cold's dream journal =]

[Iokheira]

Intro! I love reading other people's dream journals, so hopefully mine will be entertaining to you as well =] Some are boring, but some have a bunch of significance too, and others are just plain fun. This is a continuation of my first dream journal, which I was too lazy to keep up, so there are some really old entries here. Comments, suggestions, and interpretations are fine, but please keep it nice, as well as concise (I'm more than happy to have a conversation on AIM or PMing) Status I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping. Went to the chiropractor, and that seemed to help a lot. Time will tell though =] Oh yeah- I always date my dreams to the day before (ex: It's the fourth and I say the third) because that was the day I went to sleep. Lol. Dream Key Lucid Awake thoughts about dream Comments on full night's dreams Medications, special things Dream Signs -Funny cloud colors (esp. stormy looking ones) -Inconsistant lighting (Super dark room or night and people and plants are lit like day) -All I can think of for now-

[Iokheira]

September 21, 2007 Dreamed I was at school in a very sunny classroom with windows, and a view of the playground. There were a bunch of other people, and we were sitting on the desks and anywhere we wanted. A young boy came up to me and gave me a loaf of bread, then ran away. I wasn’t very hungry, so I put it in my pocket for later. Then I went home, and discovered there was a large square tunnel about 20 feet down, lined with old grey bricks. It was about 10 feet by 10 feet. I carefully climbed down it and saw that there was another hole, about 1 foot above the ground and 4 feet wide and 3 feet tall. I climbed inside of it and the floor was normal level again (It was like a half wall, but smaller). It was really dark, and took a little while for my eyes to adjust. I went a little further, and noticed that the floor was moving. I looked down, and saw big snakes, little snakes, big spiders, little spiders, cobwebs, and very, very large rats with glassy red eyes. I held still, so they wouldn’t bite me, but after about half an hour, I really wanted out. I started moving back for the hole, but as soon as I took a step a snake coiled around my leg and hissed, showing big, pointy, fangs secreting a clear, white yellow fluid. Just as I was thinking I would never get out, I would starve or fall prey to the snakes and other lovely creatures, a white wolf appeared. Everything got brighter and all the snakes and things went back into the dark. He led me out into the main hole, and we climbed back up. Then he took me to the roof (which was very stylized with flower shaped lights that were those diner orange color). It was getting to be sunset. The building was really tall, and there was a lush, green hill to my left, and the ocean to my right. The wolf told me to take out the bread, and take 5 small bites. I did this (it tasted like it was coated with sugar), and then he said something. A blue bird, about as tall as a human appeared. Once it had judged I was worthy and where I should go, it made a portal and we landed in a grassy field with trees to the right and a crystal clear river to the left, both stretching as far as the eye could see. I looked around for the wolf, but he had disappeared. In the middle of the field there was a polished black circle, roughly 12 feet across. Two wolves were sparring inside, and several other wolves were watching. I looked down at myself and saw that I was covered in shaggy black fur with silver shots through it, and a silver belly. I walked over to the circle, and saw that not only was it black, it had grey streaks in it like marble. The loser stepped onto the soft, green grass and was instantly healed, the winner was revitalized. A grey wolf asked me telepathically if I wanted to spar, and I agreed. We fought, and I won. As I stepped onto the grass, I felt a tingling in my paws, and felt better than I ever had before. Then the white wolf came out of the trees, with a pack behind him. He congratulated me on my win, and nuzzled me. I licked his snout and showed submission. He told me it was time to go back, but if I ever wanted to come back or needed help, I could just ask him, because he would be there whether I saw him or not. He took me back to the building, and the dream ended. Lots of dreams about werewolves and wolves around this time. Prehaps because I was under so much stress? Or maybe obsession =P September 22, 2007 I was sitting on a large rock watching the ocean. It was a cloudy day, and looked like it was going to rain. I went home, (it was Victorian style) and my mom handed me a letter. It was for a private school in the area. I decided to go to it, even though my dog warned me that I wouldn’t be happy. When I got there, it had all the majesty of a castle, and all the happiness of a prison. My dog was right. One of the teachers was an old lady who always got mad at me. Soon enough, it was Christmas break. I went to Barnes and Noble to buy myself a book. On the second story, there were some people from my old school. They sang the shark song, complete with hand motions about how the sharks beat the dolphins (our school mascot in the dream). I went up to the clerk and looked him in the eye, and he went berserk, growing claws and running out of the building. Several people chased after, and he was running through a field, and then my alarm woke me up. Another dream with a werewolf type figure. Strange, because I was the one to set him off, yet at the same time I was part beast myself... September 23, 2007 I was walking in a field, and then got a message saying that I needed to track down a certain animal in the Zodiac Forest. Wondering what on earth a zodiac forest was, I was whisked away. Looking up, I saw the 12 figures of the zodiac, chiseled in mossy rock. I cut my way through the jungle type growth, and came upon a ruin. Going inside, I saw a laptop, and turned it on. A man appeared on the screen, about 18 or so, and was explaining how the creature got loose when I was waken up.

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September 24, 2007 I was at school, and was having an argument with someone about whether or not vampires and werewolves were real. Then I went to English class, and found out we were having a play. I had to dress up as Fang (Don't ask), with a black trench coat, biker boots, regular jeans, and a t-shirt. After school, I went to the lobby (still wearing the costume) and saw an old lady in a wheelchair being pushed by a nurse. As soon as the nurse turned around, a man came up and stabbed the old lady with a shot. She suddenly got very cold, and the thermometer read -19 degrees farenheight. She died soon after. I got a call saying that I had to track him down, so I asked around for help. Everyone was drinking beer in bottles that were only one inch high. They all wouldn’t help, so I chased after him. He stabbed anyone who got in his way. I tackled him, and he tried to stab me, but he couldn’t get through the thick leather coat. I grabbed the needle in my teeth and bit it in half, then the police captured him and I woke up. September 25, 2007 I was in a football stadium; the clouds were an orange grey. It looked as if they were always like that, and it wasn’t sunrise or sunset. I played football for a little while, and then did a how to at school on “How to Lie Effectively.” Then I dyed my hair pink, and woke up. Maybe a "How to" because I had to do a how to for speech class... September 26, 2007 I was on an old dock, looking into the pounding, angry ocean at night. I saw a dark silhouette come towards me. A whale poked his broad head out of the water, and beckoned me closer. I went to him, and he gave me a roll of parchment that had a list of three things on it: a brown dog, an old can, and a black ring. I showed it to my husband (I'm not married), but he couldn’t see anything. I had a feeling that I was supposed to combine the items some way. The dock started to collapse and I ran, waking up with a horrible leg cramp. (I later found out I had pulled it.) I fell back asleep after a few minutes, and found myself swimming towards an old house on an island that was about as big as the house itself. (It was now morning.) I realized that I could breathe underwater, and so I took big gulps of cool air. Through the clear water, I found the can. I went into the house, wondering what I was supposed to find there. It was very messy, but not so much in broken items and the like, but more of pieces of drywall and wood scattered about, covered in a layer of dust. A brown dog came leaping out of the joining room, and licked my hand. It was a beagle. The tiny island reformed to make a bridge to the mainland. I hopped in a car and went to town, ending up at a jewelry store. The salesperson suggested I buy a power ring, (for focusing inner energy) and led me to the part of the store where they were displayed. One with a black, polished center stood out to me. It was banded in silver, slightly tarnished, and covered in runes. I pointed to it and said that I liked that one, and pulled out my wallet, but the saleswoman said that it was so old, and since no one displayed any interest in it, she would just give it to me. I went to my parent’s house to show them, but they said that it was a waste of time, and I should just give it up, nothing was going to happen. I went into the forest by their house, and put the ring in the can. It turned into mushy dog food, and the beagle leapt up and ate it before I could do anything. He burped, and a small palm pilot type thing came up. I picked it up, and the screen typed, “You have one wish.” I gave it to my mom to wish for, and she wished to be the best at something and for people to appreciate that talent. A small green vial, with a yellow tassel appeared, and she drank it. I was somewhat sad that my wish wouldn’t be granted. Just then a small voice whispered, “You’ll get your desire, don’t worry.” A small mist enveloped me, and I fell into a deep sleep. When I woke up, I had a bite mark on my left forearm, and I could turn into any animal I wanted, and speak telepathically with them too. Then I really woke up. Seems that I have a strong desire to be special, even though I already can do things others can't (Like seeing the instructions). Others in my dreams tend to think I'm a little crazy for what I know, even though I know I'm not. Hope I become satisfied =P

[Iokheira]

September 28, 2007 I was walking through a forest when I came upon a branch to the path, like a T. I was about to go left when an alien walking a strange dog came from the right side. The dog was really shaggy and yellow, with yellow eyes, and very large teeth. The top was like a saber tooth tiger, and the bottom teeth looked kind of like a warthog. The alien looked at me and raised its hand. I found myself turning away under the mind bending command. I turned back and it was gone. Same Night The second dream was that I was in a movie theater with my family, and then I got sucked into the screen. A pirate captured me, and ordered me to make a pathway with small blue stones (each about 2 centimeters by one centimeter) with a small picture and a word on them. The one I was holding said “Navigation” and had a picture of a navigation wheel. He went off to attend to other business, and I ran and got in a car. My brother was in the driver’s seat. The pirate hammered on the windows, and told us to open them. Instead we drove down the mountain. My brother saw a group of his friends, and stopped the car to go talk to them. The end. October 1, 2007 Examining baby on cliff (like in 300) the measured the skull for the brain, measured the ankles for the speed, and measured the shoulder width for the strength. They decided I was good, and put me into starter classes. I did that until I was 10, then I asked to see the king and I trained with a spear, sword, and throwing stars and knives. Saw a bunch of people chained to a wall, arms chained to the sky, get their heads lopped off by a man on a white horse, and they waited for rigormortis and dumped the bodies in the ocean. I woke up and was very, very sore. October 19, 2007 I lived on a farm, and we needed another hand. We hired a man named Curtis. He and I fell in love, and then one day he proposed. I agreed, and our whole family went to Disney World to celebrate. (WTH? I wouldn't go to Disney world for a honeymoon )

[Iokheira]

November 13, 2008 Post-war/ apocalypse, most everyone was gone, and the buildings were old and falling. Dad (except not my dad) and I went into the wreckage of a once-skyscraper thing, and went into the lobby. Everything was dark and dusty, even though it was dawn. Saw a few pamphlets with smiling children on them, something about racism and poverty. All of them were stamped with the same logo, and some were scattered on the ground. We had to look for tax form D-4, and I laughed at him and said, "It's the end of the world and you're worried about taxes!? The government is probably gone anyway." He frowned at me and said "Government or not, I'm still a law abiding citizen and you should be too." We didn't find it and some group-thinkers were coming, so we went back to our home/ shelter. It looked like a very small classroom, with a few dusty desks and a dirty window. I was disappointed that my Gameboy battery ran out, and I said that I could recharge watch batteries, but not anything bigger than that. He said one of his old friends (Jim?) showed him a trick. He got my lip balm and coated both ends of the AA with it and put it in the container and it started fizzing and expanding and boiling over. I was happy and was going to put it in, but the group-think people cornered us and were going to make us like them. Woke up at 2:07 am, fell back asleep. Same Night Dreamed something about a really buff blond guy, and I had to protect someone (Katie?) from a guy in a white van. (The rapist kind) November 21?, 2008 I was in my high school, and everything was as it should be except that there was a basement. I was walking through it and knew everyone was wearing a mask. I couldn't see it, because it blended in so much with their face (for all purposes it pretty much was their face), but I knew it was there. I also knew some other people besides me knew that it was there. I could feel my mask on my face, suffocating even though it didn't restrict my breathing at all, and around the edges of my eyes it was slightly blurred. Most people weren't even aware they had a mask on. I came across Lauren, and she was super thin (even thinner than usual), her calf muscles clearly showing. I was worried and asked if she was anorexic, to which she quickly replied "No." I knew she was lying, and I knew I was the only one who knew the truth with the mask on or off. I didn't say anything to her and went to the basement. As I was walking down the stairs I peeled off the mask. It weighed almost nothing, but at the same time was extremely heavy, even though it was about a quarter-inch thick. It was also slightly yellowish brown, like earwax. My breathing was easier and everything was crisp and clear. I noticed everything was pitch black except for the stone stairs, the floor (mostly in shadow), and three boys and one other girl besides me, who looked as though they were standing in bright sunlight. Each of them had a mask in their hand. I don't think anyone else knew how to take it off. All of their eyes were striking and bright. The room was evil, I could tell that clearly, but it also felt oddly comforting. "So what are we going to do?" I asked. "We're going to show them. We're going to kill them all." My stomach sort of lurched, then I woke up. I think he was reffering to the masks, not the people, but I'm not sure I'm a pretty observant person, and I'm kind of pessimistic about human nature. Lots of straightford symbols in this one. Everyone wears a mask, after a while it becomes their face, and they need something shocking to get them back to being real. As much as I hate masks, I'm a bit of a hypocrite too because I still wear one, and it requires a great amount of trust to take it off in front of others. January 1, 2009 (New year!) Something or another about Mrs. B at school, and how everyone hates her projects and teaching, even though I don't. January 2, 2009 Dreamt I was in my church (but it was a tall hospital), and I was taking care of a baby named Tri (pronounced "Tree"). He was cute and a pretty brown, and was very smart. We played with a periwinkle ball with stars on it until he got bored. A storm was coming, the clouds were a dark grey, but at the same time were light (like when the rain is pouring but the sun is still shining through) Woke up. Same Night Went to a resturaunt that my family goes to a lot, but it was in a different shopping center closer to our house. As I was heading over, I realized it was just a dream, so I tried to fly over. Instead, I teleported, and tried to go to the crossroads, but I woke up instead. >:[ (Didn't get fully lucid) Same Night I dreamt that I was at my house (but it was school), and it was lunchtime. A cute black guy was wearing pink, and was showing everyone a design for a shirt he made. It was pretty cool, but I said the vest seemed a little small/short, but everyone else called him gay. He left, and some of the Mexican guys who had been teasing him invited me to play soccer with them. I knew I sucked, but the leader (who was really cute), challenged me and offered to show me some moves. I accepted, and got a few catcalls from the others (Which I hated). Then I woke up.

[Iokheira]

January 3, 2009 I was playing a video game (it was third person and first person at the same time). It was a fun playful warfare type game, with futuristic looking tanks, and land subs. It was sort of dark, and the clouds were a dark stormy grey, and the whole place looked sort of dark bluish purple. I got a virus that kept making a stupid pop-up, and it made the game lag horribly. While I was playing, I met 3 other people, 2 who actually played and chatted and one who sat around doing nothing. One was a girl who kind of reminded me of a doll because of her hairstyle (it was red/purple with lots of curls and it poofed out at the back), and the other active player was a guy in something like a tux, but less formal. The girl was talking about a portal on the game screen that wasn't working for me, and she went back and forth to show me. I was about to reply, but the game lagged. When it caught up, I was at an airfield (just a giant asphalt area) and I was going to buy a plane, but I remembered it was just a dream, and proceeded to try to fly. Everything went white, and I felt myself waking up. I tried to get the dream to stablilize, and it did, but I still felt sort of awake. I tried to make everything in a winter mountian scene, but it looked bad, so I made the whole white area black like the sky, then I thought, "It would be no fun to fly in this! I wouldn't be able to tell how fast I was going. And it's sort of boring." So, I sprinkled stars in the sky and thought "That's better, but I need a ground." So I made the ground hilly and green. I leapt up to start to fly, but everything went white again. I started to wake up again and couldn't stop it, mostly because of this infernal tapping noise, not to mention it was suffocating and I had to go to the bathroom. Ugh... my curse. I woke up at 1:43, and now it's 3:32 and I still haven't fallen asleep. That stupid tapping sound... Pretty boring dream.. at least I had a lucid, even though it was only for a minute or two =) Also, I'm kind of annoyed and fascinated about how everything went white. Has that happened to anyone else?

[XxJOxX]

January 3, 2009 I was playing a video game (it was third person and first person at the same time). It was a fun playful warfare type game, with futuristic looking tanks, and land subs. It was sort of dark, and the clouds were a dark stormy grey, and the whole place looked sort of dark bluish purple. I got a virus that kept making a stupid pop-up, and it made the game lag horribly. While I was playing, I met 3 other people, 2 who actually played and chatted and one who sat around doing nothing. One was a girl who kind of reminded me of a doll because of her hairstyle (it was red/purple with lots of curls and it poofed out at the back), and the other active player was a guy in something like a tux, but less formal. The girl was talking about a portal on the game screen that wasn't working for me, and she went back and forth to show me. I was about to reply, but the game lagged. When it caught up, I was at an airfield (just a giant asphalt area) and I was going to buy a plane, but I remembered it was just a dream, and proceeded to try to fly. Everything went white, and I felt myself waking up. I tried to get the dream to stablilize, and it did, but I still felt sort of awake. I tried to make everything in a winter mountian scene, but it looked bad, so I made the whole white area black like the sky, then I thought, "It would be no fun to fly in this! I wouldn't be able to tell how fast I was going. And it's sort of boring." So, I sprinkled stars in the sky and thought "That's better, but I need a ground." So I made the ground hilly and green. I leapt up to start to fly, but everything went white again. I started to wake up again and couldn't stop it, mostly because of this infernal tapping noise, not to mention it was suffocating and I had to go to the bathroom. Ugh... my curse. I woke up at 1:43, and now it's 3:32 and I still haven't fallen asleep. That stupid tapping sound... Pretty boring dream.. at least I had a lucid, even though it was only for a minute or two =) Also, I'm kind of annoyed and fascinated about how everything went white. Has that happened to anyone else? Hey Coldfire, it seems that you're having trouble stabilizing the dream... In case the verbal technique I told you isn't working, just do some reality checks. Once you are FULLY AWARE, then maybe try rubbing your hands and spinning around AND using verbal commands :S If that doesn't work, maybe Try to touch your enviroment before it fades away... BTW, you are lucky because lately I've had a really bad dry spell (for about 2 months ) and here you are w/ your lucids.. lucky you! Hopefully I can get in a WBTB tonite... O well, cya!

[Iokheira]

Dateless: Around late 2007? I dreamt that I was in my school (except not my school), and I was sitting at my desk in homeroom. The teacher was passing out letters to a few really smart people. She handed one to me, and I opened it. It was an invitation to go to private school. At first I was excited, but didn't want to go later because I would miss all of my friends and I'd actually have to struggle to get good grades. I went home and showed my mom, but she told me that my current school had gotten too large and the transfer was manditory. I was pretty upset, but decided to give it a go. My brother also got an invitation. The next day I went to the school, and was disappointed. The whole inside of the building was a sickly orange hue, and there were no windows except for the door, which was monitered all the time. The halls were narrow and tall and the whole place reeked of sadness and claustrophobia. I went to my first few core classes, which were really boring, then I had lunch. I saw one of my friends and we talked about how much the place sucked, and I had the suspision that they had put something in the food that made people more compliant. I looked at my schedule to see if we had any classes together, and was appalled to find that "Group Therapy" was next in the day. The bell rang and I went off to class. I was even more horrified to discover who was teaching the class- the least favorite teacher of mine ever, Mrs. L, who I even had a few nightmares about. (I hardly ever have nightmares.) I asked her how she got to be teaching here instead of Health, and she replied that there was a shortage of teachers here and the pay was better. I tried not to show my disgust with this new prospect. I took my seat in the circle of ugly yellow chairs and watched the people filing in. They mostly looked depressed and drugged. I seemed to be the only person fully awake and suspicous. She started off by saying some stuff about herself, and then said, "I remember some of you from previous years, and expect great things and improvement from you all." she looked pointedly at me. We all had to go around saying stuff about ourselves. When it got to me, I said "Why am I here? I signed up for art, not Group Therapy." "Well honey, you're special. You can do great things, but right now you're broken. We'll all help fix you up, but first you have to want it. That's the first step to healing. Right class?" They all nodded dumbly and I thought briefly of cows. "I don't need healing, thank you very much. I need some time alone." "Now that's the attitude that will prevent recovery. Journaling is later in the period." "Exactly how long is this period?" I asked, struggling to keep my voice neutral. "As long as it has to be." she replied in the same false cheery voice. "Now we have to start class. If you have any more questions you can talk to me after class." She sat down in one of the chairs and barely fit. "Since you seem so eager to talk, why not talk about your past and problems? I'm sure the others could benefit from your story." she smiled encouragingly at me. "I'd rather not. I don't know these people, and I don't want to tell my story." I got put in a lock chair (the ones where you get clamped in like in the Doctor's office for misbehaving children), and got an IV with some sedatives. I was still really pissed though, so it only worked a little. The next thing on the list was to write an apology letter to everyone we had ever hurt, starting from the least recent to the most. We weren't allowed to leave until we were finished, and somehow she knew when that was. I kept thinking "I swear to God I'm going to start cutting again." On my 5th letter, I finally woke up. Man I hated that teacher...she always expected me to be a goody-two-shoes and a role model...plus I think she knew I SIed. It wouldn't really be that hard to find out, considering I used counseling to skip her class and had to go to the emo convention during it... other than that I have no idea why I dreamed this. Maybe a little withdrawl from it?

[Iokheira]

Hey Coldfire, it seems that you're having trouble stabilizing the dream... In case the verbal technique I told you isn't working, just do some reality checks. Once you are FULLY AWARE, then maybe try rubbing your hands and spinning around AND using verbal commands :S If that doesn't work, maybe Try to touch your enviroment before it fades away... BTW, you are lucky because lately I've had a really bad dry spell (for about 2 months ) and here you are w/ your lucids.. lucky you! Hopefully I can get in a WBTB tonite... O well, cya! Heh thanks... I recently started trying to have lucids... I tried before, but wasn't really interested (no idea why, they seem pretty kick-butt =P) I think it helps to think of lucids as a nessecity, so that they are more likely to happen. Like, for example, I need lucids to get away from all the stress and crud in my life, so my sub-c picks up on that and makes it happen. I hope you have better luck with yours!

[XxJOxX]

Heh thanks... I recently started trying to have lucids... I tried before, but wasn't really interested (no idea why, they seem pretty kick-butt =P) I think it helps to think of lucids as a nessecity, so that they are more likely to happen. Like, for example, I need lucids to get away from all the stress and crud in my life, so my sub-c picks up on that and makes it happen. I hope you have better luck with yours! Hey thanks...My bad... I got the time period of my dry spell all wrong lol... it's more like 4 months... sucks O well. Good luck with your lucids

[Iokheira]

Dateless: I think late October 2007, beacuse I remember I had a bunch of wolf dreams around this time and these 3 were on the full moon and the previous day and the day after. Dream #1 I was walking down a tunnel that lead under an overpass. I could see trees and bushes on the other side. It was a really dark night, and the lighting in the tunnel was a very harsh light blue. I knew I was being followed by someone (or something), but every time I turned around nothing was there. I heard a small chuckle every once in a while. When I got to the middle of the tunnel, I turned to look around again. As soon as I turned, someone very cold grabbed my neck and wrapped his arm around my waist, and turned me to look at him. I wanted to know who and what kind of person would touch me like that, so I looked him in the eyes. They were a beautiful sea blue/ green, and seemed like they would never end. I relaxed into a stupor and just stared at him. He smiled at me, showing growing canines. You guessed it- vampire. =] "Do you know why we want you?" He asked me calmly. His breath smelled like peppermints, and was intoxicating. I tried to reply, but in my drugged state I could hardly even say the word "No." He moved in front of me, and I felt he commanded me to stay. I did. Why would I even move when all I wanted to do was look at him? He was perfect. Sculpted muscles, tousled black hair, and those rich, deep eyes. "You're special." He continued, seeming not to notice my slurred reply. "And if we didn't get you," he moved close to me again, and I yearned for his touch, even though some part of me was screaming. I drowned it out. He went behind me and tilted my head to the side and held my shoulder, and I felt his cool breath on my neck. "Then they would. And we wouldn't want that, now would we?" I tried to respond again but this time couldn't make a sound save for a soft moan. The tips of his teeth brushed my neck, and I was aroused. I heard another voice that seemed very far away... "Man, Duke, why do you always play with your food?" I was a little annoyed at this interuption, but hardly anything got through the haze surrounding me. "This one's not food." he replied. "She needs to be turned, so if you'll excuse me..." He resumed his position and bit softly into my neck. I didn't feel anything but pure ecstacy. "Here, lay down." he said to me, and put his coat on the ground for me to rest on. "It makes it easier." I did what I was told, and felt strong, even though at the same time I still felt drugged. "Well, that was easy." The other one said to Duke. "Yes...a little mind trickery and such... still, it helps that she's a teenager and hasn't had any experience with the 'paranormal'." They both snickered at this. Suddenly I got a very sharp smell in my nose. It wasn't bad, just slightly painful. (Like when it's super cold outside, and you breathe through your nose... it hurts, but is very crisp.) The hairs on the back of my neck stood up, and I found myself crouched in a fighting position growling softly. "She turned out well... pity that hairball has to steal all the fun." Duke said. A lone werewolf barreled through the tunnel, and attacked Duke first, senseing he was the leader. He glanced at me and yelled "What are you doing?!? Help me!" I bared my fangs at him and he growled. "Too bad..." he muttered while bashing the vampire's skull into the concrete. I was pissed at him for doing that to my mate. (Whoa, guess that came along with the whole transformation thing :/) I leapt at him and dug my nails into his fur. My attack had distracted him long enough to release the first two, and they ran, promising to come back for me. He pinned me, and again I bared my fangs and hissed. "Now hold on." he said to me calmly, and looked at me with a mixture of pity and disgust, mostly pity. "This is going to hurt, but it's the only way to change you back." "I don't want to change back!" I spat at him. It landed on his muzzle and burnt him like acid. I was about to go for his eyes when he suddenly bit me in the same spot the vampire had. There was no ecstacy now, only pure, blinding pain. I literally saw red and thrashed around, tearing at and biting everything within reach. Finally the pain subsided. He was now pretty patchy, and was covered in several gushing gashes. I wondered, "Did I do that?" and assumed I did. I no longer felt any loyalty to my "Mate". I was exausted, and fainted. Well...that was..interesting... too bad I can't remember if I had read Twilight or Interview with a Vampire near then... and in there are some pretty obvious symbols for my drive oh well it was fun =] except for the whole searing pain thing. Dream #2 I woke up in a huge forest. All of the colors were very vivid, and I was on my back looking up at the trees. They were giant, and a pretty reddish brown. The leaves stirred slightly in the breeze, and bright sunlight filtered in through the treetops. I got up and wondered what on earth was I doing in the middle of the forest, then I felt my neck and the two bite marks. I remembered everything. They didn't hurt at all, like the two had canceled each other out, and I saw my shirt was covered in blood. "Dude, I just bought this!" I muttered out loud. I thought I should try to find some people so I could go back home. I walked along for a bit, taking in the pretty birds and rabbits along the path. Finally I came across a campsite, and asked a woman who was cooking breakfast for the day. She seemed shocked to see me, and looked disturbed that I needed the day, not the time. Everyone in the camp was staring at me. I thought it was very rude, even though I probably looked as though a train had run over me. Most likely I was covered in bruises too. The lady shut her mouth and told me. I thanked her, and asked if she knew which way was north. As she was about to reply a giant pack of werewolves surrounded the camp. "Again?" I said aloud. She looked like she couldn't decide which to be more suprised by- me, who already knew the werewolves and was covered in blood, or that werewolves existed at all. The wolves had some weapon that they stunned the humans with, then rounded them all up and put them in cages. I protested that I already knew Cirrus (The wolf from last night's dream), but they said I was lying like a dirty human would and put me in a cage too. They walked on and carried our cages. Any time someone would act up, they'd just shock them, sometimes knocking them uncontious. I tried to touch the bars and they gave me a nasty shock as well. One of the guards laughed. I was annoyed, but mostly scared. We got to their camp, and they set the cages down, not too softly. We were arranged around a grey circle that looked like concrete, but was something natural to the woods. A big black werewolf with a white underbelly and a staff announced, "Every one of you will fight. If you die, then you die. If you refuse to fight, then you die painfully. If you're lucky, you might get something special. Any questions?" A small man in a tweed suit who had been raising a ruckus before said "What something special?" his voice was nasaly and annyoing, and he acted like he knew it all. At the same time, I empathized with him. The black wolf growled and said "That is for those who win to find out." he apparently didn't like being questioned, even though he asked for it. "So, who's first?" he opened a cage at random and pulled out the woman I had talked to earlier. A smaller brown werewolf who looked like he needed a tank of Riddlin seemed eager for the fight. My guess was that he was a pup. She got up and made a feeble martial arts stance. The wolf lunged at her and left a set of claw marks on her chest. They looked deep, but he was only toying with her. They "fought" some more, but eventually he got bored and ripped her throat out. I was appalled and facinated at the same time, like a small beast within me had been awakened and it's appetite had been whetted with the smell of blood. A few more pitiful "fights" occured, then I was pulled roughly out of the cage. I tried again to explain that I knew Cirrus, but I was shocked in the back of the neck. Some of the guards were betting on me. I didn't know why, it seemed pretty obvious that I would lose. I made a small snarl at the guard, and she laughed. "I want this one." She said. "As pathetic as she is, she might be interesting." We stepped onto the circle and she stretched. She was huge and toned. I heard "No chance" and crying coming from the cages. I put up a guard like in boxing, even though I was 99.9&#37; sure it wouldn't help. She mimicked me and swung to punch. I put my arm up to block, but at the last minute she opened her hand and her claws gouged into my skin. I hissed in pain. My arm was numb. Had she killed the nerves? She sat down and waited for my move. I ran at her screaming and tried to punch her in the snout. She caught my hand in her mouth and all I heard was a loud series of pops and crunches. I screamed and tried to kick her, and she caught my leg and twisted it until I heard another loud pop. I saw red. I then tried to choke her, but she easily pulled me off and stabbed her claws into my chest several times, always making sure to twist them so a chunk of flesh came out too. Suddenly I felt like my body was being consumed by fire, but it was pleasantly warm. My skin healed over quickly and I felt my teeth extending and my mouth form into a snout. My leg twisted back into place and I saw dark black fur with some grey coming from my pores. I wasn't scared. I knew somehow that this was where I was supposed to be, where I belonged. Just when I thought I had finished the transformation, a pair of wings burst from my back. There were many gasps, even from the wolves. The first voice I heard was the small man. "That's inhuman!" He cried. "Making another one of us civilized beings into you! And keeping us in cages! How dare you?!? I'm going to call my lawyer." His voice grated on me even more now. No sympathy. I walked over. "Quiet, Human." I snarled, slightly taken aback that I had changed sides so quickly. "Civilized?" I continued. "You people start wars, kill each other for money, destroy the earth, and hunt down and seperate those who aren't exactly like you. Is that civilized?" The man backed to the corner of the cage. "And if you haven't noticed, you can't do anything." I reached through the bars, protected from the shock by my beautiful silky fur. I grabbed the cell phone he was frantically trying to dial, and crushed it easily in my hand. The crying was worse now. I couldn't see why they were upset. The change was a beautiful thing. Why couldn't they see that it was a gift, not a curse? Another small wolf came up and tapped me on the shoulder. I turned to look at him and he bowed. "The Alpha would like to see you." He pointed me in the right direction. I thanked him, and walked to the cabin. I ducked my head in, and saw a light grey wolf with beads and feathers woven into his fur. He smiled at me. "That was lucky." He said. I gave him the I-have-no-idea-what-you're-talking-about-but-okay look. He laughed, and said "Finding the Kuten in a random camper sweep. Very lucky." "What's a Kuten?" I asked. "You don't know?" he frowned. "A Kuten is someone who has the Spirit in them. Two kinds of animals, as a symbol to the clans to unite. The Spirit appears once in every generation or so, sometimes less because of the lack of an appropriate host. One at a time." He flashed a grin. "You were picked because of some qualities you have, and now that you've discovered your blood, you can lead. Your father was one before you. He and I were great friends, and though the Spirit did not pick me, it left me a gift." He tapped his finger near his eye. "War is coming, apparently..." He gazed out the window at the fights, then up to the sky. "I have a question..." I said quietly. "Go right ahead, you need to know all you can." "Why am I a werewolf? I thought that had to do with the full moon." He looked at me for a second, his lips twitching in amusement. "The MOON?!? You actually believed all of those human stories about the MOON?" He was doubled over in laughter. I was very embarrased. When he had stopped laughing, he said, "I suppose you would... since apparently no one has told you the true stories. The moon has absolutely nothing to do with it. We hunt more then, because it's easier to see, but that's all. You can be a werewolf if one of your parents was (it's a dominant trait), and then have to be an inch from death for the trait to rise, or if both of your parents are, you get the transforming ability naturally." I tried to picture a fuzzy baby delivery, but couldn't. "Speaking of which, how do I change back? It's a little hot." He looked like he was going to burst out laughing again. "Just picture- your human- body." He said between spurts of laughter. I tried, but it didn't work. "Come here." He told me, and I did. He sniffed me and growled when he got near my neck. "Here, put this on it." He gave me a bag of herbs and I sprinkled it on the wound, then I was able to change. I asked him what he meant about his eyes. "I can see who is a werewolf and who isn't, even those who have never transformed. Makes growing the pack a little easier, if you know what I mean." "So you don't even have to do this barbaric fight?" I was outraged. "And what happens if they don't want to be a werewolf or join your pack?" "To the first question, even if they were a werewolf, they'd still have to be nearly killed to transform. This is just a more fun way of doing it. Those guards bet on who is a wolf and who isn't. If they don't want to be a wolf, then they deserve to die, because this is one of the greatest gifts. If they don't want to join the pack, then we show them how great being a wolf is." "In other words, you brainwash them." "Call it what you want." We stared out the window for some time, and the small man turned out to be a wolf. He was crying. "Why does the girl who fought me hate me so much? I've never met her before in my life." "Oh...she is just mad that the title Kuten goes to a half-breed. She'll get over it. Anyways, you have to go now..." His voice faded and I woke up. MAN that was a long one =P Somewhat same themes in this one, but me talking to the small man was pretty interesting...Oh yeah, Kuten means the people who are used by a spirit to be a medium. Wonder where my sub-c got that =P World cultures? It would be nice if I could remember dreams like that again...I know I'm missing a few details. Again, I seem to get the whole "Better/Smarter than you" thing going on. It's sort of annoying, especially when I tell myself everyone has equal value. Apparently some part of me thinks that idea is crap. I wonder if others feel the same way? Dream #3 This one doesn't mesh so well with the others, but it still has to do with me as a werewolf and it occured on night #3, so I decided to include it. It's much shorter, thank heavens =P I was at a ski/snowboard resort on a trip with my school. I was super excited because I've only seen snow two or three times in my life, and here was a mountian covered in it. My best friend (In my dream, I've never met her in real life or even another dream) and I were rooming together, and for whatever reason we got an awesome loft. It was on stilts and the walls were full windows, so the view was great. The carpet was nice and soft and a royal blue, and the heater worked really well. I kept wondering how I was going to change into my PJs when the walls were windows, and finally resolved to just change, so I looked around for any creeps and did so. My friend and I were talking about our greatest secrets, and I told her that I was a werewolf. She seemed a little suprised, but not really. Then she told me her biggest secret (which I think was actually one of my real-life ones, but I don't remember so I don't know). At some point in the night, I woke up (false) to the sky being a violent reddish-orange outside the big windows. My friend woke up too, and we both ran down the stairs (now at my house/neighborhood, but it seems empty and spaced too far apart), and outside. We turned onto the street perpendicular to mine, and I saw a figure standing near the top of the hill on the road. The clouds were swirling above her, almost like they would form a tornado, but in high speed (like when people set up cameras pointing at the sky and it plays in FF) I walked closer to her, and knew she was a very strong person. Her face was dark, but dramatically lit. I heard her telling me to change telepathicly, but I told her I didn't want to hurt any of the others. By this time many of my classmates were coming around the corner, they were all following each other, originally following me. She made me stay with a beam of light that came from nowhere. I yelled at the others to stay back, but they ran forward anyway and became trapped in the light. Every time I yelled "STOP!" more came. Soon we were all stuck like flies in honey. She made me change then, and I tried to stop it because I knew if I was too far gone I would do what I pleased. She knew this, and tried harder. It wasn't even a contest. I was totally wolf, complete with wings. The "release" of emotions happened, and it felt great. (In this dream apparently I had transformed many times, and had associated pleasure and unrestrained feeling with changing) Some of the people were amazed, some were disgusted, and some just wondered what was going to happen. I tried to struggle again, but I couldn't move at all. She released me from the beam, and I felt great gratitude that she had done so, forgetting that she had trapped me in the first place. She also released my friend, who was not afraid of me. Then she made a circle of light around us, so we could move, but not leave. The lady told me that if I killed my friend, she would free me, let me become a leader in her army, and let me save a few others. The pleasure of the hunt rose in me, and I was sickened because the person was my best friend, not some prey. The conflict rose and I puked on the rim of the ring. My friend looked at me. "Do what you have to. One is not worth many. Just do it for the right reasons." I felt horrible, but let my consiousness be replaced by the hunter's, and slashed at her. I leaned down to rip out her throat. The last thing she said was with purity and an innocent's eyes, "I forgive you. Remember that." I killed her. The lady on the hill came up to me. "Bravo, honestly I didn't know what you were going to do." She patted me on the shoulder. I knew she was laughing at me, that she knew all the time what I would do. I thought it was awful how I had killed one innocent for the lives of these other people who meant nothing to me, and who had teased me. I threw up again. All the while in some part of my brain I knew she wouldn't stop hunting them. "Pair up!" she told the people. Naturally everyone went with who they trusted most. Best friends, twins, and the like. I tried to tell them it would be worse, but the lady made it so I couldn't speak. I was paired again with a very mean girl from my school, who would hardly ever say anything bad about anyone to their face, but was a serious backstabber. I remembered she had tried to cut apart my group of friends, and had told me I belonged with her group, not the pathetic losers who weren't as pretty as her. I was filled with rage. The lady thought to me "Feed it." I clawed her open, and in the back of my mind I saw the other fights going on. Relationships and ties held nothing when survival was at stake. Not not, anyway. I tore her guts out and asked her "Are you pretty now? Can you accept beauty now?" Before she could answer, I ripped out her throat. The lady smiled and sat back to look at her work. I threw up again and woke up feeling a little sick. Wow... my twisted mind... prehaps it has some spiritual reference as well as my own hatred for some things. :/ Pretty sick that I actually enjoyed it though >.<0

[XxJOxX]

Woh... long dream?! Lol. Don't have time to read now, definitley will later, seems interesting.... Anyways, have you tried and other methods for becoming lucid other than DILD or WILD? Supposedley some give you more or less control.... Might help with your "creation" problem.

[Iokheira]

Woh... long dream?! Lol. Don't have time to read now, definitley will later, seems interesting.... Anyways, have you tried and other methods for becoming lucid other than DILD or WILD? Supposedley some give you more or less control.... Might help with your "creation" problem. Yeah I know =P honestly I'm sort of suprised that I still remember it very well (I wrote it down a while ago, but threw it away)... I remember the dreams that were interesting more though, so thats probably why. I was going through my whole werewolf and vampire loving phase (even though they still rock =P) Nope.. I think I will though *goes to tut section* I haven't had a WILD yet... just DILD Prehaps putting paragraphs in my dreams would make them easier to read -EDIT- I think I'll try a HILD- hopefully it'll help with my insomnia too =] How many dreams do you usually remember a night? I can only remember 1 usually XP -EDIT EDIT =P- There, I put in some spacing. Now it's easier to read =D

[XxJOxX]

Yeah I know =P honestly I'm sort of suprised that I still remember it very well (I wrote it down a while ago, but threw it away)... I remember the dreams that were interesting more though, so thats probably why. I was going through my whole werewolf and vampire loving phase (even though they still rock =P) Nope.. I think I will though *goes to tut section* I haven't had a WILD yet... just DILD Prehaps putting paragraphs in my dreams would make them easier to read -EDIT- I think I'll try a HILD- hopefully it'll help with my insomnia too =] How many dreams do you usually remember a night? I can only remember 1 usually XP Umm, well usually I can remember about 2-3/ night. Lately, I've been going through a dry spell not only in lucidity, but also dreams! Sucks. Hard. I'm trying to get 'em back, hopefully tonight will be a good one, I also have to finish off a few projects lol.... Anyways, tonight I'm going to try a WBTB/FILD combo..

[Iokheira]

Heh I bet those projects aren't helping you relax any... good luck =] I'll watch ur journal to see if it worked -edit- yay i finished all three! now im going to go to bed early, maybe have an LD =)

[XxJOxX]

Nope. not for the most part anyways....Thanks for the luck Hope you have a lucid dream again soon! Well good bye for today... I'll probably post up some dreams in my DJ since I need to wake up to actually DO a FILD .

[Iokheira]

January 4, 2009 --Tried HILD... got to about #70 in the count back from 100 step, and I fell asleep. Whoops. -- There was a bunch of traffic and stop lights, I went to a place that looked sort of like my house but the garage was huge. I got out of the car and it was freezing. There was some snow on the ground. I was wearing a brown leather jacket and decided I didn't like it, so it changed into a different kind. My sister's boyfriend's family was there and Kaitlyn saw me change mine, so she changed hers from light blue to red with a scarf. Then I was hunting a werewolf in a giant container yard. It jumped out of me from one, and ran away. A bunch of people and I chased it. Went back and cleaned out the garage. Then I was in this beautiful atruim. The glassy walls ranged from light green/blue to aqua, and there were a bunch of giant trees and vines climbing up the walls. There were pretty pink flowers that smelled nice. I went up to a girl beside a blue clear river, and she asked me if I wanted to tortise race. I said yes, and she gave me two of them. We raced, and I lost badly. She showed me that it was because they had gotten stuck together. I was annoyed and wanted to eat them, (Gross) but realized they were Galopogas Giant Tortises and they were endangered, so I didn't. Dream Fragment (Same Night) I was in my parent's room watching TV, and 2 of my friends were in my sister's room making a project. They came in and asked if I wanted to see. I asked what they were making, and they said "A Chinese style paper lantern." I asked if they were going to light it and they said that they already did. I told them that they were very stupid for making a lamp that would be housing fire out of flammable materials. I ran to my sister's room and just the lamp was on fire. Next to it was this weird fire extinguisher that was cream colored with white flower molding. I briefly thought of how ugly and impractical it was, then I grabbed it. The usual controls were gone, and there was just this one plug with a little keyring. I pulled it, and put out the fire. I still smelled smoke, so I opened my sister's underwear drawer , and there were two mini blow torches and another regular fire extinguisher. I put those two out as well. Same Night --Tried to HILD again, was able to relax my whole body and feel super heavy, cleared my mind, but couldn't go back to sleep, so I listened to A-BOMB and lay there until I fell asleep-- Traveled with some of my Indian/Asian friends (In my dream, not in real life and we were all adults) to the airport. We went to this little grassy part that looked like the corner of my backyard. We all had to put these blue veils over our heads, and the bride was complaining that she only had these two colors to wear her whole life. (She didn't know she was getting married and neither did I, but everyone else did.) She was very happy. Somehow I and this one Asian dude got into a huge white castle where he was a brother to a prince. He let some people live, and his brother was very mad and no one trusted us. We got banished. We had to get something from the castle, and this one princess decided to help us. (She was a friend of the Asian.) She let us back in and blocked them, so we did the mission. It was night and we were escaping, when she ran up to us crying, "I can't live like this, I don't want to live like this..." He asked what she meant and she pulled down her collar. (She was wearing a sparkly silver cloak and a sparkly silver full face mask, like she was just at a masquerade.) The side of her neck looked infected and there was a huge rash with boils on it. In the middle were two holes, because she was going to turn into a vampire. A lady that was with us understood what she wanted, and broke her neck quickly so she died. We put her in the river and closed her eyes. Then I saw another view that was later. (I wasn't there, only watching.) A poor fisherman looking guy saw her golden belt under the water and leaned out of his rickety looking old wooden boat, and started to undo it and take all of her items. Suddenly her eyes flashed open (They were now purple-grey), and she grabbed his arm and crushed it. Back to my view, we were heading under a big stone arch and got attacked and surrounded. Woke up. These are some of the worst jumbled dreams I've had in my whole life. I probably dreamt of the vampire/werewolf because I had been typing the other dream yesterday, but other than that I have no idea what it means.

[XxJOxX]

lol with you and your vampires... Cool dreams though. Good news! I finally got my recall back! had two enormous dreams,like yours lol Good luck with LD'ing.

[Iokheira]

January 5, 2008 Another badly transitioned, murky, and not restful dream. Maybe it's because I was nervous about school starting again today. Tried HILD and was able to get my body to relax, but couldn't fall asleep after clearing my mind...I hate insomnia. Be thankful if you don't have it. Tom Cruise was a spy in some real-life movie, and at one point he had to go underground. There was a huge water wheel thing he had to ride on, and it was all slimy and rotting. It was called the black wheel. Then there were two smaller wheels that he switched to, they were white and new, called the White Wheel. (Wow...how creative I can get...) He was thinking about how people were too lazy to go and get rid of the black wheel, but instead went around it and made new ones. Somehow he got into my house, but I didn't care because I knew he was a good guy. He said I was a smart kid. Switch to another movie type deal, where Lindsay Lohan and Cameron Diaz were sisters. Lohan came from a premarital situation, and Cameron from some other relationship. At one point Cameron was teasing Lindsay about her father, and she said "It's not like he was just my father, he was my friend too!" To which Cameron replied, "Wow. That must be awkward. So he had you at what- 16?" Then there was this really smart guy who got a crappy job at a toy factory because no other person would hire him. He told the boss he could fix the design of a toy car. (It looked really retro, like from the 30s, but the whole setting was back then)(Sort of like http://csjava.occ.cccd.edu/~tmurphy/...bug%201937.jpg , but the trunk part was smooth, and it was black.) The boss agreed, and he tried by opening it up and flipping some parts and moving others. The boss said he was taking too long and was going to move him to another project. He argued that he was almost done, but the boss didn't want to hear it. He got moved, and the toy just sat there. The boss wondered who would have wanted to play with it anyway, nobody cared about toy cars. Switch to my house, my mom was cooking dinner and she told me to stay out of her way and play Bionicle. (Which I haven't played for years) I said I would, but I couldn't find Lewa's katana. She said I would so I looked for it, but couldn't. Then I was in the game on this pretty cliff near a waterfall (suprisingly the sky was normal), and there were 6 masks on the side of the cliff. Tahu was yelling, "That's the mask for the next level! Just pick it already!" But Lewa said "No, it's not! That's the mask for the level that you play and I'm too low level to click it!" Then I was on the internet and I found a blog type thing Katie had written about how she wasn't like what anyone thought, but she was a five letter word that started with an 'R', (I assumed rouge), and a seven letter word that began with an 'S'. Then she wrote a little bit about something that seemed to describe schitzophrenia. I have no idea what all of these have in common, but they were all part of the same dream because there were no gaps and I can only remember up to 2-3 dreams per night... I'll check for similarities later. If you see any, please post After thinking about it during the day, I suppose the common link was that everyone was dissatisfied with what they were doing or where they were, what they could and could not do. It didn't matter whether they were famous, or regular people, or even fantasy characters because in the end, those are based off of real people. Rather pessimistic, but that's all I can think of.

[Iokheira]

January 6, 2009 (Three short ones) I was standing in some shallow water on a beach. The sky was dark blazing red, and the water was dark and opaque. There was a war going on, so there was a bunch of barbed wire and planes flying over dropping bombs, ship fights, etc. My dad told me that for every bullet wound I got, I would get six dollars. I was getting shot a lot, and it really hurt. It occured to me that there must be better ways of earning money, but I couldn't think of any. Then a giant submarine rose up out of the water, and shot a torpedo at me. I wondered if I would get any bonus money for getting hit by that. (Oh, my money-hoarding ways...) Same Night I stood in my backyard. The grass was a yellow tinged green. There was a huge dog named Hok (pronounced Hawk), thats shoulders went up a little past my head, so it was about seven feet tall at his head. He was colored with a black patch on his back that faded into brown. He was very playful, although he had two knives he always kept with him. He showed me the first, which was the bigger of the two (about two feet long). He told me (without speaking, or telepathy :/) that it's name was Cady, because it was the Protector. I don't remember the second's name. My brother came out to look at him, and Hok playfully jumped and put his paws on my brother's shoulders. He said "Man, that girl is hyper!" I said "It's a boy." Immediatly he pushed Hok off. I was talking to another girl about Hok, and I said that it seemed that we were becoming friends. I don't remember exactly what she said, but the main idea was that she told me not to confuse the bond made by protecting someone for friendship. While friendships can start by one person looking out for another, it's just as likely to be just a mutual protective bond. I told her I understood. Same Night I traveled north to where everything was cold and there was a lot of ice, sometimes snow. Everything gave off a blue light, and looked vaugely sad, like something had happened that no one and nothing remembered except for the forest. The entire city I came to was deserted, and some trash was blowing around. I came across a huge department store that was really crowded and went in for shelter. On one of the display beds a boy was sleeping. He was maybe 5 or 6, and had dark brown hair. I asked him where his parents were and he didn't know. I asked if he wanted to come with me and he did. Don't remember anymore. First dream...wow. No idea where that came from. As much as I love making money, I doubt I would be willing to get shot for it. That sky should have tipped me off that it was a dream >.>0 Sencond dream: Also no idea where it came from. I met two dogs yesterday, maybe that was it. Maybe. Third dream...again, hardly any idea. My W history teacher was talking about how he'd never drop his kid off in an IKEA, because they'd get lost. Other than that, no clue.

[XxJOxX]

LOL MOANEY HOARDER!!!!!OMG OK I LIKE MY SMILIES!!!!

[Iokheira]

January 8, 2009 Someone wrote "New Year" on the street by my house with rocket launchers and fireworks in the middle of the day. I was in a hospital looking for my mom, when I saw two people I know. I went over to them, and for a second they were okay, but then they both puked/coughed some nasty grass green crud up. It was an infectuous new disease, but somehow I managed to not be infected. I ran away, and many more people were throwing up. Finally it was night, and I was trying to find my way home. I knew the street, but didn't know which way to go. This older lady offered to help me. I accepted, and she pointed me the right way with her laser pointer. Unfortunatly, the thing didn't hit the clouds very far away, so she tried to guide me with a huge balloon, but the string ran out. I woke up. January 9, 2009 Backyard party with pool/beach, some guy told me to swim but I didn't want to, so he used mind controlling powers on me and made me swim. It was pretty fun, because my flip flops were like flippers, so I went a lot faster than my competition. Ate some hot dogs afterwards. Much more, but I don't remember. January 10, 2009 Don't remember much except for one part. I was eating food with some guy in the back of a floating car (Prehaps because of The Fifth Element?) and the man serving us gave me a piece of Yelling Bread. He had his hand cover the words "May you hear clearly", which was written in white frosting. He gave it to me carefully, so I could keep my hands over the words. Once I was ready, I took my hand off and listened. It yelled some things that I needed to hear, but I don't remember what they were.

[XxJOxX]

thats pretty cool, I like the yelling cake thingy anywho, I recently had a LD! check it out in my DJ and comment if you want.

[Iokheira]

January 11, 2009 Dreamt I helped my dad fix the TV remote so we could fly again. Argh my recall is almost gone and I feel like I've only slept 3 hours >.<0 Guess I'll just have to go to bed earlier...

[Iokheira]

January 12-13, 2009 No Recall January 14-15, 2009 Started drinking chamomile tea before bed. Each night remembered 2 dreams, but because of my laziness and stupidity I didn't right it down and therefore don't remember it now. January 16, 2009 Went to chiropractor and got adjusted for the first time. My lower back feels awesome now, but sore. HOLY CRAP! I'm not tired, and I remembered 3 dreams! (Or at least that I had three dreams, 2 are sort of fuzzy... First I was driving down a highway with my parents. The land was pretty flat, so I could see far. It was nighttime, so I looked up at the moon, and saw a giant building on it that looked like a pyramid with the top cut off. It was trimmed in a glowing neon blue. I told them to look at it, and my mom said "It's probably just a crater." The next day I went to the school lunchroom and asked my friend if she had looked at the moon recently. (She was on the bottom level, not where we sit.) She said no. A while later, I saw more of the moon, and some aliens were tryng to take over earth. They were blowing up a bunch of stuff and we had to escape. Second Something or another about how my chiropractor's office had feng shui, and someone wrote an article. Third Agh, just had this one! If I remember, I'll come back and type it up.