~*Kelly's Dream Journal*~

[Kelly08]

I wish, I would have recorded my dreams before. I have jotted them on scraps of paper and then later lost those papers, so here begins a journey of dreams... I typically have dreams everynight..Lucid ones less then others, BUT very powerful when they happen. I have finally come too terms with what triggers lucid dreams for me, love and/or death [in my dreams] A longing too either find it or protect it, with all my being So...Here starts the dream I had last night which was a LUCID dream From now on, I'll color code when the LUCID dream starts in Blue. If no Lucid dream then, it will be in Black I am going too go into full detail, while its fresh in my mind...Leaving out some that I believe is very personal. A forbidden love, human [me] in love with a immortal man with many powers of his own. He is my protector, watching me always... We are caught up in a dark battle between good and evil. We are good, the others..The dark coven are the bad... Leaving out some details... The coven is after me [not sure why] and so the battle in the skies begins. Similar picture, but with less lights Buildings in this style Over a dark large city, with small office lights on in misc. bulidings... Remember seeing the moon, half hidden under the clouds..Creating beautiful Grays and White colors... The battle above is booming and there I was clinging on for dear life too the back side of the one I love.... Helpless again and not wanting too fall and feeling like this is not going too end well at all. Suddenly I am dropped and falling and remember thinking o.k. you can fly you have done it before! Nope, no flying. Just a cruel joke of a parachuet that aids me too the ground. I land on the dark streets below and stare into the sky, scanning it for the one who dropped me and the one I needed too be with...Helping. I continue watching this battle unfold above me and slowly the good is swipped away and the coven takes away one survivor above... My love, my life.. The reason I was there and the reason for so many things before... I didn't know where they were taking him? How was I suppose too find him? What could I do anyways with a coven of hundreds if not thousands? "Don't panic".. The Booming voice echoes inside my head Wait...This is MY dream...MY dream" Moment of realization, that I AM DREAMING Immediatly I am surged with power, with new insight..NEW everything..I am one of them and more powerful and I know it I didnt even fly too reach my destiniation, I just close my eyes and transport too their coven. Outside in the dark, cloaked in a Black cloak with hoodie over my head I enter their layer. This image is right on it Theres cell doors everywhere, guards at every door....Which room is he in??? I am taking in my surroundings and am descovered in no time at all. I stand my ground and slip down my hooded gown/cape... Let the fun begin [I cant recall much from this part of the dream, as I believe subconsciensiously I was pre-paring too wake up] I was surrounded. Tons of coven members/elders were approaching me. I drew a circle with my finger tips in the sand dirt below my feet. My first magic, I summonded. "Protection" noone could enter that circle. The second, I summonded was a power through my hands...All i remember was it being Blue and smokey... There were elders', who brought out a very old and large book, reading trying too see what powers i had summoned and how??? Similar too this, but much thicker They would call that power out as I was using it...Bewildered, that I was doing what took them years/forever too learn I did with ease.... " I was winning and holding off hundreds if men.. Then, crap you would know it.. I woke up and it ended. Bah' I didnt have the option too continue it or I would have. I had continued this same dream twice in the night. This time I had too stay awake and now it bothers me IRL, that I didnt get too reach my sought after goal. The reason of my lucid dream... I never got too reuinite with the one who was my protector..

[Kelly08]

12-08-08 Ok last night was a buggy one for me, literally.. I had just moved into the mountains.. Deep into it, back woods kinda thing. Trees everywhere, the house pushed deep into them. I had decided too take a walk and checkout the surroundings and right away a squirel came up too me and was super friendly and I was holding him and feeding him I decided too walk further down the dirt road that leads to my house and found this really big two story all glass window building that others called a type of 'club house'. I went in and it was a museum of some sort, I was walking around and looking at all the displays that 'looked' old and like artifacts. But apon looking closer, I could see tiny movements below the artifacts and when I keept staring I was forsure I was seeing "bug/fish" type things moving and gathering in groups in this large tank. Deff. prehistoric Soon after there was a "break out" of these bugs infecting people who were in the museum. Think body snatchers, scenario. I then decided too hit the road and get the heck out, seeing something was way wrong. BUT all the doors were locked and no way out. Soon enough I was the only survivor and the "bug" things were getting larger and larger feeding off off peoples brains etc. Sooner or later, I descover a way out... Then descovering out that it was a operation, a test' conducted by other people I found them in a room monitoring the "bug/fish" things eating people and jotting down notes. I crept through a back door that was in the process of delevering goods. I hid in the back of a pickup trucks bed, hoping too exscape. BUT I was descovered. This is where, I woke up this morning. Feeling super itchy from the nasty dream...

[Kelly08]

12-09-08 So last nights, I can only grab bits and pieces of.. 100% theme from the Invasion' movie, exsept I dont think it was the wind...Something else I was running and hidding in the town I grew up in down south. Actual pic of spot near my dream running past stores and hidding inbetween cars and witnessing brutal deaths that people were placing on themselves.... At one point I seen this guy hid under a car and I was yelling at him too get the * up and run with me Too slow and it caught up w/him... Which he was suffering a slow death So, I grabed a gun [They were all over the streets from other people taking their own lives] and shot him point blank too put him out of his misery Thats all I can really remember, the rest was hazey

[Kelly08]

12-11-08 I had two dream recals last night.. First: I was alone enjoying a funhouse at a amusements park and some strangers [workers] started chasing me. They were saying that I would make a nice display in their wax museum. So I was crawling through kids tunnels filled with balls and plastic darts trying too out run them, it was daylight in this dream and very lighted. They keept corning me and I kept getting away Second dream: Took place in a grocery store, was searching for my "other half" so too speak. Which was Leonardo Decaprio? LOL. Anyways, so every 5 years I would recieve a letter from him and when I recieved letters from him I could flash back on the memories that I shared w/him in the past. Towards the end of the dream, I started noticing other young ladies walking around with similar letters from him...

[Kelly08]

12-15-08 Havent logged in a few days, have been super tired lately. Heres one from last night I was part of large underwater supernatural swim and dive team. People who were trying too recover items that were believed too be "haunted" by the people who once owned those items. There was a large room in this ship that held a small craft of some type that was believed too be haunted and it was It started off at night when the entire crew was sleeping, we all had small rooms next too one another [military style] we would all hear screams down the hall and clinking and banging coming form the outside of the ship [like someone was trying too get in] So I woke up and started walking the halls and asking if anyone else had heard these things? they all did I went too explore the ship too make sure all was ok and walked into a room [that was any other time empty] It was full of people. Spirits, spirits from the past during slavery. We [ship mates] knew that we all had something that they [the spirits] were tied too on the ship shortly after that the spirits left BUT the noises started again and other mates on the ship became worried and wanted too investigate outside in the dark ocean. Around this time, I was being seriously objective. Knowing how this was going too turn out. Sure enough a team went too go out and 'search' and immedatly before they even got the latches un-done too get in the craft for outside their heads got severed by faulty' machinery So everyone [inlcuding myself] was trapped. The noises continued, other ship mates started too 'go crazy' and loose it. Started seeing things that really werent there and happening. What was happening was caios Leaks in the ship, gates flooded and sealed. Every man for themselves. The spirits took on all shapes and forms slowly picking each of us off. I was a screaming at everyone too too seal doors off and not let "them" through any spaces and we would be safe It was a nightmare, running forver and hiding Finally, I gave in. I was too tired too care anymore. I had seen a vision before I believe myself too have died in the ship.. That I was in a church...Full of these slaves and other ship mates and other faces I sometime recognized and I was in a pew....Praying This is where I woke up.