Looking for Her Star

[Amethyst Star]

If you want to loook at some earlier dreams you can find them at: http://www.geocities.com/venmar_minstrel/index.html , otherwise proceed on down <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/smiley.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> -Amé

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Perhaps I should update it...

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Currently updating. I'm now up to 8-12-04! Only about 4 months of writing to catch up on! -Amé

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I'm too lazy to update the website right now so I'll put last night's dream here: Like this morning, I had a really cool dream. (The coolness of a dream seems to reflect how much you'll remember it for some reason 8) ) In it I was in this "store". There'a me, another good guy, and a bad guy. (There always seems to be a bad guy in my dreams) Anyway, I'm walking around and somehow a fight is initiated. The BG takes out the other good guy (a tall, middle-aged man), and I'm the only one left fighting him. At one point I hop up on one of the shelf tops and jump over to the other side of the store. He follows me and I go back. He once again follows me and I somehow end up beating him. He seems genuinely sorry for what he's done and I also feel kind of bad, but remember what kind of person he is. Anyway, the dream goes on and I end up in this new building that's kind of like a hotel, but the rooms are not back-to-back. I'm walking around with this lady and a little girl There was more to it but I don't recall a lot of the details. Then again, I'm trying to build recall w/out a journal. -Amé

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I need to start recording my dreams again so I an improve my (currently crappy) recall. Last night, there was something about Coke (the drink, not the drug). Also, as if I were in some video game, I was walking under a "bridge" and used my super powers to shoot fireballs up at a figure on top of the bridge. Then I went around with my other super-hero friends. Other than that, I can't recall what happened.

[Amethyst Star]

Ok, I'll post my most recent dreams (from the past week). Keep in mind I'm still building my "fractured" recall and so I'm not quite as certain about certain details as they could be. Here I go. April 4th, 2005 First dream: all I can recall is something about chemistry. Then, I'm with my b/f's mom and two brothers (but not him) We're in a room with ~10 or so nice-looking cars ---the cars they'd gradually bought over time (IRL, they're not rich at all) The mom asks me for help with one car ---she's nt sure how to do something simple (turn on the lights?) I walk around the different cars, they all seem the same or very similar She also needs help moving them Then I'm with greywolfpoet ---We're trying to get on this ship ---I'm some kind of official They won't let me (us?) on because they don't think I'm an American ---(pan-out onto very long "dock" filled with illegal aliens) I show them my social security card. I wake up.

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4-5-05 I'm traveling back to school with my dad Then I'm at home (new house) --A family friend is there --she leaves but comes back Me, mom, and dad go outside to wait for her One of the trees in front of our house has nuts growing --I pick some --I show them to my dad ----he thinks those kinds are gross but I don't care The lady returns We go around the SEast hill and look at my hometown Then, I'm down about where our theater should be --It's just a parking lot --I'm with the marching band and we're doing a field show At one point I put on a "bunny costume" someone else was wearing --It doesn't fit, too small --I'm embarassed Then I'm in this library/bookstore waiting to be picked up I look around and see a book in particular --it looks familiar ---it has a small green gem hanging on the side (one around it is blue) --they're the same book but the gem reflects an element (earth, water) - displayed on cover I look at my watch and it's very late I ask the "librarian" for the phone --he shows me this (~computer?) screen ----there's a password He tells me I can't leave until I figure out the puzzle I do some stuff but end up messing it up --it goes to a page that requires a ~password(?) I hand the flat-screen back to the guy' Someone else walks in I wake up.

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4-6-05 I go down to "San Diego" with my mom (IRL I've never been there) --my sister is down there --I walk along a beach a little bit I go swimming in the "ocean" - becomes this small "cove"(?) --as I'm swimming in the cove I see this super-hot rock --it's rising up and I get out of the way ----there's writing on it but I don't recall what it said (the text was clear in the dream) I'm "playing starcraft" --I get distracted trying to kill something then I'm attacked --I think only one thing is left --all of my units had been changing --at the same time they all change and attack the attackers I'm looking at messages from DV people (not-so-random posts) I don't recall what they're about exactly --some complaints --something about a chat I'm kind of upset by certain things' I'm in this room with a friend - we're talking I go into another room (temporarily my bedroom) --I put on a movie --I stop it --I put on "Fight Club" to see a particular scene (that IRL isn't in the movie) I never get to it --Others come in and I leave I'm with a girl Something happens and I think I lose my voice. I'm walking around with a mute girl --I start saying stuff without using my vocal cords (breath and mouth moving) Then I find I didn't lose my voice

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4-7-05 I'm on this trip with my parents, sister, and brother Blake --we meet up with family friends ----they brought their dog (different from IRL) and guinea pig (will continue later)

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Um, all I could remember for last night (because it was rather odd) was that I was trimming my fingernails. I needed to do it in real life and apparently I thought it was necessary. What a waste of a perfectly good dream.

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Yeah, I met the Phantom again I'm hoping one day we can become good friends! 4-22-05 First, I come in on the bus (that ran on train-tracks) ---I don't recall why I went (somewhere) ---The bus was supposed to be back later. Eventually people arrive to pick me up We end up going into a large building nearby There's a live performance of "The Phantom of the Opera" (IRL, yes I'm obsessed) ---I'm going around trying to find a seat ---I end up in the balcony which doesn't seem that sturdy Eventually things start to go wrong and the Phantom gets angry ---something wrong with the music (?) The Phantom then requires the movie soundtrack to sing to ---I'm excited because I have it in my backpack I'm told one of my cousins has the Broadway music ---I go back and look for my copy anyway ---He's singing to the Broadway version and I don't like it. The Phantom starts lighting the balcony on fire ---I'm looking through my stuff and have to pull it away from the fire ------I also manage to put out a tiny bit that's close to me ---The fire eventually goes out on its own The performance goes on and I find my CD I start to go down to give it to him In the hallway I peer into another adjacent theater where there are a bunch of actors rehearsing for another performance I think the play is almost over anyway and go back ---the actors from the other theater start to join me When the play is over I rush down to see the Phantom I apologize for not having been able to give him the CD He accepts it and is glad to have it anyway (Time moves forward) I go into this home (similar size as the balcony) ---there's old stuff everywhere There's an older lady I say hello to (my mom?) ---We talk I end up using her microwave ---there's no door, and below the area where the food goes, there are stiff buttons with the minute numbers that are supposed to be pressed ---I'm also microwaving something metallic but nothing happens As were talking I look out the window and see the hill overlooking my school I take a "chicken finger" (?) and draw on the hill ---I make a brown mark on it in the shape of a cross I look at the hill again and there are large signs ---one at first glance says something like it's for "NYNINA" (New York Nina) ---I think it's talking about Aquanina andlaugh I look at it again and the text has changed ---I attribute the mistake to my poor eyesight and it being far away I start looking at some of the other text on the hill ---it's an advertisement for elections, etc. I wake up.

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4-25-05 First Dream (I don't recall much) I'm invited to be part of a society of college students I go with half to a building in an area around my church ---our group consists of writers/composers/poets/actors/TV people (producers/directors) ---my b/f is there as well ------I think he's becoming more skillful I end up walking back to the main campus ---doesn't take as long as I'd thoght On the main campus are artists,etc. I walk around inside a main building. *I wake up Following dream(s)? I'm down at the main intersection by an elementary school There's something abot Mario, Peach, etc. For some reason I'm out on a highway to La Grande ---something about Spongebob Our family is having a barbecue ---for some reason my 2nd oldest brother hand-cuffed my oldest brother and a friend to two poles ---my dad lets them go Then I'm in a big group (the marching band?) We've just gotten word about a performance We're all lined up and head towards the dressing room (?) *I wake up*

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4-26-05 First dream (I don't recall much) All I recall is standing outside in the Turner Hall parking lot In the Dell Brown Room is a kegger (or something involving beer) ---it's supposed to start at midnight ---there's already a line started on the handicapped ramp I'm planning on doing something else with my friends; <span style="color:violet">I'm not interested in going anyway</span> ---we're also outside ---we're (I'm) waiting for a ride I'm with lucidnina <span style="color:violet">again</span> For some reason I/we start singing "I like big butts" I'm joined by someone else (I don't recall who) *I wake up (next dream, general brown overlay to everything) I'm in Pendleton down by where a mexican restaurant should be (but it's not there) I have a bike A group of cyclers is going by and after cars pass and there's an opening in the group I move in (not to join the group) ---there's this African guy who's angry that I'm in front of him ---most of the group is professional cyclists ---I'm going fast enough where I'm not really in the way We end up by the park by Albertson's Then the dream goes to camera view I'm looking at several murderers ---it's like a TV show I'm in the hallway of another school looking at a mother and son ---I don't recall which one is the convict Then I'm with two other people ---we're in the mafia and are going to meet our leader A car passes by and the occupants taunt us ---we're walking through a field and I'm upset that they're not doing what they're supposed to do -----<span style="color:violet">They're supposed to walk through the field up to the meeting place</span> We're inside the home The leader is speakin ---he's upset because some of our members aren't faithful to him ---the 3rd person in my trio swears his devotion I know that he knows that we're loyal to him and he's refering to the new members I smoke a cigarette <span style="color:violet"> which I don't do IRL </span> ---I inhale to see the end light up ---there's no smoke and I'm not affected ---I'm very mindful of where the ash falls *I wake up

[Yume]

You really are a good person who has a heart that cares. <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/wink.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> Your dreams all have a close connection to one another. They seem to all reach a certain point, but I can't be sure what it is.

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For some reason, all of my recall went out of the window on the 27th. One of those nights where I'm constantly waking up over and over again. Oh well. Here's today's. Much of it was written later in the day so some details I've forgotten. 4-28-05 First, I'm up at southgate back home I make my way down to Melanie Square (a small shopping area) While in a car, I decide to give two guys a ride ---they're convicted murderers but I'm not worried We're in Wal-Mart and they're buying some stuff ---they go to pay for it but get upset when they can't ---they're not allowed to for some reason (I can't recall) I go over and look at some games (for computer?) I'm with an old acquaintance (who's never really been my friend IRL, but who I associated with) She is showing me an RP game that she often plays ---it's being played out in real life, though, and I end up going around the store a bit <span style="color:violet">Dang it! I just realized I was in another large open space!</span> After that is over, she tells me not to forget about the <span style="color:blue">Ninja Monkey</span>. ---I see the ninja monkey and think it's wierd. There's something about another RP (I don't recall) Then I'm with two girls and we're walking down this road which eventually becomes a cooridor A group of Jews walks by and we join up with them We enter a <span style="color:violet">large open room</span> ---There are gems everywhere but they're all flat against the wall ---There's one section of the wall where a large flat slab of amethyst is ---I'm shocked There's also a large pool that makes up a good deal of the room ---it's like a Romanesque bath where the inside is very open and has columns (only no naked people) I see the queen (of this building) and go over to her There's this man Something about being in a back room (I think something risque was going to happen) Something about someone being bethrothed Girls talking Then I'm in the marching band We're in another city and performing a field show It's very odd and involves these ropes/flags (?) ---they're moved around and the flag team jumps over it as it moves We have "lunch" (we don't actually eat anything as the dream changes) In the building we're in, there are these aliens who are terrorizing people ---they've got this power that I can't recall and the more people try to stop them the more powerful they become I know how to stop them but I wake up before I can Something about homework *I wake up -------------------------------------------------------------------------- (I warned you that I'd forgotten a lot)

[Amethyst Star]

I don't remember everything from my dreams last night, except my last one was entertaining. But for the main part, my dream consisted of me turning to the dark side. *once again curses her subconscious* I WILL NEVER TURN TO THE DARK SIDE!

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Yikes, it's been a long time. I just never have the time to post these much anymore. Anyway... this was a long one that I tried to use re-entry with several times, but no dice this time. Maybe later. I'm in medieval times in a castle. -everyone is scared because the Aiel (from Robert Jordan's books) are "attacking" (though I don't witness it) -I go to run to my dorm room and lock myself in so they can't enter and won't find me -On the way I enter an open "conference" room where I man is trying to figure out how to negotiate with them -I suggest paying them (he'd thought of that); I suggest withdrawing from lands and giving it to them -We view a map of the area and he seriously considers it. -I leave him in thought I'm in a market with a girl -I display my knowledge in front of a cashier; he calls me wise; I call myself "technologically advanced" (being from the future) -with the girl, I want to show her future stores -I carry her around one and list off items displayed *I wake up I'm with the marching band on my way to Bozeman, MT -we board the plane but it never actually takes off Paintballing -Me and people divided into 4 teams (yellow, red, green?, blue?); I'm yellow -At one point there are 7 guys against me ---I'm ducked behind a crate, still firing, but out of amunition -I get bored and give up My team goes to another area where earlier a man had died while going to the bathroom. ---There's an elaborate white coffin with a silver seal on it -We're about to practice evation techniques with garden tools (shovels, rakes, etc.) ---I choose a large shovel; -Red team appears and joins us We are right next to the MSU football team -We sing their fight song while many of them leave (though I don't know it IRL) -We start another song; I don't know words at first but eventually figure it out We go to return to the castle; me and a red team member go together -With a red book we go into a courtyard -It gives us magical abilities -He turns into a butterfly but can fly very fast ---He goes to tell others who hadn't believed him -I turn into a hawk and catch up, thinking to return to (nearby) Pendleton We fly back to the courtyard but then land in an upper area; -I land on the head of a statue/sculpture? (red/brown overcast to dream) We're next to another book -Gates are lowered and I don't want to be trapped -They close behind the books; still accessible The castle is "invaded" again; -Me and the guy creep over and see boxes of cereal being carried and see the "enemy" -Trying not to get caught, I push some of the boxes off of the ledge they are crawling on -I know they've seen me -They're not really attacking *I wake up

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March 10, 2006 I'm either in a swim class or on a team I'm outside of the pool --I play around under water and can breathe (should have noticed that) I'm speaking Russian, glad that the other DCs can't understand me I say something to myself, but I realize that what I said doesn't make sense --I realize a verb I used doesn't exist and that I just made it up ----IRL if I didn't know a word I would just look it up, not make something up I say to myself, "You know what? I think I'm dreaming!" I do the nose-RC and it works --I start to see things going black and feel I might wake up --I relax and try rubbing my hands together --It works to keep me in the dream but I lose lucidity

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The night before last (so March 12th), I dreamed that I was in my dorm room, which never happens. I had left my door open and turned my back to do something for a few minutes, so when I turned back towards the door I noticed that a guy had stolen my coffee pot and hot chocolate off of a table. I was pretty upset. Then I had a... not really an FA, but kind of close. I was dreaming that I was telling somebody that I had dreamed what I just mentioned. Then I woke up for real. I don't recall anything else from that night. That was the main part.

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4-18-06 Two dreams last night: House Up on Cabbage Hill (close to my hometown) is this house Something happens and there's one house in this huge tree right above another house -----I think of the tree as "birch" but it's actually a large brown tree with bushy green leaves The house in the tree falls on top of the house on the ground --I don't pursue this train of thought I'm in the house and two groups of people are coming: Talented friends and some relatives ----Talented people are from some of the stories I'm writing, possessing supernatural abilities The Talented show up and I need to be sure that when my family arrives that they don't use their powers I have them put on these miniture rubber bands that are meant to keep their power contained --another element in the same stories I run downstairs and walk out of the house, but somehow it starts rolling down the hill I realize that my friends can't stop it (dream shifts slightly and everything is back to normal) My relatives have arrived The people who came are my mom and three of my aunts --one is overweight and another is extremely skinny ----that surprises me Dinosaurs: It's the weekend and I'm walking around campus I walk through the Oval and see that the Liberal Arts building has been completely stripped --it looks like a building IRL that is currently being constructed --all that's there is the building frame I walk around to the back of the building (and am now being a journalism building) There is a statue of a lion (there's a bear statue elsewhere on campus IRL) ---I like the lion statue better than the bear Then suddenly there are dinosaurs on campus and people are running around. (3rd person) I run into a building and suddenly find myself as Dr. Grant with Ellie Another guy runs into the building but he won't stop moving, so I'm sure he'll be eaten The T-rex pokes its head in I hold up this salty-smelling... something or other so it won't smell us It ignores us; I don't recall if it went after the other guy Dream shifts and there's a campus-wide worship meeting I'm heading over there but I wake up. .... man. I just realized how ridiculious those dreams sound. It was cool at the time.

[Genjyo]

Originally posted by Amethyst Star The T-rex pokes its head in I hold up this salty-smelling... something or other so it won't smell us It ignores us LOL. So funny, did you have a backup plan just in case it aroused the Trex's appetite?

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Originally posted by Genjyo LOL. So funny, did you have a backup plan just in case it aroused the Trex's appetite? That's what the "salty thing" was for I think. He could eat that in case he wanted to taste something. It's funny how serious the whole dream sounded until I typed it up.

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<span style="color:darkblue">4-23-06 I'm at my church back home Something about money and eating a Ferror Rochere I'm in the fellowship hall but it looks a little different than it does in real life --It's almost like it used to look before it was expanded. Then there's a game of &quot;hockey&quot;(?) I'm on the ice and they start as I'm getting off I leave quickly and am being told to leave --I didn't think I had dome anything wrong Then I'm in a forest walking along a path I have a notepad with me that has my Christmas list on it We come across this house that has been burnt down --a lot of the ashes are in the front I think the dream repeated itself at this point --I was sifting through the ashes but there wasn't anything salvagable --I sifted again and found this Native American-esque craft made from colorful leather Then I'm inside the house with two other people --There are three very small windows There's been a mud-slide and we're stuck (I don't recall there even being a door) We're trying to decide which window to climb out of --I notice that one has mud on the other side of it that could come in if it was broken --The second opens up to a cliff leading down to a river I decide to climb out of the third (though I'm then just outside of the house) I end up down by/in the river at the bottom of the &quot;cliff&quot; (which was about 20 feet high) *Something about a woman I can't recall Then I'm with some other people and we walk back upstream Then I'm with a group of people and we're back home where the intersection below the college would normally be We're playing a game that has a semblance to something from Tron There's a white magic bird It's cought It returns Then we're waiting Tom Cruise appears talking about Dune</span> Yah, don't know what Tom was doing there

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<span style="color:darkblue">4-26-06 I'm outside of &quot;Miller Hall&quot; only it looks different --Instead of a brick dormitory it's made of white stone and consists of apartments Escelators lead to the various floors, but they're all kind of jumbled I can't find the one that leads to the 2nd floor (It kind of goes from 1st to 3rd) Then for some reason the police are after me (and a friend?) --That doesn't last very long I come across this event organizer who will be hosting a ceremony to open this hotel(?) --that is right next to the dorm There's a lot of people in the room sitting at round tables (there might have been fireworks, too, but I don't know for sure) Then I'm in Portland I'm riding in a car with my second-oldest brother as well as my other brother's wife (who is different than IRL), and another girl This other girl was told about a party and she asks us to drive us there We're all kind of unsure whether or not she'll be safe there We arrive at the house --There's only one light on, making us kind of nervous She goes in anyway We leave and drop my brother's wife off at her car so she can go back home I wake up</span>

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4-30-06 I don't recall much. I'm going down a steep hill with a bunch of people We're "herding"(?) cows or horses ....and I think earlier in the night there was something that had to do with ninjas. I'm sure of it.