<span style="color:darkred">* FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE YOU ALL TO COMMENT ON MY LD'S AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OR HOW YOU WOULD HAVE HANDLED THE SITUATIONS*</span>

Dream Signs:
* I own things in my dream that I do not own in the waking world.
* Food does not have flavor to me at all.
* My dead cat is always alive in the dream world.
* I am always a little lighter in the dreaming world.
* The rain is not wet at all.
* There are always 2 suns.

Lucid Dreams: Roughly 200
WILD : None that I know of. <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/cry.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/>

July, 24, 2004
Tonight I thought I would face my fear of the machines from the "Matrix" dream I had the other night. Some one told me not to be scared of them because it was only a dream on here! Well I guess he was right to a degree, but when feeling the pain from being ripped apart and not being ablt to force awakening sucked! But I decided to plug my self in one last time. I started off back where my first one took place. Plugged in to the actual Matrix dodging bullets from an agent. After a while of playing with him, ( as in beating the crap out of it ) I decided to unplug my self and head to the machines. At this point I felt like I was losing control due to the fear of the painful tearing apart of my self. But I fought it. Once I saw the machine drones comming I froze time. Every thing stopped except me. I then morphed my surroundings to a field that stretched as far as I could see. Just an endless plain. the machines had dissapeard. I then felt my self falling backwards and teh ground dissapeard underneath me. At this point I lost controll over what was happening. I kept faling and falling for what felt like 5 or 6 seconds. Then I woke up. But the messed up thing, as I woke up I hit the bed as if I was actually falling in real life. I was a lil freked out.

**Does any one know why this would happen?**