Pauzle's Public Periodical

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EDIT: I don't record my dreams anymore. It's been too hard to keep a consistent sleeping schedule now that school is back in session. To make it easier for me, and anyone who might read this, I have things highlighted like so: Dream (Story) Lucid Dream (Story) Opinions/Information I'll post here whenever I have a dream, since I am on the computer a lot. If I don't post, it means I didn't have a dream, was too busy to go to the computer, or my dream was so blurry or unclear that it wouldn't make sense typing it here. Actually, in my DJ, I only write key parts of my dreams. I remember them completely after looking at the notes, but I think writing them in sentences would be better, because in awhile I probably won't be able to interpret the notes.

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12/25|26/08 I was outside, laying down, and playing my laptop on the end of my house's block. There was one car driving the wrong direction on the street. The car then made a U-turn to go the right direction. A person playing the piano appeared at an intersection. Many cars stopped because of him. I saw the piano player's papers on the street, close enough for me to read them. I was looking through them when the piano player guy started walking to me. It started pouring rain. I went inside with my laptop and went up to my room. My Mother and her 'friend' were painting my room. They were both wearing white shirts with a picture of pikachu on it... I didn't see any new paint colors anywhere, but they were brushing the wall left of my door. It was very late and I went into my bed. I quickly got out of bed. I don't remember sleeping or anything. It was like I went into bed and got out a second later. My cellphone rang. A boy, who I associated with one of my classmates named Gary, called. I don't actually know anyone named Gary. He wanted to know if I did the homework due today. He said that he thought I didn't because he thought I wasted my time in the playing in the rain. I said I did my homework, but I lied. I went to my backpack to do some last-minute work, but I then realized it was Winter Break, and I woke up. One word that I remember me or Gary saying is "What". I have a lot of Winter Break homework/projects to do, and my laptop recently stopped working (I'm still sad about that), which might explain some parts of my dream. Clarity (Vividness) - Great Time (How long it seemed) -Great 12/25|26/08 My brother and I were in this room I don't remember, with a new, fancy-looking, shiny car in the middle of the room. Because of the car, we painted the whole room and everything in it, including the car, in a golden paint. My brother wanted something that the car was supposed to come with, but we couldn't find it. I remember him specifically looking in this upper compartment of the car. Clarity (Vividness) - So-So Time (How long it seemed) - Bad

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12/26|27/08 I was on the floor, looking up at a group of people wearing really big 'tiki' masks. Clarity (Vividness) - Bad Time (How long it seemed) - Terrible

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12/28|29/08 Tonight was kind of weird. I woke up in the middle of the night without an alarm, and couldn't remember a dream. I decided to try and have a WILD. I tried to keep really still, and began to count my breaths till like, 350. I found myself swallowing a lot. I read that you should just swallow whenever you need to and not think about it, but I just kept swallowing again and again... <.< After 350, I kind of just relaxed after every breath and tried not to think too hard. No success, I felt numb legs and feet but nothing else. I waited for a really long time, and just gave up, because I was tired and wanted to sleep. I turned over to lie on my back. I found it hard to stop thinking and just fall asleep. Usually I fall asleep easily, especially so late at night. All of a sudden, I heard this buzzing noise. It sounded like my phone on vibrate, but my phone was turned off tonight. After the buzzing sound, I immediately felt this small but somewhat comfortable vibration go over my body. It only lasted a second. I started seeing these gray lines in my head. At one point I think I saw this drawing of a person, looking like a kindergartener drew it. Then, all the lines dissapeared and I woke up. I think I was thinking too hard about what was happening or something. The weird lines only lasted 30 seconds, at most. When I woke up, I did an RC just to make sure... I was awake and really tired, so I turned over again and went to sleep. I don't like trying to WILD, it took more than an hour to get that vibration, and I lost a lot of sleep. Maybe I should just focus on hoping for a DILD as my first lucid.

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12/29|30/08 There was this supposedly famous actor watching TV. The man jumps up and starts yelling, while constantly flipping channels. On every channel there is a story about the actor and his/her 'before secret projects'. Clarity (Vividness) - So-So Time (How long it seemed) - So-So 12/29|30/08 I was at my computer, on newgrounds.com. I just clicked the button to begin playing SSF2. SSF2(Super Smash Flash Two) is a game being developed, I tried to help with it's progress, and did a few things for the game. Not a lot, but still some. I clicked the game and went straight to the credits. A voice came up along with a scrolling of everyone's names who worked on the game. A girl was talking (she was the announcer) with Cleod9 (the 'maker' of the game) about all the people. My name, Pauzle, never came up, and I was disappointed. Clarity (Vividness) - Good Time (How long it seemed) - So-So

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12/30|31/08 I woke up from sleep and saw this girl from school beside my bed. I don't really know her. We talked about how I had missed school because of a sickness and how I will have to do all the homework I missed. She was holding this shirt which was folded inside-out. I asked if it was my shirt, and she said yes, and then left. I went back to bed. I woke up again from sleep to see my friend, David, beside me. We began talking, and laughed a lot about something. I think we were talking about video games, but I can't really remember. Don't you love how all these dreams are so entertaining and interesting? ...sarcasm Clarity (Vividness) - Good Time (How long it seemed) - Good 12/30|31/08 I was at the beach house, the one my Dad's friend's family usually rents for a week or so. When we went inside, my Dad was suspicious there might be bugs somewhere in the house. We all went to the back porch to admire the view. My and my Dad then went inside. I walked around the couch and spotted a very very small spider. My Dad went to get a tissue. Then, two of the spider's legs grew like, a foot long, and the tips of those legs glowed a white light. The spider then started jumping and running all around the room. I somehow got caught in the couch and the spider was inching closer. My Dad was busy looking for tissues somewhere and everyone else was outside. I woke up. Clarity (Vividness) - Good Time (How long it seemed) - Good

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1/0|1/09 I was at my Middle School. I was in 8th grade, it was the end of the day. When I walked down the hall to exit the school, the teacher of this 6th grade class told me that I had to spend tomorrow in 6th grade. I'm certainly short enough to blend in as a 6th grader. I thought it was because I did something wrong, or it was a plan to teach me a lesson. I started walking home. All of a sudden, it was tomorrow and I was in the 6th grade class being introduced as a new student. I went to an empty table and she gave me an assessment test to see what I already knew. It was really easy, I didn't get any questions wrong. When I went back to the table after giving in the test and taking a seat, I noticed all the before empty seats were now occupied with other students. The teacher left the room. All the other kids started talking to me about things. I somehow became friends with many of the people. The teacher came back in with a big smile and gave me a small packet, which had questions about US History. I didn't finish in time for lunch, but when I gave it back to the teacher, she smiled really big again and told me how smart I was. I don't remember how lunch and the periods after went. I walked out of the school, taking a different exit then what I usually took in 8th grade. Then, a teacher came to me, and asked why I wasn't in my classes. He was old and had hardly any hair. The hair he did have was white. There were many wrinkles around his eyes. I don't know why I remember this man's facial features so much... I all of a sudden thought the whole reason I went to the 6th grade was because I had dreamed about it the night before, and went there because of thinking my dream was real. I didn't say anything. A group of my current friends came and asked what happened to me. I started to get anxious. My newly made 6th grader friends came and told the teacher what happened. I couldn't make out what they were saying because my current friends kept asking me questions. The teacher came back to me and told me it was alright. I was to go to my 8th grade class tomorrow. I started walking home, taking a different path than I did in 8th grade. A person behind me through a quarter past me and ran to pick it up. He was a person I knew, but I wouldn't consider him a friend. We talked about things, and then one of his friends came up to join us. A person up ahead in the block threw a quarter at us, and I ducked to avoid getting hit. It's weird, why would people throw their money at others? I felt the quarter bounce off my back. Now, another guy I know, but aren't really friends with came and picked up the quarter. He threw it across the street. The guy at the end of the block yelled at him and soon everyone was yelling at each other. I walked home, as I didn't want to get into the argument about quarters. <.< I noticed that this new path was a lot quicker than my other path I usually took. It was only like 3 blocks away, but that was impossible, as my house is pretty far away from my Middle School. I woke up. Clarity (Vividness) - Great (I remember in very good detail what had happened, besides the fact that I don't remember lunch and the periods after.) Time (How long it seemed) - Great 1/0|1/09 I was on my computer. I looked at the time, at the bottom right corner. It said it was 2:##. (don't remember the #s) I never stay up that late, so I looked again. Now it was 12:##. I heard my brother in the other room. I looked at the bottom of my closed door, the lights were on in the hall. I looked back at the time, 5:##. I stepped into the hall and saw my parent's room's door was opened, I went in. The TV was on, my father was watching it. My Mom wasn't there. On the TV was my Dad, half-naked (no shirt, yes pants), even though he was wearing a shirt in outside the TV. I asked what he was doing. My Dad started talking about this virtual thing, having to do with his body. He made the program he was using on the TV sound really complicated, and he went on and on about it. On the TV, the hairs on his body looked really fake, like black stripes. Clarity (Vividness) - Good Time (How long it seemed) - Good

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1/1|2/09 My family and I were at home, but this wasn't my same house. It was sort of in a cave, but the cave wasn't really dark or wet like you would think of a cave. There were stalactites over the roof of the house. At some point, stalagmites formed under the house and went through the flooring. Everyone started to worry, and then the stalactites also grew, crossing through the roof. Both just kept growing at an insanely fast rate, and soon the whole house was split up due to them. There were like, about 20 different rooms now?--separated by the stalagmites and stalactites. Someone yelled to try and get out of the cave as fast as we could, I think it was my Dad. I jumped from room to room. I had an extremely unnatural ability to jump, it seems. The whole family made it out alive right before the house was destroyed entirely. The family went into the car and started a long drive to the new house. My brother was really upset because, apparently he had a girlfriend of which he would leave behind after going to a new house so much farther away than the other one. He doesn't have a gf in real life. My brother is 16. When we got to the new house, I noticed two hovering stalactites over the roof. My brother was suggesting we go to another house, because he didn't want to live in a house with any rock formations above or below. <.< My Dad didn't care, and we all walked inside the house. I woke up. Clarity (Vividness) - Good Time (How long it seemed) - Great (wow, pretty long dreams all of a sudden. awesome. x3)

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Okay, because school started again after Winter Break I have been remembering hardly any dreams. All that I have are blurry and really short, and I didn't feel like typing such dreams. Right now I have two dreams to type up though. 1/14|15/09 I was in my kitchen, and for some reason did a hand RC. I had six fingers. It was hard to believe it, so I also did a nose RC and the clock RC. They both failed too. I had a huge smile on my face and ran out the door. I forgot to try and make my dream more clear/vivid by rubbing my hands together or shouting "Stabilize", along the lines of that. After running out the door, I see this old fat lady. She says to me that she is my Mom but she obviously isn't. I ignore her and run away, because I really wanted to explore. All the houses on the blocks looked exactly the same and so did the streets and everything else. On one of the sidewalks I see these two girls who might have been twins. They started yelling at me about what my friend or brother did. (I forget which) I said to them something around the lines of "I have no idea what you are talking about," and started running again. ;p I came to this open space and tried to fly, since there was nothing interesting to explore. I run, jump, and tried to fly like superman but I fell down... I tried twice more, but it wasn't working. I start running again... <.< Shortly after, I come to something unusual. There is an old gate in front of me. I opened it and went inside. It looked like an abandoned Halloween Carnival or something, but the ones that aren't meant to make the people have fun and laugh but instead to scare them for amusement. Suddenly it got darker outside. There were all these horrific props used in the carnival to scare their people. They had blood on them and still made sounds when I walked near. It was creepy... I was going to go back out, but I forgot which way the exit was. Then, I try to fly in a different way. I ran in place and then jumped while trying to run in the air. It worked. I was running in the air, which you could say was flying. So I ran in the sky over the fences and out of the Carnival place. It was still dark out. When I was flying, I noticed that I couldn't go fast at all. It would be much quicker to run. But I liked flying over the trees so I didn't care. It was beautiful. Then I had a FA. I was in my room and went to school. I somehow ended up in science class without remembering packing my bags, having breakfast, going into the school, etc. I was sitting on a long table with half of my regular class with another half class, two grades below, on the other side. This one kid on the other side was giving me this weird look. The teacher says something I don't remember and then it becomes all blurry. Then I woke up and thought that my my lucid was just a dream where I went lucid, and that's because it wasn't really that vivid. But it had to be an LD, because I had control in the dream. ^^ I had my first LD! Yay! 12/16|17/08 My mother, my grandmother, and I were watching TV. There was this commercial about how you could buy any animal you wanted with this program, at low cost. It showed all these happy people holding bugs. At the end it said something like, "Act now and triple your offer! Get three of your selected animal!" I joked about how you wouldn't buy a bug if all the animals you could choose costed the same. You would buy a whale or a penguin instead. My mother and my grandmother started laughing...

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1/24|25/09 I was walking with this older man to my apartment, because 'something' went wrong there and the other people in the room made me get help. I don't know why, but I knew this guy could help, and so he agreed to come with me. While walking to the apartment, he asked what level my room was on. I couldn't remember, so I told him that I could remember where my room was using muscle memory. That sounded really stupid to me, so I did a hand RC. I realized my index and pinky were sticking out in weird directions, and that I couldn't move them. After that, I realized how I don't live in an apartment, and that I couldn't even remember the problem that was happening at the apartment. I went lucid.^^ I told the man with me that I was in a lucid dream. He gave me the impression that having a lucid was normal and that he didn't care. I went and tried to fly, but unlike in my first LD, I didn't want to spend a lot of time trying. I tried to fly twice, once as the superman type, the other as that walking on the air type, neither worked. I started walking back to the man, and wanted to see where it might lead from there, but my cellphone rang... I didn't know I was even carrying my cellphone. A guy who I didn't know, but I somehow associated with being a person stuck at the apartment, said that I should climb up the ladder next to me and then try walking on the air to the top of another house.... then he hanged up. I stopped walking towards the man and decided to do what he said. I started walking but gradually fell back down the floor. I just went walking back to the man, but then remembered that I could 'stabilize' a lucid dream by rubbing my hands together. As I rubbed my hands, everything started to become really clear. I seemed to be able to think better too. At this point, I felt like I thought I should feel in a lucid dream, just like reality, but with the ability to do whatever you want. (In my first LD, I woke up not even knowing if it was really an LD or not, in this one, I was certain because of what happened after rubbing my hands) I looked around at this place I was in for a moment, and then looked at the older man. But, instead of the older man being there, a floating head took his spot. The floating head was my head. No blood or neck or anything, just my head. It was really realistic too. I should have become really scared, but I wasn't, for some reason. The head's eyes were staring at me... and then everything except that head became really blurry. My eyes started to close, and I couldn't open them. After that, I woke up. Hurray for another lucid! ;D (Too bad I'm not really having that many dreams...) (Btw, I'm doing all my dreams in past tense, I tried present in my first LD but I didn't like typing like that. <.<)