Dizko's Journal - Advice Appreciated

[Dizko]

2. 31/01/08 Non – Lucid I was at some sort of dog show. I seemed to have about 5 dogs but I only used/concentrated on one. It looked like my dog Chico (as did the other 4), I was small, fluffy and ginger, but this one was fatter than Chico. It had black eyes and the fur around its eyes was black also. I told him to climb up this wooden climbing frame, something like what children would play on. It went up the wooden slope/steps, and at the top it nearly fell, so I went up after it so it would not fall. I was in some sort of assembly hall. The climbing frame was in the hall, set in a part of the wall which had been hollowed/cut out (much like my school assembly hall) to accommodate the climbing frame. There was an audience of about 50 people, but I was not nervous, nor did I feel like I was part of the show or performing, or that it was in fact a dog show. When I reached the dog, it almost had fallen, luckily all four of its feet were stuck in between the gaps in the wood, and it was hanging upside down. I went to grab it, but then it fell, landing on its feet. For some reason I asked if anyone in the audience had seen that the dog had got stuck and fallen before I could reach it, rather than I had pushed it off or something. One elder lady reported that she had seen it get stuck and fall. End. 3. 31/01/08 Non – Lucid I have a false awakening and go down to my parent’s room, wondering why I was not waked up earlier for school. My dad told me that we had all slept in, and that the time was 4.45pm. I found this funny, but still did not become lucid. Either before talking to my parents, or after, I got out of bed after having a nightmare, but this is still part of the same dream. I then went over to my computer and find that it is already turned on, and that a few of my favourite programs are running (MSN, Xfire, DOMO, Audacity). I also find that my friend Kenny is already voice connected with me through msn. I ask him, “Are there some people who will always have bad dream if they go to bed early?” he says yes. There is someone else connected on msn, but I don’t think they said anything or did anything to reveal themselves, but I knew they were there, but did not question it. I then start playing DOMO (an online game) and I’m flying (only in the game, which is normal) and I fly up onto a floating island (DOMO does not have floating islands; I probably got the idea from flyff, another mmorpg). All this flying is just In the game, it is not actually me flying. After reaching the floating island, there is some sort of catapult, I guess I’m supposed to place my character on the catapult to get launched to another floating island. After failing miserably the first time, I don’t try again. At this point, my brother is beside me, watching me playing I then attempt to make my character jump off the island and into the water, but to bring up the flying menu, and resume flying, before hitting the water. I jump off, but am too slow and my character hits the water like a brick. 4. 31/01/08 Non-Lucid This dream commences as soon as my character hits the water from the last dream, but the dream is so different that I will write it down as a completely separate dream. I’m looking at a wide stream, its not really me, it’s like I’m watching a movie. I see something hit the water, (probably my character from the last dream). It was a person. But when they climb out, it is just an empty suit of armour, moving by itself. It is not wearing a helmet, gloves, or boots, just the part of a knight’s armour that would cover the torso and tops of the legs. It is black, with some red. It stands beside the river, on a grey, manmade path/pier. As the water drips off, the person becomes visible. He has longish blond hair. I then hear a voice form behind the scene. It says, “Aren’t you on your way? Get back to work!” It was a strong English accent that would be expected from a knight. The suit apologises, and at this point the full body is now visible, as if being wet made the man invisible. “Yes master!”, he says, and he runs down the riverside path. The mans wife, or girlfriend, who obviously did not want him to go wherever he was going (probably some sort of battle or something) came running after him. For some reason she was wearing the same sort of armour as him, black with a few red outlines. He shouts at her, saying “Get back foul woman! Don’t try to hinder me from my quest!” He runs from her, and gets to the end of the path; he knocks the door for it to be opened, so that he can slip inside without this girl catching up to him. There is someone on the other side of the door, but they do not open it. End. 5. 31/01/08 Non-Lucid I am lying down on the wooden floor in my family room, watching TV. So is my sister and someone else, who I don’t really look at or know. My Mum and Dad enter the room. My dad tells me to ‘guard’ the house, as it was night time. I then begin to practice my ‘powers’. I know I can do anything I want, but I still don’t really realise that I am dreaming. I turn invisible, and confirm with my sister, Jodie, that it has worked. I walk through the front wall into the garden. For some reason my parents are already back, and have my grand parents with them. They can see me, so my invisibility did not work too well. I then dive through the window of the same wall, and resume watching TV. (I passed through the window, I did not smash it) How can i pass through walls without becoming lucid?

[Dizko]

Im so annoyed! (quoted from other topic) I'd been too scared to successfully go through with a WILD. Ive got close twice before. So i was trying the finger tapping technique all morning, because i was having a lie in, and i was in a sleepy state and in and out of conciousness, the whole morning, pretty much a good state for dreaming for me. So the finger thing wasnt working, probably because i was too tired, or not tired enough at times. I was just lying there, feeling sleepy, then i rolled over on my back. I then remeberd hearing something from the forums, about focusing on your exhales, with each exhale making you feel heavier. And then bam! I mean, litterally 5 seconds later (im guessing i wasnt as awake as i thought) i felt like i was sinking, and i just knew that i was wilding. I had dreaded this for ages, but it was nothing like i expected. I was sinking so fast it was actually so much fun. Then i started feeling like i was shaking, i could hear very loud white noise, or wind in my ears. I was also paralysed from what i could tell. So i was shaking and hearing this noise, sort of in waves, like on a roller coaster. ......wwwooooahhhhhhh..........wwooooAHHHHHHH..... .woooooaaaaHhhhh... I was really enjoying it. But the problem with windling is, that for a good amount of time through the process, i am still very concious of other things going on in the world around them. And that is what ruined it for me. I heard my mum coming up the stairs, and my WILD started to fade. I hadn't even got to enter my dream. I felt power to my body coming bad, very slowly. Then my mum laughed very loudly at somthing my dad said, and it was like someone had flicked a switch. I realised just how far down the WILD road i was, because it felt like someone at yanked me from the wild state, all the way back to fully mobile, boring, reality. Man...Im not happy >_< But at least im not scared to try again.