Im finally up to date and today was the best and the worst day ever, progress wise.
Epic Fail
I was in my house when i see a red and blue demon walk by. I thought to myself, "This can't be real" so i did a nose pinch reality check. I'm not sure so i do it two more times. The worst happens.I'm so used to doing reality check in the day that i finally did it in the dream. But, im also used to saying im awake.I just continue into the computer room saying, ''This is normal i must be awake." I make a phone call to my friends telling them we should go lucid dream.
Then time skips ahead and im in a Sweetbay parking lot. Me and my friends start walking down a road that was partially flooded. It was me, my two friends named Leo and John, and some girl i didn't know but she was apparantly johns sister. As we were walking we talked about random stuff.
We came to a part of the road that was completely flooded. John and Leo walked around but the girl and i didnt see the other path and fell into the waist high water. I helped her up as we climbed up to the dry path. As we got farther it became night time but there was still light that somehow surrounded us. We stopped when john was talking about something he bought. He said "Yesterday i found some nice weed on Amazon.com, Wanna try it?" We all agreed and he handed us some ''weed''.
I started laughing and said "John you moron these are just regular clovers, you got jipped". John wasn't mad but he had an idea of sueing the guy he bought it from and pretending he already sold it to someone else. Leo laughed and said "lol you can't sue someone for selling fake weed".uhh yeah, he actually made the sound lol while talking. lol
After a while we were walking up a driveway when all of a sudden i was wearing heelies. I rolled down to the bottom. I was too lazy to make my way back up so i decided to go back. Time skipped ahead and we were back at the parking lot. I apparantly knew i was dreaming and i told my friends not to think about sex. I didn't want them waking me up by getting exited.
I then woke up in my white pick up truck. I was in the passangers seat when the girl from the dream comes in and starts driving. I said "Hey, you can't drive my car, you will crash it". She parks and says "Dont worry i know im not supposed to backpedal".watever that meant. I then said " how do you expect to get out of this parking space then if you don't back pedal''. She taps my cheek and says "dont worry about it, your about to wake up." I then woke up for real. Flat out weird.
I was sooo pissed when i woke up because i realized i did a reality check but didn't become lucid. Then again i knew i was dreaming but i couldn't control myself. Watever i did, i had a normal dream, but it was the clearest dream of my life. I could remember practically everything. Maybe this means next time will be a lucid dream for sure.
I attempted a WILD and i was pretty close too. After i woke up i wrote down my dream and sat up in my bed. After i guessed it had been long enough i laid down and felt my body eventually become numb. I laid for awhile until i saw a black sylinder portal with purple circles. As i was traveling down it i immediately felt my body just spinning. Then at the end of the tunnel i saw my bedroom wall with the window in front of me. I thought i accidently opened my eyes out of surprise. Then somehow i opened my eyes again. I did a reality check but i was still awake. I was scared s***less until i realized how close i was to a lucid. My heart was pounding so hard that i couldn't relax and gave up on the WILD for now. I then fell asleep normally.
Epic Fail 2
I was sooo pissed from this one that i didn't even bother with a recall so this is all i remember.
I saw a small black boy fall in the water and i dove in after him. He wasn't trying to swim up or anything. As i got really close i realized i was breathing underwater. I woke up immidiately before i bacame lucid.
Today was very disappointing but at least it means i have gotten to the point where i can recognize when something is strange or at least remember to do a reality check.
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