Lost dreams

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Clever title eh? So anyway, ill start my journal with the most recent dream i can remember from a while back. 30th March 2008 Me and a few school mates in a room filled with...stuff covered by blankets, my mates were smoking, i was standing there, all of a sudden i had a sniper rifle in my hands, i walked out of a door that was exactly the same as my bedroom door, i lay down on the ground hiding behind a white wardrobe and looking out another door onto a rooftop where a whole heap of kids were, i line up one kids hand and shoot, he doesn't die, nor bleed but cringes a bit. I roll over behind the wardrobe, and hide, i roll back to see a woman standing with the kid, i hear laughing in the next room, i then roll back over and a large mass of people are approaching on the top of this roof. I see some of them holding pistols. I stand up (although it felt like i was crouching, very heavy feeling) and turn around to see my other friend spinning around, he then walks through a door the same as my bedroom door, i walk through with him hearing someone yell "GO IN THERE, THERES A MAGNUM WITH AMMO!", sure enough me and my friend walk in and there it is, i pick it up and we both have a laugh about it all. I walk out the door and thats it. End of that dream. I think i came close to becoming aware i was dreaming. Which is a start!

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Been doing exams for the last week and a bit of next week, so im having either no dreams, or crap short dreams. 2/4/08 Walk into my bedroom, to see my room in the day time, light shining through the window, pink bag on my bed, packet of easter eggs open next to it, and chocolate inside the bag. And that is the end of it. I've been stressing so thats a reason for my lack of dream.

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3/4/08 Dream 1 Around the side of my house, with my little cousins and sisters, we were walking down towards the gate, it was dark, extremely dark, as we were walking i saw something shining on the ground, a gold coin, i then pointed to it and told one of my little cousins to go and get it, it was money, he left some of it behind so i told him to go pick it up but he didnt want to so i went and picked it up, found a few more coins, and a $5 note. [At this point i may have been semi-aware] i then stopped and thought then decided to share the money around with everyone, then we suddenly went through the gate and ended up in KFC. Dream 2 Im at school, around the back where all the metal/wood work classes are, it was a bright sunny day, i turn around and see heaps of people, it was exactly the same as my school, except where our football field was, it was all sand, as if it was a beach, sure enough, masses of people start coming in wearing identical swim suits, and walking out onto the beach, my sisters, and a few family friends were there, we said hello, they proceeded onto the beach, and then more people came into the school, including some more friends. Then i woke up. I guess my dream recall is a bit better now

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4/4/08 Im surprised i remember these dreams, i had consumed alcohol lastnight and thought damn no dreams for me! Dream 1 In the middle of my street, except my street was wider and bigger, i was there with the whole of my yeargroup, everyone sitting down, i was standing up and we were all watching some army guy talk about army stuff, everyone was ignoring him, i was the only one listening to him, he then started talking to me only, suddenly i was laying down with glass shattered all over me, then he came down and started emptying empty shotgun shells all over me, he then cleaned everything and sat down and we started talking, the conversation somehow lead to the movie Jarhead, and we said something about that. Thats it for that one. Dream 2 I was up in my exam room/business studies class [cant remember which, they were similar] and there was a bed, all the classes seemed to be turned into rooms, i was in one room, i walked out and saw a blond girl wearing pretty much nothing. She was hot, had huge boobs, nice ass, etc. I talked to her, cant remember dialog, she went into her room, i came back to mine, then i was back in there, all of a sudden my business teacher comes in, i walk out, i hear a remark about watching some shit show, he walks out, i walk back in, i end up on top of her on her bed, and sadly, it ends there >: ( Im liking these dreams now...hopefully im getting closer to my lucid dream!

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I honestly cannot remember any of this dream at all. I think the whole REM loss (from drinking alcohol) worked backwards. I had less REM then then the night before. Oh well, what i do remember Dream 1 Seeing someones ass, relative or something, wearing a g-string, and me turning around and covering my eyes and saying NO. Weird?

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Nothing...nothing again...like, i remember no dreams at all... But that could be influenced from the coffee i had later in the night. And me stressing over my maths notes. Should have some luck tonight though.

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tut tut lost e...dont you know alcohol kills brain cells???? likin the dreams, you seem to have some sort of fascination with the military stuff...and naked girls, but heh! I can feel a lucid coming....(for you)

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tut tut lost e...dont you know alcohol kills brain cells???? likin the dreams, you seem to have some sort of fascination with the military stuff...and naked girls, but heh! I can feel a lucid coming....(for you) Yeah, im interested in all that army sort of stuff and military business, but mostly because i hate the government, and feel sorry for the soldiers at war. Anywho, i actually remembered a dream! 7/4/08 Dream 1 At some park, with some awning over the top of everyone, everyone being my family, aunties, uncles, etc, sitting down eating lunch, a mini trampoline was back behind them, i saw my little cousin jumping up and down, my other cousins running around, next thing i knew i see one of them rip my other cousin off and see him face plant into the ground, seeing this i went absolutely mental, and chased him down, i started screaming at him and everybody turned around to see what was going on, i then grabbed him and threw him to the floor [heres where it got creepy and i seemed to have a bit of control over what i was saying], i then sat with one knee on his back and held his arms and legs and screamed at him "WHY DID YOU THROW HIM OFF" "WHY DID YOU FUCKING THROW HIM OFF FOR HUH, YOU COULD HAVE HURT HIM" then i put on a death metal sort of growl "FUCKING TELL ME" "WHY DID YOU FUCKING DO IT" and i woke up but only because my pillow fell out from underneath me and fell on the floor, and i was going to attempt a WILD or a WBTB but it didn't work.

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Now this dream was AWESOME, and would have been even better if i was lucid dreaming. 8/4/08 It even gets a picture in it, due to awesomeness, and because its...somewhat related. As you can already see, it was themed around war/army and stuff. It was crazy I walked out into the middle of my street, i saw tanks everywhere, the sky was black, fires everywhere, run down buildings everywhere, broken windows, etc, guns firing, everything was mental, but i seemed to be calm, i turn around and go back inside my house, i run down some big ass flight of stairs and see a safe of some sort and some guys i don't like, i run back upstairs, find a tank, and start driving it through my house, i kept driving on and on, till i drove out the door, i parked the tank went back inside, and saw some guy drive a tank down the steps, he landed fine, but died for some unknown reason, may have been a gunshot, or a sniper, as i then saw the guys i didn't like walking up the stairs, then they started to duck and run, as i walked back up it seemed i was back outside, and i was getting fired at, i ran back downstairs to the tank and tried to drive it back up the steps, but i couldn't turn the tank around. Man, that was cool. It seemed i took that dream on by listening to a whole heap of Fear Factory before i went to bed. Damn Archetype is a good album.

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Woohoo! 3 dreams! im getting closer! 9/4/08 Dream 1 I was around the side of my house, it seemed me and a load of others seemed to be waiting for a bus, everyone was going mental, screaming, running around, some guy threw a basketball at my fence, i went and stood next to it and started screaming, he threw it again and then i threatened to jump the fence and break his neck, he then started spinning around and ran off. Next thing i see some kids jumping off the balcony of my house, and getting up with no problem, i then saw some kid fly out of my window, i quickly grabbed my friend, turned him round and said "DUDE CHECK THAT OUT SOME RANDOM KID JUST CRASHED THROUGH MY WINDOW", we laughed, and i went back inside my house. Onto the next dream Dream 2 It was black outside, for some reason i was going to school, i had my uniform on except my shoes, i ran outside to go to the bus but ran back inside realizing i forgot my shoes, i go back in, run back out and on the way see a friend in his car, i then run back home and on the way tell my friend i forgot my school bag, i run back, get it, run back out, then i run back inside again, realizing its not a normal school day but its sports day so i need my sports uniform, i run back in, put it on, run back out and see 4 3 of my mates outside, i run over and they say that they're gonna catch the bus, we see a bus coming over the hill and i remember i forgot my phone/keys/ipod and wallet, so i tell them to wait for me whilst i go get it, i run back home, get everything, and i put on a pair of socks that had some form of beads or something in them, and i could skate using them, so i started skating out but another friend stopped me and asked about my socks, i told him im late for the bus, and left, i went out onto the main road where i had to catch the bus, and saw a man, a woman, and a huge dog, the dog saw me as i was skating down the path, and jumped on me, but didnt attack me, it just sort of jumped up and that was it, i then look up and see my mates skating down the path (they seemed to have the same socks as i did) and so i started to skate down to go catch up to them, i then went and crossed the road and ended up standing in some alley between 2 factories. Next dream Dream 3 I was walking through the shops, and saw some chick doing belly dancing, i stopped for 5 seconds and kept going, then i saw one of them claw machines, so i sat down and played it (someone already left a dollar in there), i tried controlling the claw but there didnt seem to be any joystick, but 2 buttons, i pressed one button and the claw took off and hovered over some worm looking toy, dropped down and seemed to drop something metallic in it, then it came back, i tried again to control it, but it took off again, hovered over the worm thing, and then either burnt through or magnetized to this metal thing, lifted it up, and dropped it down, i then went to go grab it when i saw a mate behind me, i didnt get up and say hello, but conversation seemed to just come across as if we had been talking for 5 minutes already, he told me about a belly dancer somewhere around the shop who just beat the shit out of him, and i told him keep it down shes only around the corner, he then took off. And those are my dreams. None of them lucid sadly

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Ahh crap, only 1 dream i just remember 10/4/08 Upstairs at my school, just finished the exam i was supposed to do later today, walk outside into a larger bit of classroom that normally isn't there. See my english teacher, sit down, more people come in, she starts talking about our english exam results, says some people went good some went bad. Could this be me being precognitive? Im sick, so i don't know if thats not helping me.

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Crap. I can't remember anything. Except i think i either had a lucid dream, or came close. 11/4/08 I walked up a hill, saw some dude with a beard, sat down, said something and then he said "And then you're dreaming". I have to be getting closer!

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Reminder for myself, nothing more: War Army Driving Guns Bedroom Door School exam room School Home Street Done

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12/4/08 Nothing...nothing at all Tonight should hopefully go well, im recovering from being sick.

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FOR THE LOVE OF GOD 13/4/08 NOTHING, NOTHING AT ALL except for a voice saying 'oh that camera has a lens on it' or something.

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14/4/08 Nothing...

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YES! 3 OF THEM! WOOHOO! 15/4/08 Dream 1: I was at a go karting track with a friend, we were walking around, saw some girl drive past get out of her car and walk off, i walked past the car and saw a candle in the seat, i thought wtf, and kept walking, we followed this chick and then all of a sudden dudes with guns jumped out at her and us "We are the anti-stress patrol, stay calm" and we were taken away, i managed to get out to end up in a fenced area with my dad looking down at a completely different go-kart track then before, then walking off, jumping on the back of a truck, and sitting with the other 2 from beforehand, they were talking, then i came close to my house and said "heres my stop, cya guys" and jumped off. Dream 2: Me and a mate were at my house, i was studying and he walked in with a black hoodie on, my sister was in the room so we started whispering to each other, he started talking and going on about some chick named debby, it went on for a while then he left and i went back to studying Dream 3: Me and my woodwork teacher were at the back of my house, talking about i can't remember what, and then all of a sudden from my house 2 teachers come out and tell us that dinners ready. I walked up to the house and the world started to spin. Then i woke up. [EDIT] I added the other 2 dreams.

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16/4/08 Nothing 17/4/08 I think i was getting onto some chick, but thats all i can remember.

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18/4/08 I was running from my friend and girlfriend, and i was pushing a wheelbarrow with a blanket in it, i weaved through backstreets and all the rest of it, running from them all still pushing this wheelbarrow and then i get to a familiar place and it seems that i lost them all. I then noticed i was wearing clothes i own but the colors were inverted, i then came across a car accident and started running when a paramedic dude stopped me and i told him "its ok, no dead person in here" and he let me continue running. I then got home and my dad and sister were installing some shit on my computer, and i was going to get on MSN to tell my girlfriend sorry for running from her. Yay.

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This one gets its own video to, because i can't really be bothered explaining it all. <object width="425" height="355"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/RRChuUf0fA0&hl=en"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/RRChuUf0fA0&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"></embed></object> So i can't really remember much anyway, but the first dreams environment was a bit like whats going on in the video, all industrial and dark and stuff. And i was running. Dream 2 We were at a family friends house, having lunch or dinner or something, and my dad asked me to go and get 3 coronas, and on my way to go get the beer, an old man i know stopped me and asked him to get a 'bitter', at the time i had no fucking idea what a bitter was to start off with, but i went to where all the drinks were, and started looking for the coronas, none were there so i went looking for this 'bitter' and couldn't find that either, i then got angry and got up and ended up walking into my own garage, to go see if we had any beer on the way thinking "gee, what a tightass, doesn't have his own beer", [i should have known i was dreaming here as my house and this dudes house is a few km away], so i go down to my garage and i see the garage door open. I got angry and went to close it when i saw this cat walking up the driveway, and i then started yelling at it, telling it to 'fuck off' and 'don't come inside' and then heres where it got all trippy: The cat leapt up at me, grabbed onto my shoulder, and flew backwards like an elastic [another sign] and then shot forwards still hanging onto my elastic-like shoulder, and almost smacked into the closing garage door, and then popped off my shoulder and smashed into the ground next to some girls leg, she then responded with 'OH MY GOD' and i turned around to go get these beers when i saw something crawl through a little space in the other door, i then lost it and started screaming at whatever it was, 'YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT, I SAID GET OUT, NOW, GO, GET OUT', whatever it was got scared and slowly walked out, i thought it was the cat again so i grabbed it and threw it through the hole, then i looked down and realized it was a dog so i quickly got down on the floor and started apologizing to it. Dream 3 I was in some massive mansion, it was huge, and i was sleeping, or pretending to sleep, some butler dude was fixing me up in bed, pulling my phone out of my hands and fixing the sheets over me, when i was really awake, so i got up when he left and grabbed my phone and got back into bed. I woke up on the other side of my bed after that one Oh well, i guess thats the result you get when you have a glass of 2003 Cabernet/Sauvigon wine with lunch i guess.

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21/4/08 I cant remember all of these because they were yesterday Dream 1: I was loosing hair, lots of it, and needed to go see my girlfriend. I was real pissed. Dream 2: [This may have been a 1 second lucid, i was sleeping, woke up, and tried falling asleep again and felt like i was being sucked/pushed through something] I looked up and saw [person and who removed for sake of personal stuff, no it was not my mother/sister/any other family member], and i woke up. 22/4/08 Remember one of them! But very brief. Ok, me, a few mates, were chasing some kid that we hated, grabbed him started beating the shit out of him, then he got up and ran, we all chased him again, through a shopping center, out onto a farm, then into an abandoned factory. I then had a rag drenched with chloroform ready to destroy this kid, and then went and held it over his mouth but had no intent to knock him out with the chemical, instead told my friends to let him go, and i told him i was sorry about it, and not to have any trouble caused with me because i was only mucking around, and he agreed to not have any trouble with me, and a friend said something about me doing a good job so i didn't have another run in like last time. Weird. And i forget my other dreams today because i was remembering the ones before. But they're more important due to the fact that i ALMOST CAME CLOSE TO A LUCID DREAM!

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23/4/08 Really scary shit Me and a mate went tagging, spray painting around near my school, and we were going hard, but for some reason id take my bag off, hide it, quickly spray paint, look around then go back and get my bag, my mate was doing the same. Anyway, i kept going on spraying everything, and walked past some junkie bitch who seemed to be talking to herself "wanna see what hes got?", i ignored it and continued on. Next i went and done another tag and came back with my bag on and walked on and saw some junkie dude walking up the street, i kept walking and the junkie walked into me and grabbed me and ripped my bag off "what you got fucker" he said, then threw me to the ground. I had my phone on me but he emptied my bag which had a can of paint, and my wallet, he went through it and he was discussing with the junkie bitch "we got his wallet, his bank account, the whole lot" then i got up and my mate came over and said don't worry ill handle this, then opened his wallet. I threw a can of paint i had in my hand at them and said "take this, just give me my stuff back, take the paint" as if angered by this the junkie bitch picked up the can and said to me "look boy, we don't need your fucking paint to play your little games, and another thing, when you go paint, the can has 2 buttons, a square one for just a little pressure, and a circle for heaps of pressure" and then proceeded to throw my can over the fence into the school grounds. Then i woke up, and tried falling back to sleep again to beat the fuck out of the junkies. It didn't work. And i don't tag...

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24/4/08 My first lucid dream since like..a year ago! I used the WILD method. I was in some industrial area, in a maze sort of thing, and some chinese/asian dude was shooting at me, i had a shotgun in my hand and i kept shooting at him but he didn't seem to be showing any signs of pain, i knocked him down then threw the shotgun at him after many unsuccessful attempts at blowing his face off, and ran behind a wall to grab a pistol, i returned to see him shooting at my grandfather, and he was taking hits and i started shooting back but the gun was only shooting one bullet at a time, i then said, "fuck this, im having a lucid dream, i can change whatever i want" so i then used my mind to fix the gun so that i could just hold the trigger and fire a continuous stream of bullets at him, he was still shooting at my grandfather but he didn't feel any pain, and instead put his shoes on, turned to me, smiled, and walked off, i then kept shooting at this dude and he eventually died, and i went off searching for my grandfather and found my uncle and the dream ended. It was so AWESOME

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I shall sum up the last 3 days in one post. Nothing.

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28/3/08 I was in some factory unit, or some room and there were people around and i was receiving a headjob, and it was cool, and then everyone along with me was rushed out of the building and onto the street below for some reason, so we all went down, and i sat on a bench looking at a carwash, and out of nowhere an image was projected out onto the wall where the cars came out, and it was a video of some chick inside a car in the carwash sucking another dude off, and then a scream was heard and i pissed myself laughing because she finally realized she was being watched. Then i turned around and saw my pants were undone so i did them back up then went walking to see if i could find the girl from before but ran into another girl and asked if she saw the girl being projected up on the wall. End of dream. Pretty funny.