9/2/09
"Abandonment"
I had a dream that I was at Chuck E Cheese or some place like that with a few other people. I wasn't a child, but my current age. I was with a girl looking for who used to be my good friend. We saw him hiding behind a "playscape" type thing. It was VERY large to be a playscape, and there were security guards stationed at various places within it.
He saw us and ran out of the backdoor, so we followed him out another backdoor. There was a water fountain and I remember spitting something yellow into the fountain..idk what. Anyway, we were outside and he hopped into a car and sped off with someone else.
Me and the girl went back into the building and sat by the playscape. There were about ten other people there, same age as us. They were just chilling, talking.. Suddenly I was on the floor, on my stomach, and the girl was laying on my back, reaching into my pants. She pulled my dick out (wtf?) and everyone was watching her touch it and stuff. I felt violated, but I couldn't move. I wasn't paralyzed, but I was so embarrassed that I couldn't move. There were a lot more girls than guys watching, but for some reason the guys made me feel less embarrassed.
Anyway, somehow I wound up with my current best friend, and she asked me how I felt about the old one running away. I said I don't mind, and I don't have time for "temperemental friends". She disappeared (I'm debating our friendship IRL).
Then we left to get in a family friend's car. We were in the car and there was a song on the radio (a song that I really wrote) but it had her nephew's voice on it, who was also in the car. I told her that he stole my song, and she didn't care. She had relatives from Toledo at her house, and there was no room for both me and my friend, so I went alone. We got there and her relative committed suicide outside, so they went back outside to see.
I decided not to and went into the house. Then some guy gave me a heart shaped chocolate and said if I ate it I'd become a vampire ()..so I did. Then he said something about me being a "sprinter" and I woke up..
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