Castle In The Sky

[Porcelain Mistress]

Hey there, I'm new to this forum. Decided to do a dream journal of my own to record my dreams. +:: Key :: + >Normal Dream< >Lucid Dream< >Nightmare< >Dream Signs<

[Porcelain Mistress]

This has got to be one of the most devastatiing dreams I've ever had. I dreamt that I found my boyfriend dead. For some reason he was stood up though, on his tiptoes on a pole. He was surrounded by a really beautiful autumn garden; golden trees surrounding him. I remember just standing there and crying my eyes out for him. I don't know how the heck he died, but the image where he's just...balancing on a pole frightens me...His eyes were bloodshot, and his head was slewed to the side slightly. Everyone came to pay their respects...I remember my sister saying "I knew you'd feel guilty, stop it, you didn't do anything." I remember putting a photo of him amongst the green grass in this golden garden, I'm not sure what happened to his body, but it weren't there anymore. I placed 2 small pink boxes near the photo, I don't have a clue what was in them though... I was crying and screaming so much...I could actually feel the devastation like it was real. It felt so real. I remember hearing a voice saying "I'll never leave you" and "you'll never be alone", and I felt his arm come across my waste. I looked down and seen a faded arm and hand, like a ghost. From the forearm up the image of my boyfriend disappeared. There was this song that made him appear..."Love Changes Everything" (By Climie Fisher. It's also mine and my boyfriends song), it was playing in the background at one point, and that's how I could see his arm around me. When the song didn't play all I could feel is his spirit close to me, I couldn't see his ghostly sillouette... Everytime I walked into this golden garden his spirit would pay me a visit and he tells me he loves me. I also recall running to this garden (I can't really remember where I went before that, I believe I was near a stream..) crying my eyes out, but in my hands was another little pink box, and I placed it next to the rest... In my dream I really couldn't handle him being dead, I'm sat here typing this out and crying. Never had such a heart wrenching dream like that in my life, I really couldn't live without him. I knew in the dream that his spirit was still with me, but I was upset because I knew I wouldn't get to hold him again... I woke myself up crying and calling his name, I was shouting "No Brendan please don't leave me here! Please!"

[Michael]

That sounds like a very intense dream! Welcome to dv, and I look foward to reading more of your dreams.