Ok, this is a really long-ass dream. It's anohter one of those epic things with some really surreal moments and religious themes. I had many moments of fear that I'd somehow lost the real world forever, that I'd never wake up. I wouldn't even know where to begin in interpreting it, it's so incredibly complicated. Words don't even begin to do it justice.
Dream- I was at some sort of old-time festival. Some guy was offering almond flour to people, and everyone flocked to it, other than the drunks, who were all slumped out on the floor. I didn't think it was that big of a deal...people came back with cups of the stuff and it got all over everything. I tasted a little and thought it was pretty good. There was a buffet with doughnuts and I tried one. It was good but a little odd tasting and I couldn't finish it. Then the building we were in got attacked by an army that looked like it was from the civil war. We all hid in a corner, but unfortunately, there were some windows there that they could look through. They turned out to be just war re-enactors though. But then we got attacked again and I thought this time it might be real. I hid in a bathroom with family and friends, saying that everyone in there would be reincarnated. Then somebody did announcements of who was about to die and we said goodbye to them. Then I went through a portal that was supposed to take me to my current home.
It seemed like I was in my hometown, though I was disappointed that Grant wasn't there with me. I kept talking to him anyway, as though he were an imaginary friend. The neighborhood was very peaceful as I walked along the road. There were no cars, just bicycles. I was walking along a beautiful, huge river, when suddenly these giant garbage trucks came flying down it. I realized that this place wasn't the paradise it first appeared to be.
Now I was in a futuristic landscape where everything seemed mechanical. I don't remember much about this part, but at some point I turned off an electrical switch, which I thought would bring relief to a lot of people. There were conveyor belts everywhere and it was hard to get around because they always seemed to be moving in the opposite direction of the way I was going. I ended up doing a lot of flying around. People were working at machines like mindless drones. I saw this lady that I knew and asked her where she'd been. She was apparantly my supervisor, but I liked and trusted her. She had a nametag that said she earned 35 cents an hour, which was much more than typical at this place. We talked at work, and how this dream world related to the "other" world, aka non-dream reality. I told her I was in love with Grant in the "real" world, but never seemed to be able to connect with him in the dream world, and what could I do about this. She advised getting Grant to spend more time loving our pets.
I was then a kid again, with my cousin S. We were at some big military parade. There were gigantic tanks and trucks coming down the street. I told S that we needed to get more toward the front of the parade crowd, cause they killed all the people at the back. We didn't have much time, though, before they started killing people. It looked like everyone behind me was killed, including S, but I should be spared. Suddenly I was watching this happen on a giant sporting event screen. I saw myself get killed too.
Then I was in another alternate reality, talking with Mike, my brother. We were looking up at a building on the UW campus that was supposed to be significant somehow. I told him that on the third floor, behind a balcony, there was a room that I'd dreamed of. I decided to visit that room. There were some duffel bags that I was supposed to pick up. I grabbed them and ran down the stairs. Something was telling me I was about to run out of energy and needed fuel. When I got to the bottom, the doors were opened by some former classmates that were apparently working for the same cause as me. We went off to this spot in the alley where this group of people, like an underground political organization, was congregating. There were some papers in the bag and I was supposed to organize them into piles underneath some signs.
Someone in the organization was telling me about the importance of their cause, which had something to do with saving the world. I kept thinking to myself there's no way this could really be happening. I told her that either I'm schizophrenic or dreaming. In order to prove to me that it was real, she gave me this vision. I was standing by this serene lake at night. Then this gigantic glowing angel came flying overhead. Turns out it was Mary. She was incredibly majestic, I was in awe of her. Then I was back with the group. We were now in that room where I picked up the bags. This was their secret metting location. They told me that I wasn't supposed to die in the earlier parade, and they were fighting against that. I was their savoir or something, the last true human, they said. I found it hard to believe that I could be at the center of the universe and was very confused. I had a ton of questions, but the leader of the group said there wasn't time to answer them. She said I could ask just one. I asked that if I was the only real human, then what was everyone else in the non-dream world? She said they were people that were trapped somehow. "Like in the Matrix?" I asked. She said kind of, but it was much more monsterous than that. I was imagining horribly deformed people everywhere.
Now I was in a motel room, I had just waken up from this crazy dream. Mike was there too, but I was wondering where Grant and my parents had gone. I briefly remembered them telling us they were going to Farm & Fleet or something. It was like 1:00, though, past check out time and I was worried. Then a lady that worked in the motel came in and said they'd called and said they'd be late. I didn't believe her and broke down saying, "They're dead, aren't they?!" She looked at me oddly. Then I heard their voices outside. I rushed over to see them, but it wasn't them. It was some people that were using recordings of them. They lured me to the window and then started shooting at me. I dodged their bullets.
It gets really fuzzy after that and I'm not sure what order things happened in. At some point, I was walking back to the motel, and suddenly felt to weak to continue. I asked a lady to help me up. I was getting advice from this ancient Mayan goddess. Then I fell into some sort of abyss, cuddling the person nearest me even though I didn't know them well, because I was scared. A guy in a priest uniform told me to stay away from rats. I told him I'd stay away from people who were rats (I sensed he was one), but no way was I staying away from my pets. There was also someone telling me I was going to have a religious vision of John the Baptist over a lake tomorrow. I was skeptical.
I heard the voice of the Mayan Goddess again, she was telling me that she couldn't descend this far, she had to go. I was disappointed because she'd given me a lot of guidance. She told me to tell her what I saw next. I saw a bunch of monsters coming to attack me. A few looked like dogs, or people in dog suits. There was a big orange one that was like a cross between a muppet and a monkey. They were all attacking me and I was trying to describe them alound and then it stopped suddenly. A women stepped out, who was supposed to be Mary Magdelene. She told me that I was not to speak to the Mayan goddess anymore. I was confused about who to trust.
Then I saw Grant again. I asked him where he'd been. He apologized for not being around more. Then he asked me if I'd been naked all day, which I found odd and avoided the question. A little while later I realzied that my clothes were all laying in a pile. Grant pointed out that since I was dreaming, I didn't really need the long underwear. I decided to put them back on anyway. I had just put my pants on, when a couple of winged demons flew in and stole the rest of my clothes. I tried to fight with them and saw fear in one of their eyes. They managed to escape though, before I could get my stuff back. Apparently, my clothes held great power for them. Grant went off with them. I was shocked and distraught to discover that he had been working with them the whole time.
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