I enter a LD, I swear I'm coming back to this dream and saving my past self and destroying every frickin' zombie and mannequin with all I've got.

[Shaderem X]

I went to bed after reading a forum about someone who didn't know his method, but I knew already it was WILD. I closed my eyes and thought I would try it. In about an hour, my muscles began to clench and my world began racing in front of me. Vibrations shook my body and left me no time to panic. But then it all stopped. I felt that my world wasn't here... and it wasn't. I opened my eyes and saw green everywhere. It soon cleared and I was looking around at my dream world. I had my first WILD! I decided to do something I thought of the day before and pull out two pistols. "You be careful with that," said a girl next to me. I looked at her... why was she in my bed? She was about my age. "Who are you?" I asked. "I'm your Dream Guide..." My eyes widened. I had always wanted to meet my Dream Guide. Immediately, I thought up a Lucid Clarity Pill. This one was all red, unlike the others I thought up that were red and white. I put it in my mouth... and it exploded... I woke up on the ground... but I didn't wake up. It was a False Awakening. From there, I was not lucid.

[Shaderem X]

I was lying on the ground, my throat was slit, and I was slowly dying. No one was there to save me. Soon... I died, and I was a murder victim. I got out of my body, and as I did, five years passed. Everyone was continuing with their life. Someone had died with me, and I was with him/her. He/she told me that I could do whatever I want; fly, walk through walls, meet other dead people. But I could not do anything that involved the real world. So I did. I flew in the night sky, came back, walked through walls, and talked to other people who had passed away. But I was still shaken that the life I had had was gone in an instant, and five years had gone by. It was like a lucid, but it wasn't. After this dream, which was today, I overcame my fear of death.

[Shaderem X]

I was having a lucid dream by DILD and I was in my bathroom. My shirt was off and I was looking into a mirror. I told myself how I looked different in my dream, but it all felt so real. Right here, I could finally see how real the dream world could be. Suddenly, I saw a girl my age standing next to me. "What are we doing?" I asked. "Talking," she said. "You've seen me before. I'm your Dream Guide." Why was my shirt off is what I meant. I could see a red mark on my neck. It was not blood... it was lipstick. I looked at my Dream Guide, and she smiled as if I had realized something... and I had. Suddenly, my dream began to light up, and I knew that I was slowly slipping away from the dream state. I held her hand and tried not to let go... but I couldn't hold on. I let go, and I found myself looking into darkness. I opened my eyes. I got into the LD by realizing it was a False Awakening, but this was not. It was over.

[Shaderem X]

Well. Haven't posted in awhile, but I'm back. It's been a fucking long dryspell and I haven't shaken it yet, but I'm working on it. In fact I have some vague memories of trying to fly lucidly in my dream last night, but its not for sure. Ok, so I went to sleep last night and had a weird and scary dream. I wasn't me, in fact, I was someone else. Our city was under attack and we were all in some underground bunker. I decided to go out in fight with everyone, so I picked up an assault rifle and away from the crowd, down a dark hallway, and stepped outside. Only it wasn't outside anymore. It was a series of dark hallways. Suddenly, I heard a scream down another hallway. I run down, jump down some sort of gap, and find a door with a woman standing near it. "You alright?" I asked. She suddenly opened the door in tears and shut it in my face. "Bitch." Suddenly, I turn around and see some alien giant creature or something that scared the shit out of me. But, as easy as this, I run past it, jump up the gap, and run back into the door into the underground bunker. May this be the first nightmare I had not been murdered in, committed suicide, or randomly been killed in. God is good!

[Shaderem X]

I had this dream today. Pt. 2 is a Lucid segment of the dream, which is after the... well, you'll see. Come with me inside my very dramatic dream... I was walking in my backyard and went out into my field. I was looking for one of my friends, who I just couldn't find. A boy was next to me; I don't know him, but his name is Alex, a DC. I'm walking, looking for my friend, when I see a figure in the bushes. We walked over toward it, and it looked like a man in a suit, curled up in the bush. "Who is that guy?" I asked. We walked closer and came to the realization... the man was dead. We both gasped. Suddenly, something came out of the bush. It was a monkey with red eyes. We both gasped again. The monkey jumped past me and clawed Alex's face off. I was too shocked to run (my dream wouldn't let me), but I managed to turn around. The monkey jumped at me and clawed into my back. I fell to the ground and died. --- I heard a voice saying to me "I can bring you back." It was my own voice. Before I knew it, I woke up on the grass. My Dream Guide (who I've named Alyson) was right next to me. She hugged me tight, saying how she was glad I was alive. The wound on my back was gone, and we stood up. Alex lay dead, faceless on the grass, blood surrounding him. Suddenly, it turned nighttime, and we both ran into the house, in fear that the primate would return. "Mom!" I said as I got into the house. "Alex is dead! Something killed Alex!" I started crying, and at first my mom didn't believe me. She said I was playing a trick on her. "Mom, he's fucking dead!" She got up out of annoyance and came to the kitchen, which had a clear few of the field. She saw Alex in the distance, dead. She gasped and was about ready to run outside. "No, don't go out! That thing is still out there!" --- Next day (which came in like a minute), we were driving to Alex's parents' house. There were reports of multiple deaths on the radio of what seemed to be claw marks and severe disfigurements. We parked about a block from the house (I don't know why) and got out. We began walking. It was about five minutes before I saw the worst thing. Around the corner, the primate was running after some lady. She fell to the ground and the monkey began rapidly tearing at her body. Some men came along and began kicking the woman as she was being torn apart. The men were WITH the monkey. My family and I began running, but the men and the monkey saw us and began running after us. We were running desperately down the street... and they caught us. "Hello, people," said one man, the leader. We were kicked before a calm came upon us. "You're in the wrong place at the wrong time." "What is that thing!?" I shouted out. "This?" asked the man, looking at the monkey. "It's a Medieval Primate. Back in Medieval times, there were plenty of these primates. They couldn't be killed with swords, bullets, or muskets. They could only be killed by the minds of the gods." "What do you want with us?" asked my mom in tears. "We don't want anything from you!" shouted another man. The leader lifted his hand, telling the man to be silent. "He's right," said the leader. "But since you saw that little charade, we have to kill you all." "That's it? Mindlessly killing innocent people!?" I asked in tears. "That's the idea." The primate looked up at the leader. "He's telling me that you're a special one. He's telling me that he's killed you before. He's tasted your blood," said the leader, pointing at me. "He says that there's something inside you." "He's just a kid!" shouted my sister. "Nevertheless, you all die." The man grabbed my mom, my sister, my brother, but not me. The monkey stepped forward, ready to rip me apart. "They'll watch you die first." I suddenly felt a sense of power. It felt as if I could make it all go away. Suddenly, the men began to dissolve. "What's happening, boss?!" shouted one of the men. The monkey began to dissolve. "You are... a special one, aren't you?" asked the leader as he dissolved away. The primate was the last to go. My mom, my sister, and my brother all fell to the ground. "Is it really over?" asked my mother. "Not yet," I said. "I have one last thing to take care of..." --- End of Part 1. That "I can bring you back" part is in italics for a reason. Italics are only for lucid parts.

[Shaderem X]

Again, this is not made up. This an actual dream I had today. This is the Lucid Segment of the dream, taking place before AND after the destruction of the Medieval Primate. I woke up in my bed. It was 5:30. I quickly fell back to sleep... with a WILD. --- I was sitting in the corner in my bathroom. I looked around in lucidity as I got up. I was in a jacket with my hood up. I felt power again. I looked at my hands and my surroundings. I walked out of my bathroom and into the hallway toward the back door. I could see through the door me and Alex walking toward the back field, where we would meet our fates. I trying to open the door, but it wouldn't open. I tried to jump through the glass, but I couldn't. "Damn!" I quickly ran out the front door. NIGHT SUDDENLY TURNED TO DAY. I had to go around the house. I ran to the side field, where I could see myself in the distance. The monkey had jumped out and killed Alex. "NOO!!!" I jumped into the air, trying to fly. I couldn't. I just kept jumping far. I saw myself turn around as the monkey got ready to jump at my other self. I suddenly glided toward them, but the monkey jumped at my other self and killed him. The monkey ran into the bushes. Alyson came out of nowhere and ran to my lifeless body, crying. She couldn't see my lucid self. I knew why. I bent down to my lifeless body. It was awkward seeing myself dead in front of me. I put my hand on my non-lucid self's head. "I can bring you back." Suddenly, the wound went away, and my other self awoke. I wanted to talk to Alyson through lucidity, but I couldn't let her see me. "I would never let you go," said my other self to Alyson. We both got up to begin the journey of killing the Medieval Primate. I woke up, and it was 5:34. The most dramatic dream I've ever had! And it was Lucid! It had a plot to it, and it all made sense! The voices, the conspiracy of killing innocents! It all makes sense! It's good to be back...