Gaining control of lucidity Journal

[Jabrol2001]

Hi there! This is going to be my up to date journal on me gaining the ability to be the best at lucid dreaming.! Now i thought i was good at lucid dreaming in the past, but realized that i was more of 'knowing' that i was dreaming instead of 'controlling' I would think that i was controlling the dream, but i wasnt haha. Anyway ive had alot of these in the past but just thought that i should start now. 9/22-- getting better, kind of. I was driving home, everything seemed the same, nothing different. I did a little circle at the end of my coldasack, and saw that my brothers girl friend left a little spot for me to parralel park in. So i pushed on the breaks, and well the car didnt stop, it slowed down but didnt stop. Now the car is pretty shitty and the breaks are almost gone, so i didnt think anything at this time. So i put it in reverse. And well the same thing happened. It just wouldnt stop. Now at this time i thought it was kind of weird, and did an RC, plugged my nose, and walla i could breath. Now at this point i wanted to get out of the car and just stop, and practice control, i really did. So i put the car back in drive. I wanted to jump out of the car really bad and tried, but the car seat was on and prevented me, so i sat back down, and looked around as the car drove. I then was like hey! Im going to take this car for a spin in the sky! Now i was still lucid, but another freaking urge took over, it was fun! but i want to practice control. So the car took flight, and i was flying over the houses, doing intense turns and everything. But then i started losing the dream. And the car and i were falling down the houses, and crashed. When i crashed the dream turned black. I tried staying there and make a new dream world/or until another was made. But i guess i couldnt.

[Jabrol2001]

Wow ok, just had 2 more lucids this morning. and a pretty exciting dream scape i have to say! wow i just dont even know where to begin on this one. I guess ill begin with the dream scape. I would like to add, that ive been lucid in the dream scape before, like 4 days-a week ago, and it just felt like i just dropped back in. weird. 9/23--------- still some problems Any ways, the majority of the dream took place in this huge building, that everyone tended to live in and do there daily activities. There are endless halls, and the building seems to be a skyscraper, or bigger. No RC's in tonights session, since ive been in this building before, i know im dreaming for some reason. And when i figure this out, i always fight the first few moments of lucidity, like its some kind of power i cant hold. So i freeze, while realize, and hoping my eyes wont get stuck. But it feels overwelming still, and i fall to my hands and knees, but instead of hitting the floor, i go through it, and see all the pipes and wiring that the floor consist of, pretty amazing. And when i land on the floor beneath me, the overwhelming feeling goes away, and im in complete control, YES! WOOO haha no eyes stuck, feet melting to the ground, im in control!. I walk around the building, wow theres alot of rooms and a lot of people. I ended up in this one room, and well i try to morph a laptop to a ball of mater, didnt work i then try to make it float, didnt work either .. I then decide to go outside of the building. WOW WOW WOW, everything is like the matrix code, kind of like it, just a bunch of wires that become black and white and wires are going up all the time making new objects. Freaking amazing! I see my grandma, and she asks for my help, i said sure why not. And she wanted me to see what was in this box inside of this shed structure (the black and white wires) and i just float through to the inside. I open the lid of the box, and crickets shoot out, hundreds. My grandma said DAMNIT! now there going to be flying all over. I just laughed. I now found myself in the air, soaring i didnt have complete control, i know im dreaming, but thats it. Still in my awesome dreamscape, and i look to the left and see a futuristic fighter jet form from the wires, and the person inside as seemed odd, then the wires coverd him, and he zipped past me. I still see my dream scape. Im back in the begining building. And i do have control, but i try and morph an object again, and after failing i get this feeling that if i cant do that then this is going to end soon, and well if its going to end i want to do something good. and well is what came to mind. I go into this room, saw this amazing looking girl, and well you know the story, nothing really happened before i faded out. FA Im back in the same building, not knowing im dreaming just yet. But then i soon do realize it and become lucid. And well got that same urge as last time sense i failed to stay inside, that urge takes over again and well same thing happends. Dream fades out and i wake up --------------------------------- Those are just two lucids that i had, i had an intense dream that i remember as well, it wasnt lucid but a long freaking ass dream involving an angel saving me and me repaying him back by taking him snowboarding, and he was kind of a retard, haha, didnt have enough money and had to ask god for it. Then couldnt decide what candy he wanted and had like 50 bags of candy in his arm and the cashier was like really? And the angel was like yea really. haha The dream ended before we even got to snowboard!! and i was sad, for we were at the top of the hill, and it was an amazing route. Oh wells haha.

[Jabrol2001]

WOOOOOO 4 ld,s in 3 nights! well atleast 4 that i remember :X This is an awesome journy, my dreams are so much more vivid and i remember most of them. And the Lucid ones, are that much more amazing. 9/24-------am i just a Dream character in my dream? So i couldnt get to much sleep for it was already 12:30am and i had to wake up at 4:15 am. I know i know. Anyways so i was just going to Ef it and just sleep. But guess what? I WILD I was laying in my bed, and just watching the pretty colors dancing around in my vision. Then next thing i know, my body is numb, and it feels as if im being spun around my room. Im not new to this, so i dont freak. I let it happen. Then Bam i fall out of my bed landing on my nightstand. This has happened before, so i think i just rolled out of bed. But i stepped on my laptop, and i had to look at it to makesure its ok. I picked it up and it falls apart :_( im sad, i then look at the night stand, and nothing has moved, and i would have thought i would have broken everything on it. This made me do an RC. I plugged my nose, and well i could breath. So ive been lucid dreaming this whole time!! Amazing i thought, i did not get that rush of overpowerment. I was chill. I looked around the room and it was dimmed. Well i thought i could just take it slow and really explore my powers/dream world. I was going to leap through the wall and go outside. But well i ran right into the wall. WTF? i could not get through the wall for my life! i concentrated, try departing the walls so i can go through, putting one hand at a time, still nothing. This made me sad, so i asked my brother why cant i go through the wall? He said that there is more i need to know.. I disregarted his statement and continued to have at it on the wall. Nothing. My mother then came in and asked what i was doing, my brother said he is trying to become powerful. I asked my mother how i could do it. She said the same thing as my brother. There is more that i need to know. I then gave up on the wall, and just walked through my house and out the front door, the cat ran out with me and my grampa asked me to catch her. I did, with no special powers. i ran and grabbed her. Finnaly i got to go outside. It looked amazing, rain was pouring down, the sky was a dark blue color, and there were huge trees randomly spaced out. I had no idea where i wanted/was going to go. I had no idea what i was going to do. So i started walking or running, not sure. I seen 2 girls standing talking in my neighbors garage. and well, first thing that came to mind was But i faught that urge. And i won, YES! temptation 0 me 1. I then thought about all the hot girls in my neighborhood at my will, and how easy it would be to but i fought that urge again! temptation 0 me 2 !! yes! but then the thought of if i had sex, then i would wake up. This triggered a flash of real life. I then woke up after this ----------------- Ive been gaining more control of myself, but im not having any powers. Last night the LD made me feel just one of the millions of Dream characters in my dream. Not sure if powers come after time, but i want them!!! haha -------- Another non lucid dream i had that i thought was epic. I was at school, and i ran across an old friend that i used to spart with. This guy is asain and is very good at fighting, kingfu style. So we decided to spart (not really hitting just for fun) at the school. It was like an epic fight scene for a movie, i myself really good at fighting, would do these most amazing attacks. I would wait for him to lunge, then roll over his back, grabbing his head/neck and thrust him spinning in the air. I would also run and jump off objects, doing epic spin moves, just missing his attacks and omg it was just epic. It was like the japanese dragon fighting movie mixed with matrix and yamakazi fighting. Amazing After the fight was over, we sat and talked to our friends, the sky then became a 'grim color' and we were talking about why everything looked so grim. ------------------- Onward with the journy!

[Jabrol2001]

No lucid lastnight But instead, a nightmare.. which is unusual, i hardly ever get them, oh well, still pretty vivid and slightly cool? 9/25----- nightmare in forest. Well think of a disneyland ride, this was kind of like that. But well one that you have to stay alive, while dodging creatures, monsters and just people that want to kill you. They have there weapon of choice at their disposal, so it was pretty intresting. So i was in a forest setting, but well this forest was kind of rocky, and had gaps and hills that drop to nowhere. And well i was running, i had to get out of the forest. For everything/one in the forest was trying to kill me, like i was not welcome there. So it wasnt to bad, they only pursuited me for a while and gave up, but it was creapy and insanse for they had like giant axes, wore masks, had freaky bodies, just everything creepy. I kept having to jump gaps to get away from them swinging there weapons at me. But then i got lost. Kept going in circles which made the monsters/people more angry at me and wanted to kill me more. So the chasing got more intense, to where they wouldnt stop, and then i would get cornerd by more, and have to find my way out. Im not sure how it ended. I might have woken up from being scared when i was cornerd, idk. Pretty trippy i would think, Seeing them looking for me while i was hiding in the water, up in a tree. haha