Thread: TT's Dream Journal

09/25/08

I was at the house in Radium, running away from someone. I left and ran to my aunt Gloria and Uncle Don's house. They weren't home, so I ran inside and locked the doors behind me. She had just baked blueberry muffins so I grabbed the top off of one (the best part) and ate it real quick. It was delicious like a light white cake and it had sugar sprinkled on it. There was a note from my aunt on the kitchen table supposed to be written to my Uncle Don letting him know when she'd be back. The writing was super scribbly and barely legible and right then I became lucid. I heard a car coming down the driveway so I wanted to test my lucidity. I went outside and jumped off the deck. I flew instantly and wanted to get as high as I could so she wouldn't see me. I was going fairly high so I imagined power lines to grab onto to spring myself back down to the ground (a common theme I've used to 'ground' myself). They appeared and I slingshot my body back to the ground then woke up.

09/26/08

I was at the trailer I used to live in by Gyro Beach, but it was actually SK's place. I knew for some reason that JD was there and that something was up. I was with a bunch of people and we were dressed in black like SWAT or special ops. This was an 'off the books' mission and they all respected me because they went along with everything I asked of them. We broke down the door and the two of them were on the bed in her bedroom watching porn and touching themselves in front of each other. I freaked out and grabbed SK by the hair. I dragged her to the bathroom and proceeded to drown her in the bathtub while she kicked and tried to scream. I didn't know what to do about JD though so I one-punched him and left him on the bed. On our way out I gave the order to torch the house.

We all went to the front of the property and I got my rocket launcher and was about to shoot it at the trailer when a bunch of sofballs came shooting at us as if they were shot by a pitching machine. I left the site and told the guys to take care of it and ran to go ge help from some sort of wise spiders that lived in the huge poplar trees lining the property. As I ran to the first tree a girl with black hair dressed in a school girl outfit came running towards me. It was Kagome from InuYasha adnd she was yelling something, but I could not hear her. As I came closer I realised she was calling my name as I was apparently InuYasha. Just as I was about to reach her, a web came from one of the trees and wrapped around me and her. We were wound together and hung from a tree and Kagome seemed to be paralized.

09/29/08

I was at a beach in the fall and when I looked around it became clear that it was Kinsmen Beach in Invermere and I was with a bunch of friends from high school. I became lucid and told them that the last few times I dreamt about Kinsmen Beach I got to ride around on nice motorbikes. They didn't believe me so I started running up the road that leads to the baseball fields. There were people all over the place renting/selling scooters and large cruising bikes, but nothing I was looking for. I stopped and thought about what type of bike I'd really like to ride, the style, colour, etc. I looked onto the grass by Pynlogs Museum and there it was, a sweet flat black KTM Supermoto. I jumped on and was having difficulty getting it started, but remembered that I had used electricity from my hands to start a bike in a previous lucid. I reached my hand out to where the ignition switch is and it worked! A small spark shot from my pointer finger and the bike started with a jolt. It's a big bike so I was worried I wouldn't be able to handle it, but I had no problem at all. I rode it along the beach and jumped it over the train tracks (which were right next to the sand for some reason). I took it up a hill to the right of the lake and for some reason there was snow up there. I rode the bike through the snow for a while then the alarm went off killing my sweet dream.

09/30/08

Dream #1:
I was at home and all I remember was going inside and running a bath because I felt dirty. Apparently my uncle R had tried raping me and this was my way of feeling better about it. Jay came home and I told him what happended. He said that Jesse was coming over and he was bringing us McDonalds bacon mcmuffins which made my mood way better.

Dream #2:
I was back at high school for another school year after grade 12. I was trying to figure out my locker combination when the bells rang. I rushed to get it figured out because I didn't know what classes I could possibly have. I looked at the huge bullatin board by the front doors and there was a listing of all the students and which classes they were taking that year. My name was in huge hand painted red letters on a large sheet saying that I was going to receive private classes for the year. When I got to the classroom, I was actually in class with a girl I went to school with, Jenny Good. Our teacher was a cross between Mrs. Picton (English teacher from grade 9) and Judy Libbrecht (Admin. College Prof.).

Dream #3:
Jay and I had decided to go for one more hang gliding lesson before the season was over. I'm not sure what city we were in, but I took my glider (which was strangly light) and jumped off the roof of a building. I remembered that our instructor said there would be lift over land and the glider would fall a bit over water so I tested this out. I would take the glider over hills and small mountains and it would soar really high then I would see lakes and rivers and steer the glider over them and feel it drop.

10/01/08

It was my 10-year high school reunion and I was staying with my parents, but it looked more like my auny Jan's house in Invermere. I went to sleep and when I woke up, Jay was gone. I asked everyone where he was and they said that he had gone home as he didn't need to be there until the big dinner started. I was sad because I wanted him there with me so I called his cell. I got his voicemail and it was one of those stupid joke messages that make you think they've answered the phone, which really pissed me off. As I was about to leave him a message, he called me on the other line so I picked it up. He told me that he was on his way to see me and asked if I wanted a nice dress to wear as the only clothes I had there were scruffy comfy jeans. Before he arrived I woke up.

10/05/08

The mac's monitor woke up and IRC was up on the screen. I asked Jay why he was using IRC and asked him if 'she' had been contacting him again through IRC. He said, "Well, not through IRC, but...(mumbles)" So I say, "What?" and he tells me that she has been contacting him 'in writing'. I woke up right away after that.

10/07/08

Dream #1:
I was in the backseat of the Camry and became lucid. I was with a bunch of people I didn't recognize and wanted to prove to them that I was dreaming. One of them had a small pocket knife so I asked him to put it on the centre console. I stared at it and told them to watch the knife. I sat back far enough so that I couldn't reach it. I squinted my eyes and made the knife disappear. They all looked at each other in disbelief and I woke myself up.

Dream #2:
I wanted sushi really bad and Jay's parents decided to take us anywhere we wanted to go for dinner. Then we met them at the mall, it was actually Brian's parents. I was not impressed. When they asked where we wanted to eat, I said the little sushi place and his dad grumbled. He said, "...all that bread...", and I said, "Are you on crack, it's rice not bread". He was mad and insisted that white rice was basically the same as white bread. I was pissed and woke up frustrated.

10/16/08

I remembered something!! It wasn't much, but here it goes...

Dream #1:
Jay and I were lying on the hide-a-bed browsing on the net when he encountered some problem where he needed to remote to his desktop. For some reason it didn't work and when he tried doing it it gave him an error that I had blocked all remote services to and from my laptop (I guess I was paranoid that he was spying on me). He asked me about it and I was all nervous, etc., but he thought it was great that I knew how to do something like that because his last gf was a pylon.


Remembered bits from another couple of dreams:

Dream #2:
I remembered something about taking a shower and for some reason the shower curtain was backwards so I was trying to fix it, all the while getting water all over the floor.

Dream #3:
I was a Starbucks and wanted something yummy to drink that didn't have espresso in it. The girl working there asked if I liked sugar cubes and I said I guess so. She made me a cinnamon apple spice tea in a venti cup with a grande cup as a sleeve. I remember it being very tasty.

10/20/08

I was at a pub-type restaurant with my hunny and a bunch of friends after hours when a weird looking man came to the door wanting to get in. Someone told him that the place was closed for the night and I could just barely hear them talking (the strange man did not seem impressed to be turned away). He left and we all got back to chatting when I heard a window break. The man had let himself in and was carrying a huge chef's knife. He came at the group of us swinging the knife back and forth slicing at people as he came closer to me. I reached out to block him and he cut up my hands and sides. I ran to the kitchen to grab a large knife and came back to defend myself and my friends. The man was crazy and just kept swinging the knife back and forth not targeting anyone in particular, just anyone who came close enough. I ran at him and started slicing and stabbing as hard and fast as I could. I was trying desperatly to get the knife away from him all the while stabbing at him repetedly. I finally managed to knock him to the floor and get his knife out of his hand and paused only for a second before driving both knives into his chest over and over again. As my hunny came at me to stop I woke up...in a sweat might I add.

10/23/08

Dream #1:
My whole family was at the house and I was making them a nice dinner. I left the room for a minute and when I came back to eat, it looked like there was no food left. I asked around and everyone was really rude and wouldn't tell me where it was. Finally my mom showed me where the food was and told me to quit being a baby. We all ate in slience and once we were done everyone got up and started to load up in the car to leave somewhere (they would not tell me). It seemed as though they did this in an effort to ditch me at the house because I was not prepared and while I was grabbing clothes from the bedroom, and saw out the window that they had drove away leaving me there. I was pissed to say the least and decided just to start walking and call Jay on my way. I called and kept getting his voicemail so I tried Chris's cell. I asked him where they were going and he said, "I wasn't supposed to say anything, but you'd find out eventually in a couple of days when Jay doesn't come home. He' leaving you." I was shocked and pissed off and asked Chris if he knew why. He said, "He's found a girl who looks exactly like an ex of his who broke his heart, but she's very nice apparently."

The dream fastforwarded to me in a college cafeteria with a bunch of people I went to high school with. I was talking to one girl and asked her if she knew Jay. She did and actually knew this ex of Jay's that had broken his heart and she was there. Apparently they were all attending this college. She pointed me in the direction of his new girlfriend. I walked up to her and talked to her a bit (she had no idea who I was) and Jay met up with us after a bit. I brought over the ex and did a comparison for him of how much uglier and fatter his new girlfriend was compared to his ex and to me. Him and I sat down with his new girlfriend and talked for a bit. I noticed that no one payed much attention to this new chubby girlfriend of his and pointed out that when I looked around, there were tons of guys checking me out. I laughed and told him flat out that it was his loss and left the cafeteria.

I was walking outside and noticed that Jay and his gf were also outside. He was driving a brand new Hummer and had left his gf in the passenger seat with the vehicle running. I jumped in the driver's seat and started driving around. I did lots of scary fast donuts and she was seriously frightened. I told her that he was using her and that he was scum. I kicked her out of the vehicle and told her to tell him that he didn't deserve nice things. I drove down the road and it was a small one-lane road that lead to the ocean. There were weird fields on both sides of the road that looked like dark green metallic seaweed with huge bright orange pumpkins growing in them. I came to what looked like some sort of observatory right on the waters edge that was all blocked off with high chain link and razor wire. I drove the Hummer as fast as I could towards on of the large gates and jumped out landing on my feet. It broke through the gate and flew into the ocean below.

Dream #2:
I was at an outdoor car show and there was a booth that had a really sweet looking bike. It looked like a cross between some sort of Ducati and a cruising bike (but higher clearance like a dirtbike). There were a while bunch of guys standing around because the vendor was offering a free ride to one lucky person. He said that the only fair way to decide was for everyone to put their names into a bin and he'd choose one randomly. My name was chosen or course and I was so excited. He held the back of the bike for me while I climbed on. It was really heavy so he sturdied it for me while I started it. I became somewhat lucid remembering my other bike dreams. He mentioned that the way to start it was to reach my left leg back a bit and tap the metal lightly. The bike started and it had the most beautiful throaty sounding exhaust I've ever heard. I rode the bike around the booth area a few times then decided that I wanted to see what it could do. I sped up really fast and jumped it off small hills that were surrounding the car show lot. I saw one huge hill and decided to show off a bit. I took the jump very fast and pulled back on the bars doing a backflip. I landed it nice and smooth and took the bike back to the booth. Everyone was silent and a lot of them had their mouths open in shock.

10/26/08

I was at my aunty Gloria and uncle Don's place and I offered to make them a nice dinner. I wanted to make lentil dahl, but they didn't have any of the ingredients to make it. I could only find corn on the cob and pork chops so I ended up making them cooked corn (that I later cut off the cobs) and spicy fried pork chops. My uncle Don was not impressed because he thought the corn was a 'copout'.

*Very frustrating dream because I spent half of it trying to find a clean pot that would fit the corn cobs in it.

10/28/08

Just fragments last night:

Talking to WB about the vacation schedule for SHR and how AC said not to 'reinvent the wheel'. LC got involved for some reason and gave AC shit. I could hear LC her yelling on the phone in her office.

10/29/08

I was at a strange house (which kind of looked like my Granparents old house) with Jay and there was a knock at the door. It was a man I had never seen before and Jay let him in. He didn't waste any time and struck Jay in the head with something. Before I could fight back another guy entered the house and grabbed me. They tied Jay up and we hitting him repeatedly. The first man went to the kitchen and grabbed a large chef's knife. He came back and I knew very clearly that I had to get away from the other guy before they stabbed both of us to death. The man holding me loosened his grip and he was caught up in what the other one was about to do to Jay. I wriggled free and ran to the man witht he knife kicking it out of his hand. I ran and grabbed it and let Jay free. He seemed to bounce back pretty quick after being beaten and he went to the kitchen to grab another knife. I didn't wait and began stabbing at both the men. Their flesh cut off their bodies like strips of back bacon and there was blood everywhere. Jay got in on the action as well taking long strokes with his knife that tore deep into the gut of the man who had beat him. After a few minutes of this the men lay in pieces on the floor, lifeless. We were both in shock and I suggested that we try to get rid of as much evidence as possible. I grabbed some flammable cans from under the sink in the kitchen and started pouring it all over the bodies and around the living room. Jay found a pack of matches and lit one as we walked out the front door of the house. The whole place went up in flames and Jay mentioned that we had forgotten to get the 2 tabby cats out of the house before we left.

10/30/08

Dream #1:
I was at the mall with Jamie Konchak and we were just walking around being silly and looking at clothes. I looked down and I had huge fake tits...weirdest thing ever! As we were leaving one large department store, we ran into a guy we knew from high school who was now married and had a son (his son was with him at the mall). Jamie was busy looking at something so I went a bit ahead. The guy followed me and said, "I know it's a weird request, but since my wife had my son, we haven't had much sex. I was wondering if I could feel your huge breasts...I'll pay you if you want. Please don't tell my wife or my son." I went along with it and lead him on thinking he could until just outside the doors of the store. There was his wife. I said hi and told him to quit being such a pig under my breath so she couldn't hear.

Dream #2:
Same setting, but different dream...
I was at the mall with a bunch of people and after looking around the mall reminded me of one in Kamloops. I became lucid and told my friends that I could make a black horse appear any time I wanted, all I had to do is whistle. They didn't believe me of course so I demonstrated. I whistled, but he didn't come right away. After a few attempts a black horse came bolting through the automatic doors at the entrance of the mall below (we were on the second floor). It wasn't my DG, but he looked like a mustang from the documentary I watched last night so I went with it. He was all black except for a big white stripe down his forehead. He was also wearing a bridle and saddle (which my DG never has). He came running up the stairs and I jumped on his back. I was laughing and screaming back to my friends that they never believed anything so it was their loss. I rode the horse down the stairs while everyone in the mall was staring and pointing. We ran out the front doors and just kept going...nowhere in particular.

10/31/08

More horses in my dream last night. All I remember was that there was huge herd of wild mustangs and it was mating season. I was some sort of researcher or something following the herd around making sure everything was OK and filming them for a documentary or something. I remember vaguely that I had become lucid at one point and decided to fly to get a better look at the entire herd. I also remember mading the power lines appear towards the end of the dream so that I wouldn't fly to high.

11/15/08

I was at my parents' house and I was there with my old best friend from high school Brandi and I guess I was actually a guy because she mounted me up reverse=cowgirl style and we started having sex. I was playing with her tits and everything....it was bizzare. We were right going at it and my mom walked in without knocking. I quickly pushed Brandi off and covered us up with the blankets and started giving my mom shit for not knocking. She left and my dad came in asking what the commotion was about. I told him what happened and said that they wouldn't like it if I did the same thing to them in their room. My sister also came ro see what was up and suggested that Brandi and I go get a hotel room to have some privacy.


**I think my new meds are making me crazy. I don't remember any dreams for weeks, now this??!!