So, this is it. The radio wakes me up with this stupid radio station... Have to go to school (I'm in High). When a get out from my house, the radio station starts again, with the same voice, the same dialogue... and I'm again in bed...déjà-vú... everything is the same and somehow I'm sure that's a dream. So I decide to wear that dress I love, but that is so eccentric that I only could wear it once, and I go like that to school.I also decide that I want to see that boy I love but that doesn't live in my city, I want to kiss him, so I meet him in my classtoom, as I decided too. Everything happens as I want them to, because I have complete control of the facts in my dream. This was the first time I was able, first, to realize that I was dreaming; and second, to control what I wanted to dream and to do in it. This was 6 years ago, and I can still remember;since then, I use to remember everything I dream... I started writing my experiences someday but didn't continue with it. At the beginning i thought it was incredible and fun, but with the time I realized that not everything was the same. When I started college, I began to have weird dreams in which i was never completely slept, neither awake. In this dreams (or whatever they were) I began to see people without face... watching me and I started to have this sensation of paranoia...because I was able to see the right place where I was, but with people observing and me unable to make just a move. I lost this kind of dreams curiously just a night after I wrote a letter asking this people to leave me alone... weird, isn't? Now I still remember all my weird dreams, and I've been conscious about them like two more times, I've learned a lot of things of myself in them and that's what I want to write here. So, if someone reads this journal, feel free of comment, compare or share other similar experiences.