I had a regular Dream Journal here in this forum, but although I try to write down most of my dreams in real life, I couldn't really be bothered to write them all down here. Lucids are a different story though, and I'm going to try to record all my Lucids in this journal


Thursday May 22, 2008

Lucid On The Bed

I was reclining on my bed waiting for my bf to come home, when I drifted off to sleep. Next thing I know I'm on a large bed, there are a few other people on the bed with me, around six or so, and we're all talking and socializing. One of them is smoking weed. For some reason, even though I'm sure this is real, I wonder if maybe it could be a dream? I decided to do a nose R.C., convinced it won't work - but it does! I do another to be sure and yep, I can breathe. I stand up and walk a few steps, and try to conjure a person into reality. It doesn't work though, and I remember wondering just how fully Lucid I am. Then I feel this strange urge to close my eyes. I can't do that in Lucids - when I do, it immediately wakes me up, but it's so odd, I feel this overwhelming urge to close them, so I do, and then open them right back up and try to focus. I feel the urge to close them again, and then I become aware of voices. After a moment I realize it's my tv in real life. "Arggh", I think. "Dammit!" I can feel myself waking up, and I try to will it away, but a few seconds later, I'm awake :/

Not too disappointed though, been going through a bit of a dry spell lately, and any Lucidity's progress, you know. Am going to try for another Lucid tonight - may try to WILD. I'll come back in the next few days and post the rest of my Lucids from the last few months