Chris's Dream Journal

[Chris88]

I don't expect many responses here but I am just using this as my journal. People are free to comment with regards to any of it. I don't mind. I don't know if these will be lucid, I have had a few but if they're not I'm still going to include them. Probably wont make any sense to anyone but myself but if any of you have similar dreams or similar themes then please tell me about it. Some of this might be embarrasing for me but whatever lol March 23, 2008 - sunday I don't remember this fully but here are the keywords: competition road woman's hair (shiny and smooth) ejaculation masturbating wearing a condom an old school friend girls I hope to work on remembering my dreams better and this will probably help. The dream interpretations at first sound like cold reads (ie. apply to everyone, maybe they do, I don't know. e.g. "you always look for the best in people and tend to put others needs before your own) which I'm skeptical about with regard to psychics and astrology. But these interpretations are SPOT ON and I'm pretty amazed at how accurate they are for me. I have been working a lot on improving my social life and putting my personality out there, being more confident and I feel like a barrier for me is hooking up with girls and stuff like that, even though my knowledge in that area is HUGE.

[Chris88]

March 25, 2008 - tuesday I don't remember this fully again but here are the keywords: door crumbling twins celebrity cup ball laugh weight fall tennis help floor boy fence Ok I don't remember it in sequence or anything, does this make any difference? I remember a boy falling over and I go over and help him up. What's interesting is he fell, seeing someone else fall according to interpreter meant a secret desire to see the downfall of someone. Interesting because I've had thoughts that one friend in particular (actually 2) will be envious or hate me if he sees me being successful or trying to improve my life -- this would be like going and chatting up girls in a club or just any kind of success with girls. I learn a lot about this stuff, I have to get over my own fear of this, make it consistent. Apart from getting over my own fear, my friend MAY not like me doing that and it's my life so I have to do it anyway. In the dream I helped the boy back up. " Having a dream that your are helping someone indicates your willingness to compromise your beliefs toward a greater accomplishment. It also denotes your efforts to combine your talents or energies to achieve a mutual goal. " Now I see this like, he's going to dislike what I'm doing short term but really it's for the best. Whether that's best for me (probably) or best for both of us I dont know. I study pick-up/seduction so I know (truly KNOW on a deep level) that my life would be better if I could get over one of my fears. I don't think my friend would like this because it would mean me changing my behaviours in certain ways. Anyway back on to the rest of the dream I dreamt about us playing tennis, there was a high green fence which we used to have at our high schools. There was two sides between this big fence. I also remember a weight lying on the floor, I picked it up I think. This is pretty interesting