I forgot to take notes on my dreams last night, so I don't remember much. I remember that there were at least two, but the details of one are completely gone. I know the other one had a bunch of scary, unique looking monsters bursting out of glass test tubes, and lots of naked people. That's all I can remember, though.
On the bright side, however, I took an afternoon nap, and managed to have no less than 3 dreams, one of them lucid. Also... as I was falling asleep, I noticed some weird stuff... not Hypnagogic Imagery, or strange sounds... but, before I was falling asleep, I seemed to be unintentionally creating plot-lines for dreams. For example, I caught myself imagining (but not seeing, or experiencing), being at my grandma's old house, and using her riding lawnmower, which seemed to shoot water everywhere. There were several other thoughts like that, that could have... I don't know... "evolved" into dreams, or something?
Another interesting thing is that all three of my dreams took place in the same setting, but they are very much separated in my mind. I know that they were different dreams, as much as it is possible to know such a thing. This place I was in, I didn't recognize at all... it seemed like a hotel room, maybe a suite. It had an odd shape... long and relatively narrow, but with a strange number of walls... I think there were at least 7. I didn't stay in this room the entire time in any of my dreams, but it was present in all of them.
It looked something like this:
Edit: There were three dreams that took place in this room (one of them was a nightmare), but two of them are gone.
3) Lucid Apprehensions</span>
I began the dream in the narrow room, still afraid, but no longer aware of exactly what to be afraid of. I looked around, and noticed the exit I had been looking for in the previous dream - a door in the wall. I went through the door, and found myself in a bathroom, which was very dim and had a very large mirror. As I was staring into the mirror, I remembered bits and pieces of the previous two dreams I had experienced, and thought that they were rather strange. I decided to do a <span style="color:green">reality check, but I didn't have to do one. Somehow, just thinking the words, "reality check" was enough, and I knew that I was dreaming.
I was still a bit frightened by my nightmare in the previous dream, but I couldn't quite pinpoint the source of my fear inside the dream. I remembered that I should do the Lucid Task of the Month, but I couldn't remember what it was, and I worried that trying too hard to think about it would knock me out of Lucidity, or wake me up, so I decided to do something else. The mirror in the bathroom was conveniently close, so I looked into it to see what would happen.
My reflection looked fairly normal, to me, but half of the mirror was darkened... the half from the top left corner to the bottom right corner, along a diagonal. This diagonal darkening cut across the mirror at such an angle that I couldn't see the top half of my face, including my eyes. I tried to touch the mirror, but when I did so, my reflection lifted the wrong hand. I lifted my right hand, and he did too, so that when we touched the mirror, our fingers were not touching. The mirror started rippling from the points where my reflection and I had touched the mirror, as if it had been a very still pond.
Then I turned away from the mirror, and was startled to discover that the diagonal darkening that had been on the mirror had carried over to the rest of my vision, so that the top right half of my vision was obscured. At this point, I knew that my lucidity was dropping, but I couldn't remember any of the techniques for staying Lucid. No, that's not quite it... it was more like... I was intentionally preventing myself from remembering any of the techniques I was supposed to know. So, I fell to the ground, and my dream faded to darkness
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