Hassifa's Dream Journal

[hassifa]

Just starting a dream journal on here so i can start working on my Dream Recall and hopefully i can improve enough to induce a lucid Dream sometime. For future reference, entries in black will be normal dreams, and entries in blue will be lucid dreams. Night of May 9th. Not much to remember, as my dreams were really scatters around all over the place last night. I remember small flashes of people and something like a cartoon-ish chat room, but thats about all.

[hassifa]

Night of 10th May I was at a school type area and i was in charge of watching over some seniors play modified basketball. I had to give them a hand when the ball they were using was stuck in the net and i had to get them out of it. After the game was finished i was worried about reporting the results if the match to someone. Next at the same area, there was some of these foam boxes with GDI written on them, and as i was walking to where i suspected home was, i met some other people which asked something along the lines of whether this GDI was a sporting group or not. I promptly replied that the foam boxes was packaging from a Command and Conquer 3 shipment the school had recieved earlier that day. After that, i was in a small convience stores that was run by some international people, chinese / japanese i believe as i dont recall how they spoke. You could trade very small round balls into a vending machine to buy goods there, but it seemed to be out of order. When this happened, the sleeps to be in the process of closing the store, so i had to leave, and i started to hurry home for some reason. I then woke up in a bed, but for some reason i could see something akin to a hud (heads-up-display) in my own vision. So i do a breathing RC, and sure enough, i can breathe while pinching my nose shut. I start to explore the area, and notice that my pointer finger on my right hand partially gives off light and that the light focus's light a flashlight and gives off a pattern on the wall. I then proceed to walk around with this as my light source. When i come to a door, i try to pass through it, and as i am, the fresh cold night breeze hit my skin and i realize that i am naked. When i am about finished walking through the door i get stuck with my heel still in the door. I try to phase my finger into the door to see if i can keep passing through, and it works. Now outside, i find myself back in the school area i was dreaming about before except at night now. I do some twirls to look around and find a very small dog that resembled my family dog. After that though, i woke up for real.

[hassifa]

Heh, never thought that this would still be here after all this time. Guess i will update this with what i have so far in the past few days since i have been trying to LD again... Night of 7th August... Only one dream on this night. All i can recall is a battlefield of some kind. Flat, sort of a beach or desert. There was only 3 people including myself that i knew of in the area. There were 2 sets of sandbag lines, sort of forming a T shape with a space in the middle of the join. I was hiding behind one edge, with another person on the other side of it, and the 3rd person was hiding behind the other sandbag wall so i couldnt see them. All i was doing was throwing different grenades over the sandbag wall trying to kill the other person i guess. Nothing else to remember.

[hassifa]

Going to bed at 9pm, woke up around 1:50am, before my alarm at 2am for some reason. Dream consisted of my old soccer training field from year ago when i used to play it for sport properly. The ground seemed very damp / borderline muddy. I remember both of my old coaches there, as well as another soccer player from my old team. All we were doing was endurance training by running laps around the soccer field. After a while, it was proceeding to get very muddy / borderline sludge as i continued running with one of the coaches trying to keep my moral up while running. After a while, the dream cut to a fictional commercial of the olympics for some reason WILD attempt 1 After writing a brief description of the above dream in a journal, i proceeded to use some earplugs to help me cut off outside noise when trying to relax. Laying down on my back, i proceeded to use a breathing relaxation technique, mentally counting my breaths. As i proceed to count higher and higher, i experience multiple things, which are as follows. A visual scene that dipicted the back of a building, with a male in a tuxedo guarding a door Some music which featured from a WWE wrestlers entrance music (EDGE) A visual scene of a bland grey wall of a skyscraper. Scene panned to ground level, showing a street, which became populated with a crowd A visual scene of an inside wall with a door in the middle, the music in the second point in the background. During this time, there were 2 occasions where a buzzing sound was 'heard' during relaxation, as well as cramps forming in my legs which i tried to ignore. Eventually sat up in bed after counting reached past 300+ as i stopped counting for a bit after that. Time was around 2:40am at this time. I couldnt seem to enter any scene as described above, which resulted me in going back to counting breathes. Proceeded to write down attempt and go to bed normally.

[hassifa]

Trying to go to bed around 9pm every night for a constant sleep schedule. Woke up at 11pm, way before my alarm that was set to 2am. Wrote down dream and decided to try to WILD. Dream Not very vivid, but remember cycling, or something pertaining to riding a bicycle. Dream changed to a backyard filled with trees, with a stone path weaving through-out it. Certain sections of the path were 'points' that seemed to have a small circular panel with a pattern on it. General theme seemed like a gameshow with contestants walking the path and doing various activities depending on the point that they stopped at, though i never did see anyone other than me, nor did i do any of the activities myself. End Dream After waking up the first time, i decided to try to WILD even though i have not slept the recommended 5 hours. WILD attempt 2 Relaxing on back with earplugs, going to do that as a routine for a while. Using the breathing technique from 1 to 50 this time. When i hit 50, i started to imagine real world feelings that i have experienced through-out my house to try and block out my current body signals. Such things as feeling my wooden cupboard with my hand, to the feeling of the carpet underneath my feet when i walk. I imagined a few laps of my house, including sitting on a lounge, and sitting on my leather computer chair. After finishing this visual run-through, i cant really feel anything from my body anymore, and any swallowing i find is done by my body as a natural reaction. Unfortunately, all i experienced in this state was constant relaxation with no outside imagery or audio cues, so after some time, i decided to stop and goto bed as usual. Time is now 11:40pm. End WILD attempt Back to bed, only to wake up again around 1:30am. Dont remember dream, so i shut my alarm off and go back to bed. Wake up again around 5:20am, remembering a dream this time. Decide to no to go back to bed. Dream 2 Find myself in a new location unknown to me. I see some people in the distance which i decide to visit. The people are gathered around a set of hanging rings. (Sort of like the hanging rings in the gymnastics event) I ask them what they are doing, when they reply that they are having a competition with the game. They ask if i know how to play, which i respond in the negative. The let me play around on the rings, saying that specific combinations of movements would score me points in the game. After a small period of time, the competition starts, and i see a few people go first, noting how they move on the rings. I notice the scene switched to a small viewpoint of ropes with knots in them, along a line with a path of rock underneath it, with mud on the side. The people playing then seems to be using a ps2 controller to control an avatar which then proceeds to swing on the ropes. As it moves along the ropes, jewels appear in the mud either side of the ropes, and the person uses the controller to aim and fire at the jewels. Dream 2 End

[hassifa]

Couldnt remember any dreams this night, woke up around 3am to try another WILD attempt. WILD Attempt 3 Same sequence as last night. Ear plugs and breathing technique to 50. Again try to use real-world feelings to cut off signals from my real body. After a bit, my perspective changed to where it seemed that i was standing inside my own body, looking out from my eyes. My heart beat increased rapidly at this time as well as more shallow breathing. This feeling lasted for a bit while i tried to control my breathing. No images / sounds occured, and my perspective shifted back to my full body. Awhile later and i stopped trying to wild and went to bed normally. Time at finish is around 3:30am. WILD Attempt 3 End

[hassifa]

Been a long time, but hopefully once again i can keep at this. Think i have been playing a little too much left 4 dead. Dream The first part, i seem to be in a theatre. It's crowded with people all siting in chairs. Three of my friends are around me. Next thing i know, is that i'm shooting zombies that keep appearing from outside, so my friends and i make out way through the panicing people to the front stage, all the while trying to shooting towards the entrance. When i get to the stage, i must have found a double barrel shotgun, as i start to use that to fight the zombies back. Both shooting at them, and using it as a club if any get to close. The non-infected people are still screaming like crazy at this time aswell. My friends and i start to climb a stage ladder we found to get even higher. Some of the people are being infected at the back, and the people are trying to pile onto the stage to get out the stage doors. Next thing i know, i feel this tongue from somewhere latch onto my arm, and start pulling me towards the zombified crowd. I call out for help from my friends which knock the tongue off me. The theatre lights start to dim out a bit, pitching the stage into a darkness, though the audience area is still lit up. One of my friends lose a golden ring which seems very important to him, and starts freaking out. At this time, most of the alive survivors have evacuated, and most of the zombies have been killed.

[hassifa]

Two dreams that i remember last night 1. I was a spy in the game Team Fortress 2. It seemed like a small map. Three elevation levels. The flag was the highest point with a walkway and an elevator going diagonally down to a level below it. On the Second level, there were pathways and another elevator going directly down. on the bottom level, it was a slightly open area that lead to another elevator going up under the other enemies base. The map was symmetrical with both base layouts the same. My teams colour was grey and we played against a team of red people. The dream just played as a normal game of TF2. 2. A bit of a short dream, but anyway, here it is. Started over looking an island when a group of people turn up next to me. It turns out that its a survivor get together show after a series has finished. The host talks about now that the show is over, they dont need the island anymore. So here we are, floating in the ocean looking at these island, when the 'host' plays with something in his pocket, next thing i know, is that the waves begin to get choppy and he says something about a tidal wave being the most efficient way of removing islands. As he finished speaking that sentence, the water begins to dip down and a wave passes over us towards the island. He says that he just sent a 6ft wave, and that the next one will be the tidal wave that he sends. So he played around with his device again, and this time the ocean depth lowered alot. I looked back and this massive wave appeared from no-where heading towards the island. The whole group of people start swimming away from the wave in hopes of body surfing the wave. The dream ends with everyone catching the wave.

[hassifa]

I stayed up till around 1am this morning before finally succumbing to sleep. I might have woken up during the night, but i dont remember. Anyway on with the dream. Dream I wake up but with my still closed, when this pressure sits down onto my bed. For a brief moment, my eyes open a crack and see this beautiful woman sitting down on the side of my bed, which looks to be in one of my old bedrooms. I close my eyes again and my fingers start twitching under the blankets like i was trying a FILD technique. The pressure moves from the bed onto my lap, and i hear her whispers in my ear. She calls me son (i know im not in there in the head, but come on...) and says how she wants to break the record of points or something. She then proceeds to french kiss me while grinding into my lap and after a minute or so, she stops and faces away from me on my lap. The grinding gets harder and i hear her moans. Next thing i know, she is gone, but im still in the same room with my whole body in a fog/numb like state. I proceed to do a quick breathing RC and i can still breathe with my fingers pinching my nose. At first i go outside my room, and when i leave the bedroom, i come to a set of stairs. For some reason, my shadow stretches all the way down the stairwell at night. I turn back to my door and close it, while trying to imagine a neko creature on the other side, as i have always wanted to meet one in my dreams. I open the door to a neko-less room, so being a bit disappointed, i close the door and try again, but with the same results. Then i just enter the bedroom again, and sit on the front edge of my bed facing towards the door. After a minute or so, i spy a shadow on the floor that looks like a persons figure with long hair, and when i turn around, a partially blue woman looks at me with a sultry smile. She's clad in a 2 piece blue swimsuit, and motions to me to come hither. Unfortunately, it doesnt get far into any activities because i then wake up. End Dream Oh well, First LD of 2k9 and my second one overall.