i guess im just going through some tuff emotional things right now..

classic neglectful father who hasn't said a word to you in like 7 years but you still love him enough to wake up at night cying like some sad puppy..

i dont know... i have every reason in the world to hate the guy but i just cant..

i dont even know why im writing this down for complete strangers to read and laugh at..

i just dont care anymore i guess.. what kind of father forgets his son's 18th birthday?