Velinxs's Dream Journal

[velinxs]

I am new to this site and thought it would be a great idea to keep a dream journal here! i always liked typing more than writing anyway. Feel free to post any comments you have ~ i like comments! Dark Green = Lucid Red = Not lucid So a couple nights ago the morning of 5/10/08 i woke up around 5:30 am and fell back asleep scheduled to awake at 7:00 am to get ready for work. Once Upon a Time in Mexico (Non-Lucid) All of the sudden I am in Mexico on an all inclusive resort. i am sitting on a bench in the sand watching a large group of people off in the distance play and run around in no specific manner. anyway i start to interact with my dream, and soon am playing Frisbee and sucking rather badly as however fast i run the Frisbee is out of my reach. The next thing i know i am swimming out to sea, and I find myself sitting on a rock now what looks like miles away from shore. Except i am not alone i am with this beautiful girl who reminds me of my cousin but i know it isn't her so i don't feel bad being attracted to her. she was short with short hair, about shoulder length, and really skinny and small throughout her body. I can't really remember what words were transpired i remember asking her what her name was and getting no response. i do remember being in love with her, feeling that ecstatic rush when i would look at her ~ feeling in love with her. So we swim back and soon are walking together up wooden stairs into a house towards a bed. So i'm thinking like yay i get to f*** this girl, and noticed she had a really nice ass. but just thinking of it like that made me shy away from the thought and we laid in separate single beds. next thing i know her father busts in and is like "oh here you are hunny" and he is really friendly except kind of a big douche bag. He was sporting the tennis player look with the sweatshirt tied around his neck. So anyway apparently this girl had run away from her father and they were from Venice, Italy. He is all possessive about his daughter and i remember he had basically planned out how she was to live her life, which is really characteristic of a douche bag. The next thing i know i am playing tennis 1 v 1 with her dad and she is watching and he is just owning me at tennis. ( a sport i don't ever play, but nothing against tennis ). It was at some point during the tennis match that my alarm went off and i literally jumped in my bed. I have since seen her in lucid meditation. I often put myself back in mexico with her, i think i'm in love with her.

[velinxs]

5/14 start meditating w/ music + stoned like wow, which never really prevented me from entering a lucid state and really just makes my dreams more intense and really random. so anyway; I find myself inside of a memory, I'm in the night club Epic in Minneapolis on the 2nd floor watching the D.J. play and all the people dancing below me, some drunk lady walks up to my left and starts talking to me about how she doesn't like me because I'm shy and not talking to her, but in my memory is was tripping really hard (cause i really was at the time the memory was made in waking life) so i didn't even want to talk to her but rather stand and enjoy the beautiful music. I'm now in a room with nothing in it but a couch. I lye down on the floor and half of my body sinks into the ground and the whole rooms rotates on like a 30 degree axis and the couch is now above me. the floor turns black with multi-colored bars placed randomly along the floor. Now I'm in another room except this one i am sitting in a chair in the middle of the room and there are like six doctors in lab coats. I start to meditate in my dream and will my conscious to make the doctor who is in front of me scratch his forehead. He scratches his forehead, so I feel like i have to prove to him that i did that with my mind, so i pull him to me and tell him that the doctor directly to my left will scratch his elbow in a few seconds. I will my conscious to make the doctor to my left scratch his now itchy elbow and he does. I had proved my abilities and was satisfied. I start to dream a familiar dream about this girl I've been crazy about for like the past three years, she and I are in my room spooning on a bed and i start to think about having sex with her but whenever I try to I just feel bad for some reason, I think it's cause I really love her and would rather just connect and share a moment so we just spoon. Suddenly that feeling of euphoria comes over me and i just feel so peaceful, i start to forget i am dreaming and I realize that I am dreaming again. Because of this realization i find myself standing near a lone tree, I let one tear go and touch the tree. Now I'm in a memory again, and I'm having sex with this girl I once hooked up with, but i feel unsatisfied and I will my dream elsewhere. So then i find myself in my front yard on my patio which has two chairs and I'm sitting in the left most one, i get up and i have a desert eagle in my hand, i point it at someone (can't remember who) but I toss it off because i know i don't need it. I decide to just chill and hang in suspended awareness, i can feel the individual parts of my physical brain, front, left, right and back. I leave my body and float into space where the stars dance to the music I have playing the background (Can't Sleep - Above & Beyond at the time) I wake up at 4:00 a.m to my alarm, i set it off and fall back asleep, and soon... Bow Hunting for Robin Hood I am running through the woods with my brother, it's like fall or something cause everything is dead. My brother and I have bows, we are hunting some guy named Robin, but he is really sneaky and I'm not really sure if we are hunting him or if he is hunting us. So me and my brother stalk this guy down through the woods (i never actually see "robin" but i can sense him) anyway so I never find Robin and i wake up to my alarm going off at 7:00 a.m. I have a question for any readers, is it normal to feel intense euphoria in your dreams? I asked a buddy of mine this who is also into lucid dreaming and he said he does all the time when he APs, so i figure that is normal. But i can induce the same feeling of euphoria during waking life now too, which is where he and i differed, so just wondering if anyone else can do this? i heard once it was just focused thought, and was actually really intense brainwave frequencies but i am not sure. any opinions on the matter would be appreciated! thanks!